Blind Fall

Pull the pin and watch it all go away.
Like water down a drain it happens so quickly.
What was once pristine has now turned to grey.

Things are not as they seem.
For too long I’ve been walking in a dream.
Confounded by every door that is locked.
Felt more like I’ve been forced to walk where I don’t want.
What is with these hands that I’m being dealt?

Seek the hour but never quite grasp it.
Another moment turned from good to tragic.
Not how I want this to be shifting in front of me.

Events occurring out of order.
Judging myself as I didn’t attempt to call her.
Symptom of continually being confused.
Perhaps it was all a ruse so I could be used.
Why can’t I think as clearly as I did before?

Puzzle pieces,
Don’t fit these shapes.
I’m still dealing,
With old mistakes.
Tracks I’m leaving,
Have been eroded before I know.
So many times this happens too.

I need a reset.
Where is my recall.
Suspicion in step.
Get me out of this blind fall.

Pull the pin and watch it all go away.
Like water down a drain it happens so quickly.
What was once pristine has now turned to…

Nothing but silence in a cage on display.
Taking the violence and throwing it a-way.