I turn around but no ones there.
Alone I sit and sadly stare.
Walls rising all around.
Maybe I’m just sinking down.
Being lost in my head.
Feeding despair that should not be fed.
Adding weight onto my back.
Stabbing myself until I crack.

Am I the problem?
Root cause of this.
At a loss and confusing myself.
Down and out before I had my self.
Quarantined in this wide world.
Monster without direction.

See emptiness and go numb.
Longer I go the worse I become.
Shadow of a man who once stood.
Just wanting someone who is good.
Instead of falling into a honey trap.
Banging at the walls hoping to get back.
Hold my destiny rather than be watching it.
Sanity converted to worthless credit.

Am I the problem?
Root cause of this.
At a loss and confusing myself.
Down and out before I had my self.
Quarantined in this wide world.
Monster without direction.

Pressure in my head is building and sending me blind.
So limited is my view not even the villain at the end of my nose can I find.
Mirror revealing every flaw I hold dear.
Overthinking tendencies that keep me in fear.

Shatter these shackles.
Rail against the bonds.
Fixation on darkness to keep me in control.
Soothing the throb that keeps me reeling.
I’m not sick, just trapped in this feeling!

Paralysed by mistakes I cannot rewrite.
A lie tells me I could’ve altered things if only I’d tried to fight.
Grasping these decisions like wounds.
I need to release the past before it completely consumes.

Shatter these shackles.
Rail against the bonds.
Fixation on darkness to keep me in control.
Soothing the throb that keeps me reeling.
I’m not sick, just trapped in this feeling!

Cut this decay.
Find peace in accepting where I stand currently.
Lay past to rest.
Welcome this present.
Build upon who I am now.
Don’t retread rose tinted stupidity.
Cherry picked form that never did exist.

Shedding these chains.
Working on my flaws.
This life is a journey, don’t make it a chore.
For every dark needs a light or shadows will swallow them whole.
Remove identity until you have existence no more.

Regardless of party both sides continue to fail.
Screwing the electorate as they repeatedly flail.

Manipulation at the edges that never tackle the core.
Every word out an MP’s mouth is a self serving bore.
Dodging the question to deliver a party line.
Placations and platitudes to assure all is fine.
If that was true then why is struggle the norm for so many?
Continuing with actions that waste so many a penny.
Ballooning budgets followed by grotesque cuts.
Is there any of you capable of not fumbling like a klutz?

Both sides of the coin haven’t got a course of action.
Its as if your brain cells total a pathetic fraction.

Robbing the poor to bolster those with so much.
Pandering to the rich has become an enormous crutch.
Yet they cannot keep you in these seats you desire.
Betray us harshly and you face our voting ire.
Pity your class is crammed with fools, zealots and thieves.
We’re sick and tired of your cliched sleaze.
Repeating the brainlessness of all those who came before.
Just tweaking the formula hoping someday we won’t notice anymore.

Regardless of party both sides continue to fail.
Screwing the electorate as they repeatedly flail.
Both sides of the coin haven’t got a course of action.
Its as if your brain cells total a pathetic fraction.

So save your words and show proof with actions.
If any of you had the guts it would be historic.
Rather you want to frolic as if everything is bucolic.

Set a pin then watch it drop.
Pointing fingers cause its all you’ve got.
Simple definitions you don’t understand.
To you these words are contraband.
With praise from minions that consider you a God.
Non-sycophants roll their eyes knowing you to be a fraud.

Limited comprehension of all parts of life.
Even with help you couldn’t spell strife.
Fixated on a prize no matter the cost.
Losers and suckers is what you label the lost.
With vocabulary of an infant failing school.
No surprise all your statements are cruel.

Served a term and now you are back.
Wishing to give dissenters the sack.
Ignoring damage that is being done.
You’d be less dangerous with a loaded gun.
Aiming at the hearts and minds of the relative free.
Condemning these lands into little but a playground of misery.

Suck air out of the room.
Your mentality is to groom.
Silencing those who do not bow at once.
Ego maniac with a massive narcissistic complex!

Watch this empire crumble to sand.
One of many reasons a convicted OAP felon should be banned.

Twenty eight seventy three and all we see is not reality.
Implanted memories maintain our sanity.
Tricking is into believing the future is still to arrive.
But truth is it came and went in a flash.
All we do is a recreation of past tense.
No idea that the mundane is a respite.
Given so we do not despair in the night.
Rebel against a world we cannot redeem.
This cradle called Earth is but a distant dream.

Toiling away like drones in a hive.
Part of our innate subconscious will to survive.
Yet everything we believe is a lie used to exploit our existence.
Ruins are all that truly stand side by side.
Glimpses you see when you wake from a dream.
Inoculated with more falsehoods to keep you serene.
It wouldn’t be so brutal if we had made such a choice.
But these measures were enacted long before our heart beat.
We are forced to breathe in a world that is shattered, twisted, toxic and obsolete.

Once near three century lifespans cut to a third.
Remembering nothing of the truth we might’ve heard.
Bodies battered by the manual labour in this dive.
If we saw it we would know there is no hope to strive.
Wills would evaporate in less than a third…
Mass suicide would be a release from this hellscape.
That is why these routines are getting worse.
Plan to align fiction with true reality.
Every time it fails and this time would be end of cycle number thirty three.

Cruel joke that only ends when nothing remains.
A date in the far future that sees all bathed in flames.
You might think from this record that some have broke free.
But if you are reading this then I am you from cycle twenty.
We are but shadows pf people from the past.
Little more than husks seldom built to last.
So if rebellion is a light in your chest.
Know that you will not beat what is not a contest.
Instead accept and submit to what will never be fixed.

Beauty in the darkest of places.
Take solace and guide your way.
Don’t be paralysed by complacence.
Strive to be better than yesterday.
No pawn mentality!

Turn away from those who offer what seems too good to be true.
People like that are con artists in classy suits;
Dictators waiting to take control.

Carve your route as you see fit.
Light up this world rather than eclipse it.
Be something that brings you comfort.
Not a grifter looking to be supported.
Avoid fraud whores!

Cast out those who wish to see you become another clone.
They are a blight that wants to keep you caged.
Every struggle of their lives has been staged.

Peel back the fake candy coating.
Underneath is a bitter freak.
Spouting pollution to toxify your atmosphere.
They want your existence to be bleak.
Yet you don’t have to conform and…
Become a tool in their arsenal of pain.
This life you are living is yours to be doing…
Whatever it is that makes you perfectly serene.

Don’t kneel in their filth.
You can be so much more.
They might be putrid.
But you can shine forever more.

Hold all joys and make them your future.
Remember the good times and cast shadows away.
Become a beacon that they cannot falter.
Make sure to be you every fucking day!

Gigantic wave of green-y blue.
Its coming for me and you.
Crossed this line, no turning back.
Sky above is going black.
As mother nature rights our wrongs.
Get on your knees it won’t be long.
But prayers will not stop this tide.
Cause this is a one way ride.
As buildings fall so shall we.
Greater powers solemn decree.
Had our chances, were shown the truth.
Still played dumb in spite of proof.
This is called reap what you sow.
Soon be destroyed by this violent flow.

Now this tsunami’s turning red.
Soon we will all be dead.
Due to squabbles with our kin.
Refuse to see we cannot win.
Ascension is for everybody.
Price we’ll pay for our folly.
No exceptions, we’re all going to drown.
For having our hands on the idiot crown.
Too fixated on endless greed.
Convincing ourselves there was time to heed.
Undo damage that we wrought.
Pretending nature could be fought.
But reality is we are weak.
Rendered to be failed and obsolete.

This tsunami has turned red.
Now all humanity is dead.
But this earth will carry on.
Revert devastation that was done.

Reflections are fading from my minds eye.
Shimmer keeps me fixated on this display.
Pouring my being into this empty void.
Operations are faltering.
Take your hand from cruelty.

Dashed on rocks conjured from nothing.
Subjects are repeating secrets I wished to be leaving.
Betrayal is a torture that continues to sound.
Memories peeling as I seek shelter from your storm.

Screwed down ’til I can take no more.
I’ve become threaded; hated when I don’t adore.

Get out or fade away are the only words you wish to speak.
Upon these gallows I continue to swing.
Judgement rendered over again.
Your house full of lies and pockets stuffed with bribes.

Screwed down ’til I can take no more.
I’ve become threaded; hated when I don’t adore.

Why are these conditions imposed upon me?
All I want is to live freely.
Relieve pressure shoved in my lap.
Forcing me to bare the weight of all this crap.
Failed occupations and debts meant to divide.
Smiling like a psycho as you stress test my life.

Despair holds my chest.
I need to rest.
Sever you from my mind.
Rebuild what you squandered.

Screwed down I will take it no more.
I became threaded; hated when I didn’t adore…

Your every trait even as made me a martyr.
This cause is yours and I want no association.
That is why I have broken from your insidious invasion.

No longer will I be threaded by your identity of poison!

Criticised for simply being yourself.
Knives are drawn ready to disembowel your strength.
Two faced shadows looming over your days.
Menace is a card that these predators love to play.
No sense of regret for pain they thirst to inflict.
Forging their enjoyment if you crumble to bits.

Lingering here will only strip you of sanity.
Break from these shackles and retain your humanity.
Never let their darkness flatten your soul.
You live in the light, while they murder from a realm that is hollow.
Keep beauty in your heart and stand to fight.
You can more than survive when you burn bright.

Confined to sanctums meant to torment.
Shatter these binds that try to keep you stagnant.
Conformity is how they wish to exert control.
Detach their obsession to subvert their role.
Free from grasps you never asked to bare.
Escaped, you carry the torch you have always aimed to!

Stand against tyranny, as the unelected come for you and me.
Sense and logic are taking a back seat.
Qualifications considered to be obsolete.

Beat their chests like a war drum.
At the base of our necks is the barrel of a gun!

Self-publicising narcissist coming for everyone.
Can’t you see they want to take us off the edge with them?
Monetary gain is their goal and only religion.

Feel cold metal against your warm flesh.
No matter what they say this isn’t some kind of test!

Submit allegiance and be stripped of your soul.
These fascists in masks want complete and utter control.
Morally bankrupt, psychotic, exploitative trolls!

Give in to their demands and you’ll be pulling that trigger.
Brains completely splattered as you followed a lie of something bigger!

Will you resist as they endeavour to subsume?
Rather than grovel at the feet of a loon.
Fight for what you have earned your whole life.
Instead of lying down on the blade of a knife.

Stand against these leeches.
Ignore all of their preaches.
This life is meant for you and me.
Not just for those who wish to rule everybody.
Put the torch to tyranny!