Of Course

The one I loved I threw to the fire.
All that was beautiful sacrificed upon a pyre.
Now what remains is but a blackhole.
Feasting upon what was once my soul.

Is there hope? No.
Can I get freedom? Oh no.
Did I do this to myself? Of course I fucking did.
I’m a stupid selfish prick!

Someone I cared for I ruined completely.
Let my mind race far beyond the limit I should’ve allowed.
That’s why I feel like a shell.
Destroyed this chance I could’ve had.

Is there hope? No.
Can I get freedom? Oh no.
Did I do this to myself? Of course I fucking did.
I’m a stupid selfish prick!

Why can’t I be torn limb from limb?
Be reduced down to naught.
Converted into soil.
Pulverised to dust.
Its what I deserve for my selfish actions.
Hurry and convert me to fractions.
I am disgusted by my i-den-ti-ty!

Is there hope? No.
Can I get freedom? Oh no.
Did I do this to myself? Of course I fucking did.
I’m a stupid selfish prick!

Is there hope? No.
Can I get freedom? Oh no.
Did I do this to myself? Of course I fucking did.
I’m a stupid selfish prick!