Gripped by indecision.
Not sure where to go.
So unlike my normality.
Hence my conundrum so…
Give me guidance.
I demand of my myself.
No such thing is forthcoming.
Am I simply so frightened?
Can’t be sure either way.
Head keeps spinning endlessly.
Stirring where I lay.
Confused by my intention.
Why am I conflicted?
Get a grip on comprehension.
Show me a sign.
Lead me on my way.
Brain keeps whirring nonstop.
Not how it used to be.
Do I think I’m being rash.
Or is this fight or flight mentality?
Need some peace and quiet.
Place to forget all the noise.
Not sure it’s what I’ll get.
Too wrapped up in this moment.
Paralysed by choice.
Fearing the unknown.
Is this a right decision?
When I am alone.
Cannot say yes or no.
Either follow change or lead a dead flow.
Used to be so clear in my head.
Here comes anxiety again.
Solace for my position.
Juxtapose without dereliction.
Too much in my mind.
Need to weed out all this background sound.
Simon A Jackson - Writer 