Shifts That Make You Question Whether Life Is What It Seems To Be, Or Whether Its A Construct Of Someone Else’s Making

Sometimes I wonder, is this all real?
Cause at times things don’t quite add up.
Its almost like I’m dreaming it.
Then bang I’m back in the moment.
Living like I always do.
No reason to doubt it too.
Until I feel some deja vu.
Happens less than I want to say it to.
Is that age or just mind flu?
Can’t make it add up so…
I let it slip my mind and go…
Back to my life and live it.

Out the corner of my eye, are these sights true?
Part of me declares no but not enough to appease.
Begin again the memory review.
Yet answers are not what I gain.
In fact little is offered by my brain.
Not because there is little left.
More like it can’t make the pieces gel.
No I’m under no foul spell.
Reality just isn’t always straight.
Sometimes is bucks and turns away.
Now accept such and move on.
Back to the hum and the drum.