What is wrong with me?Nothing is moving forward.Treading water in a sinking situation.Think I hear a scream of desperation. World continues to be fading fast.Reboot won’t send it back.Strange mindscape to occupy.Convinced heaven was only ever a lie. Pulse weak in this transition phase.What remains is evidence of a fixation on crazed.Being is abject brutality!Continue reading “Vitals Fading”
Category Archives: poetry
Winter’s Crown
I walk where the shadows lay.Not just tomorrow but every day.These pathways burned into my brain.And yet I continue to fall off then time and time again.With an unsteady hand outstretched for nothing.Why do I continue to stumble while I’m looking?I cannot say and so I push forward.An unseen weight resting heavier on me.Could beContinue reading “Winter’s Crown”
What Is This
Sometimes what I need most is noise.Cause silence is deafening me and I don’t want to succumb.I’d take advice but I don’t know what to ask.Should it be about people or how life goes by so fast?Sitting here smiling and yet feeling a tad remiss.Is this a whole in my chest or am I overthinkingContinue reading “What Is This”
Ebony Dagger
Drag this Daedric dagger across my chest.Help me cast out this meaninglessness.Enter a state beyond my comprehension.A place where I can be guided peacefully.Devoid of what mistakes have come before. This ebony glint dances in the moonlight.Razor sharp and always ready to bite.Satiate its hunger or face true consequence.An evil grin that will always makeContinue reading “Ebony Dagger”
Guiding Scam
Too many things just don’t add up.Its like a schizo psycho forever duping us.So you can try all you like attempting to make me doubt.Reality is that you are an imposter account. Stop making comments without a thought.For too long its been a disjointed report.Where lines don’t gel like they should.Instead its a split conversationContinue reading “Guiding Scam”
F.A.S.C.I.S.M.
Happy New Year! Welcome to 2026. Hope you are all well and have had a good holiday season! I would like to start by saying a thank you to all of you for the views, likes and comments throughout 2025. They are hugely appreciated. I don’t ask for, or expect, anyone to view what IContinue reading “F.A.S.C.I.S.M.”
Media Of Hate
Living your life the way you wanted to,When a wrecking ball comes swinging through.Outside influences screwing with your life.Ignoring that you have a right to survive.Cause all that matters is a trolls convenience.Fuck decency, you should embrace obedience! Another of your dreams dies today.For entertainment of a sick somebody.Cause it doesn’t matter what she wants.CrushContinue reading “Media Of Hate”
Choke The Happy
There’s nothing beneath the surface.All you see is skin deep.Facades built to keep you isolated.Nothing of this can you keep. Toss away ties that bind.Embrace something and show you’re kind.Masks won’t fill your tank.Despair is but a substitute.The more you drink the less you feel.Suffocating in silence until you’re screaming. Glazed over vision is aContinue reading “Choke The Happy”
Every Moment There Is Moaning
This routine is a crutch.Upon it you relay too much.Digging in heels so you can continue the trend.Under these forces any mind will eventually bend.Conform to that which is so easy to repeat.Becomes so rehearsed that its an instinctive release. Harp on about another sleight.All to try and engage in a zero fight.Setting up obstaclesContinue reading “Every Moment There Is Moaning”
Building In Shadows
I have a million things to say and no time to speak them.Countless words in my head that won’t stop formulating.Strange way to feel but no likelihood of it stopping.Is this normal or am I quite strange?Not a clue to answer either way. So many feelings and none of them are fading.I thought I wouldContinue reading “Building In Shadows”