Pain In Me

Torn by a single accusation,
I feel so powerless and broken.
Do you know what its like to be like this?

Belittled ’til you relent.
My emotions are being victimised.
I just want a way out of this painful disguise.

But I’m not the bastard, the liar, the issue.
I decide.
You will listen.
Understand why your words sting like poison.

Brought low by judgement.
Guilt has become a formality.
I am whatever you all say about me.

Battered by lifes storm.
You have burned my pristine skin.
I hate how all this damning has me feeling.

But I’m not the bastard, the liar, the issue.
I decide.
You will listen.
Understand why your words sting like poison.

Psychotic like so many others.
Stuck in a cycle you don’t even see.
You are a part of the repeating misery.
Unable to undersrand how you wound me.
I thought you were different but I was so wrong.
Truth is everyone has become lost in the scorn.

But I’m not the bastard, the liar, the issue.
I decide.
You will listen.
Understand why your words sting like poison.

No more.
No more!
My heart is shredded.
You might shrug but I’m light headed!