Threaded

Reflections are fading from my minds eye.
Shimmer keeps me fixated on this display.
Pouring my being into this empty void.
Operations are faltering.
Take your hand from cruelty.

Dashed on rocks conjured from nothing.
Subjects are repeating secrets I wished to be leaving.
Betrayal is a torture that continues to sound.
Memories peeling as I seek shelter from your storm.

Screwed down ’til I can take no more.
I’ve become threaded; hated when I don’t adore.

Get out or fade away are the only words you wish to speak.
Upon these gallows I continue to swing.
Judgement rendered over again.
Your house full of lies and pockets stuffed with bribes.

Screwed down ’til I can take no more.
I’ve become threaded; hated when I don’t adore.

Why are these conditions imposed upon me?
All I want is to live freely.
Relieve pressure shoved in my lap.
Forcing me to bare the weight of all this crap.
Failed occupations and debts meant to divide.
Smiling like a psycho as you stress test my life.

Despair holds my chest.
I need to rest.
Sever you from my mind.
Rebuild what you squandered.

Screwed down I will take it no more.
I became threaded; hated when I didn’t adore…

Your every trait even as made me a martyr.
This cause is yours and I want no association.
That is why I have broken from your insidious invasion.

No longer will I be threaded by your identity of poison!