Push my buttons one more time.
I urge you to cross the line.
Might think me mad or unhinged.
But its about time you met my demon.

From deep, inside.
Emerge will my lust and drive.
Violent streak to come shining through.
When I’m done they’ll be nothing left of you.

Right in my face with a sneer.
You’re so desperate to bring me fear.
But this time you’ve picked wrong.
Compared to you I’m mighty strong.

Now I boil, soon to erupt.
My spark will not be snuffed.
Burn bright and as long as I need.
Beneath me you’ll suffer indeed.

Threw a punch but saw it coming.
crushed your fist like it was nothing.
And now you snivel on the floor.
Your power is gone forever more.

Saw the demon and could not hang.
Now you tremble at every bang.
Remorse for you, I feel none.
For you got less than you deserved, wife beating scum.

Bleeding moments from tragedy.
Seconds spit I can’t be free.
Twisted solace with a dose of bile.
All events are too much to compile.
With a knife in hand that has a rusted blade.
My mind is beyond frayed.

All the colour faded away.
Monochrome is what surrounds me.
Wish it would change permanently.

Shattered skin wrinkled wrong.
The stab stab digging of a prong.
weathered down my simple mind.
Stripped me back to my rind.
And so I swallow what scorches most.
I hear you deliver a fresh roast.

All the colour faded away.
Monochrome is what surrounds me.
Wish it would change permanently.

For you,
Are my cage in time.
One step up only to be backhanded away.
I vicious cycle that never fails.
To you I am the holiest of grails.
Victim bred and grown in captivity.
Its why there is no colour to see.

All the colour faded away.
Monochrome I find so sickening.
Burn these bonds, heartbeat quickening!

Flash the cash to win a war.
Build upon the sadness of a flaw.
Deepening the pit of despair.
Fragmented and transparent,
Just another stare!

Panic filled and bullied long.
Each and every movements wrong.
Hastened end meant to fix.
Parse away the victim,
Never offering a fix!

Tumultous and terror fueled.
Jesters out and dancing ’til old.
Waver paid to rig the game.
No, this won’t solve the blame.
Laid upon an altar stone.
Void within grown!

Parasitic and embody.
Whispers that you’re nobody.
Honest lie wrapped in bile.
What is with this mess?
Opening a personal file!

Iota of a simple clue.
Oblivion is coming too.
Not a thread to pull upon.
Watch shadow fade,
Then you’re gone!

Tumultous and terror fueled.
Jesters out and dancing ’til old.
Waver paid to rig the game.
No, this won’t solve the blame.
Laid upon an altar stone.
Void within is fully grown!

Consuming you, eating all.
Eroded by the hour of day.
Brutality in vanishing.
Your a victim of banishing!

I speak true when I can’t speak lies.
Break on through to the other side.
Fetch my mission and count to five.
Hear the screams of die, die, die!
Crucifixion until the end of time.
No this was never meant to rhyme.
Nevertheless lets reset this chime.
All before ignition of an end of time.

Muddles and mixtures.
Awakening the pictures!
Seldom silence brought to the fore.
Forever and never after will breed devastation war!

Mouth my restrictions alongside my crime.
My mind is fragmented, coated in grime.
Pacify wardrums with a quick smile.
I’m not a saint able to escape a trial!
Shambles are moments yet to ascend.
More than I wish has become pretend.
But divide by two won’t fix the static.
Each and every day has become eratic.

Muddles and mixtures.
Awakening the pictures!
Seldom silence brought to the fore.
Forever and never after will breed devastation war!

Resist the refuse dumped at the gates.
Madness and quirks have once again brought chain.
Binding limitations slowing my soul.
Shrug off armageddon.
No being boiled to my ravaged core!

Bang, bang, bang go the war drums.
Once they sound it can’t be undone.
Unilateral measures are born from…
Never avoiding this call to arms.
Destroy all until there is no one.

Lounging in the mouth of a cavern.
Intelligence that should not be abandoned.
Titled for purposes I cannot fathom.
Thrown away are your wishes for them.
Lust and life drive you in tandem.
Erode away betrayal aimed at your everything.

Forged in the heart of a mountain
Original in both form and design.
X times two marks you as champion.

With necromancy from above and fantasy down below,
Where is this heaven you first whispered about so long ago?
Did you lie or fall for utterances filled with ill intent?
You are singular in having made such comment.

Heated hearts poured from vessels into shriveled cups.
Gaping wounds gouged into once sacred vials that are us.
Beginning the ritual which keeps us where we belong.
Still you claim these are travesties; define them as wrong.

Lips stained part with the spilling of sacrosanct.
In response your reasoning holds only tones of being easily flanked.
And still you speak of a place up amongst the clouds.
But all that has descended is the necrotic vows.

Bone dust ground from the deemed worthy volunteers.
One more word about the almighty and you’ll be speared.
No such entity has crossed our realm from dawn til dusk.
Into these words you have offered unbefitting trust.

Daughter of Aro; betrayer be laid low.
Goddess of Sorrow; no more shall we follow.
Practitioner who has lost her way.
Admit you belong amongst us not another day.
For continued rantings will only dilute our standing.
And we refuse to give up our devotion.
It is strong, you are weak; accept you have welcomed defeat.

I called you: once human.
A lie; you’ve never been.
Your state; no union.
For you there’s no improving.

Picked by the seed of a venomous leaf.
Into this world you have only delivered non-belief.
Pitted brother against sister and sister against brother.
At a time when they should’ve been stood together.
I know you think what you did was right.
Truthfully it proves how warped you are inside.
Monster in human flesh with a wicked grin.
Then theres that suffer loving eye twinkling.

Forgiveness is not what you should be offered!

Spreading dissent like some sort of demon.
Came about when you were needed least.
Laid waste to what had been risen.
Its why…

I name you: once human.
A lie; you’ve never been.
A state; no union.
For you there’s no improving.

Plucking innocence only to set it ablaze.
You turned the future into years worth of dark days.
Seas roiled and land turned to stinking cloying ash.
For these deeds you were given no free pass.
Not the actions of a misguided entity.
Rather purposeful in their insanity.
Evidence proving all that you have ever done.
Now finally maybe we will again see light from the sun.

Having spread dissent like some sort of demon.
You came about when you were needed least.
Laid waste to what had been risen.
Its why…

I dub you: once human.
A lie; you’ve never been.
A state; no union.
For you there’s no improving.

Swimming deep in the ocean of the resting mind.
Images flicker alongside emotions which glide.
Revelatory are these spaces internal and sublime.
Guide your thousand hands across all of space and time.

Reverie.
Welcome me.
Heresy.
A call to thee.

Leaping fields as if they are but paving stones.
Everywhere in nowhere is the place that houses thrones.
Configured to breed adoration amongst the dreamed masses.
Secondary are the brilliant blinding repetition heavy flashes.

Reverie.
Welcome me.
Heresy.
A call to thee.

Casting wide the inspiration of millennia to be sworn.
With perfection comes an end to emotions forlorn.
So deeper into this mass is what shall be written to come.
Splitting what is no longer suitable til it is utterly undone.

Reverie.
Welcome me.
Heresy.
A call to thee.

Please, speak to me.

Swimming deep in the ocean of the resting mind.
Images flicker alongside emotions which glide.
Revelatory are these spaces internal and sublime.
Guide your thousand hands across all of space and time.

Reverie!
Welcome me!
Heresy!
A call; speak with me!

I put these numbers out in front of you.
Stagnation in interpretration is what I fed you too.
Disease born from my contorted vessel of a mind.
Nothing I say nor do will ever be something kind.

Cut of the crop.
Body to be forgot.
Jealousy is all I have sort.

Wrenching thread through tender flesh.
To these crimes I feel there is nothing to confess.
Weighted souls against deeds yet to come.
My name has become the definition of damnation.

Cut of the crop.
Body to be forgot.
Jealousy is all I have sort.

So offer a hand to me and let us dive deep into contemporary.
Artist not of beauty but of suffrage.
Remember me as he who lived in the monastery up on Martha’s Ridge.

With trembling digits strapped to steel.
My obsession I feel it pointless to reveal.
For judgemental minds will deem me crazed.
Honestly, I am the only one who is not dreaming dazed.

Cut of the crop.
Body to be forgot.
Jealousy is all I have sort.

Its why I put these numbers out in front of you.
Hoping you would falter and fail like you always do.
And to no surprise my contorted vessel mind was correct.
It’s why I continued to be merciless in my torment.

Cut of the crop.
Body to be forgot.
Jealousy is all I have sort.

Years later and still I languish in cage.
For my ‘crimes’ helped turn many a page.
Lessons learned now administered in droves.
Bodies lined as in grapes planted in vast groves.

Victory is mine; imprisoned or not my jealousy does preside.
Doctrine carved above those who labelled me evil.
Alas it was they who never sort retrieval.
Return to innocent times deemed lost.
Chiefly because it was glossed,
Over to bring them power.
The thing which brought about their forever hour.