Thought Process That Feels Like Affliction

Run through my head a thousand times.Try to block of the thoughts but they won’t subside.Why does my head always play things out.Its like being a dreamer with a mountain of doubt.And all it leads to is second guessing! Stare at a wall only to see a scene play out.From time to time I haveContinue reading “Thought Process That Feels Like Affliction”

A Feeling Grows

It might be a dream but its better than having nothing.I’ve felt that emptiness and its souls destroying.Sucking you dry until all that remains is a void.Leaving such a wound is pitiful by choice. Giving up without risking makes me feel carved open.Only letting in a trickle means its barely a token.Might as well denyContinue reading “A Feeling Grows”

Tales Of Days Once Called Youth

Always wanting what you cannot have.Daunting senses that I can’t grab.Propaganda written in the wheat.Darkest days are far from obsolete. So why all the fighting?What do we strive for?If everything is beyond our grasp, what’s the point anymore? Cause without a goal we float like leaves.Pointless for we have been severed clean.Our time spent andContinue reading “Tales Of Days Once Called Youth”

Events Overrule Efforts

I want peace for a while.War is no longer my style.For time has dulled this will.Moulded me into a warmer man. Delicate is this balance.Unmake haste and take your time.Poison lies in this chalice.Erosion does not fix a crime.For what goes forward can’t go back.Deicide has become like crack.Just one hit and the addiction won’tContinue reading “Events Overrule Efforts”