Need Parity

Focus is not cutting through.
Its all noise inside my head.
If only it would stop for a few.
Stop pounding without me being dead.

Fog in the brain.
I’m not insane.
Batten down the hatches.
Stop with the game.
This is not a ruse.
Wish I could refuse.
Maybe then I would,
Spew some clarity.

Misaligned with the sands.
Slip away but don’t ascend.
Wake upon these forgotten lands.
Feels as though my will did rend.

Fog in the brain.
I’m not insane.
Batten down the hatches.
Stop with the game.
This is not a ruse.
Wish I could refuse.
Maybe then I would,
Spew some clarity.

Dosing strong to cure my ill.
Not a solution, is the whisper.
Voice so loud I might lose all will.
Truth is I sorely miss her.

Fog in the brain.
I’m not insane.
Batten down the hatches.
Stop with the game.
This is not a ruse.
Wish I could refuse.
Maybe then I would,
Spew some clarity.

Clear the way and fix the cause.
Twisted mind crushed under rock.
A doctrine of how to breed flaws.
It all stems from that harrowing shock.

Fog in the brain.
I’m not insane.
Batten down the hatches.
Stop with the game.
This is not a ruse.
Wish I could refuse.
Maybe then I would,
Spew some clarity.
I need some parity.
Freedom from savagery.
Please just let me be!