Lobotomy

Rise from slumber only to feel regret.
Life full of sphincters I wish I could eject.
Round and round this ride continues.
Bored of the repetition.
Everything feels so empty.

For too long I’ve had to think.
Always teetering on the brink.
Give me a chemical lobotomy!

Paraded like a golden goddamn lamb.
To me these moments are nothing but a sham.
Controlled by hands that are not my own.
Sever me from these moments.
Leave so I can be alone.

For too long I’ve had to think.
Always teetering on the brink.
Give me a chemical lobotomy!

With an hourglass I make my wishes.
But still nothing ever alters.
Trapped in a shell akin to a bottle.
Would much rather eat hot gel.
For time is dragging and days are blue.
Disaster is my badge of dishonoured glow!

For too long I’ve had to think.
Always teetering on the brink.
Give me a chemical lobotomy!
Set me free!