Inflicted

I did my time and now I’m done
I want all of those days to be gone
Only pain came from that point in time
It was like I could never feel fine
The torment kept looping through
It had become all I could do
Even as I screamed at the top of my lungs
While slipping right off these rungs
But the blame is mine and I wear it now
Just need out of this cloud
Don’t want this to be my future
It’s like an eternal suture