Vended

These things that you have vended
I realise that I did not comprehend it
Too busy staring at the view
While all this time you were losing parts of you

Monsters hide, in every corner
A shattered position, from which to mourn her
I feel like, garbage rolling down the road
Not a single second, did I decide to own…
Up to the fact, that you were distant
Instead I simply, gave excuses for it
Tried to play off, all of the signs
Pretending like, it was all fine
But had I looked, then I would have seen
Everything was, a long way from serene
Cause instead of, enjoying each new day
You were wishing, it would finally fade away

These things that you have vended
I realise that I did not comprehend it
Too busy staring at the view
While all this time you were losing parts of you

Down on my knees, I begged for forgiveness
Even though, I was a witness
Too consumed, by all of the lights
My star shattered, right from the inside
That is why, I have no words to say
And why I’m, just standing here today
If I’d have thought, then I could have helped
Instead all I did, was add to the way you felt
And apologies, won’t fix a thing
That moment has passed, out of being
Instead I am, the one you should blame
Cause I never did a thing, to help with your pain

These things that you have vended
I realise that I did not comprehend it
Too busy staring at the view
While all this time you were losing parts of you