Episodes In

Can’t bring to transpire,
All right down to the wire.
I feel like the liar,
Come dine in my head fire.

I know I’m not empty,
But states are a plenty.
Need a pause from the spinning.
Don’t feel like winning.

This war;
Battles that are not mine.

Resist and refuse.
Ready to not choose.
The sides are uneven.
Sick of my treason.

Alibi for my sake.
Tired from the mistake,
Of faltering from a path.
Time to accept wrath.
Of this war;
Battles that are not mine.

Creased and crossed.
Poisoned by cost.
Locked in the darkness.
Exhausted by heartless.

This is not story.
People ignore me.
Time to curl away.
Retreat from their fray.

Cause this war;
Battles that are not mine.

And if you tell me I have to fight,
I’ll ask how that can be right.
Stayed neutral and out the way.
Not interested in entering today,
With these values I never held.
Procedure split not felled.
Guiding light into the sun.
What’s the reason for even one?
All stems from this war;
Battles that are not mine.