Opulence In Crimes

Four thirty pm and not a place to be.
Twiddling my thumbs like I’m waiting for glee.
When a sharp strike is cast down from the sky.
Biting air I try to reconsider all things that made me shy;
Funnel the efforts and mount my defences.
Quiet is but a period to prepare pretenses.

Nine fifteen and I’m totally lost.
Whatever is the payment, I lack the cost.
With versions of cruelty ready in the wings.
Tonight we will dine and feast as if we are high kings;
Opulence grafted into the minds of vermin.
As we stand we realise we are undeserving.

Two ten am and its time to go.
You would not understand why that is so.
Mistakes were made with contracts in blood.
No I never considered about whether there was a should;
Greed wrapped tight and to it I swore.
Now stop the questions before the closing of this door.

Too late, its been slammed right shut.
Key in the lock twisted and now you’ve been got.
Prized your addiction and built like a magnate.
Deep down you were always an ingrate.
Siphoning monies never meant for your hand.
For your crimes you will lose the ability to stand.
What say you, I don’t really care.
Yes it is best if you do little but stand there.
While judgement is rendered and so it can come rolling through.
Whatever you wished for its never coming true.
Stamp out those hopes and sell off your dreams.
For your debt is eternal now let me hear those screams.

Eighteen years later I’m still in the grave.
Digging and digging without a hint of brave.
For fortunes have turned and now I am resigned.
And no word spoken in passing is ever going to be kind.
I reaped what I sowed and so I understand.
Destruction was necessary for I perverted the land.

Bleed The Vaults

Mother of all creation, why?
We sail across this endless sea birthed by how you did cry!
Drowning in constant dread for impending doom.
Singled out is how came about the tomb.
Our sacred texts and shattered ships.
These short lives which won’t seem to eclipse.
Twisted by feats we are challenged with.
Why are these the things you have to give?

Paralysis in preparation.
Stagnation sounds like a interpretation.
Bleed the vaults of what once was hope.
Sign our death certificate with an crooked stroke.

Father of our resurrection lie;
Were any words ever spoken so you could vie?
Fight for power to conquer us natives.
Weaving us in circles like dead creatives.
Rusted to the blocks which pulled us down.
Throughout it all you made us beg to your crown.
With violation the only item on your list.
Our existence for you was eternally dismissed.

Paralysis in preparation.
Stagnation sounds like a interpretation.
Bleed the vaults of what once was hope.
Sign our death certificate with an crooked stroke.

Brother of fated seperations cry;
Our options are bleak and we seek your guidance nigh.
For on the horizon is the final shape.
If we cannot linger then our souls will gape.
Be torn against the watery depths of death.
Never again be capable of taking a breath.
So we beg of you please give us aid.
Whatever you ask we will ensure it is repaid.

Paralysis in preparation.
Stagnation sounds like an interpretation.
Bleed the vaults of what once was hope.
Sign our death certificate with a crooked stroke.

Wolf In The Pen

Paint your crosshairs across my faded heart.
See if I care when you threaten me in the dark.
You see me but I am blind to the sight of you.
What is carved deep within has been created too.
Madness dressed in lies to expose and inflame.
This disease is deadly cause its reached my brain.
No more wanting to be twinned and screaming.
Get those hooks from me, I will keep whining.
Pain is no metaphor when it strikes like a blade.
All these words you speak are excuses repaid.

Dingy and shrunken is how I’ve become.
From my memory you have sucked all the fun.
Torture the deities and leave me for the crows.
Company is better for they are honest in throes.
Daring and darling not words I can stand.
They remind me of your favourite fetid style and brand.
Snakes for skin and spiders for eyes.
Demon that is barely wearing a disguise.
Claim here is strong but that’s how I feel.
Too much time from me I allowed you to steal.

Pick out the fragments and sow shrapnel deep.
Every moment I am reminded of the weak.
Counted amongst the creeping crones.
Before long I might be nothing but bones.
Sharpened me against the walls of dread.
Peeling back my universe until all skin I had shed.
Sick sense of purpose that afflicts what is you.
In that cesspool is where you left me to stew.
What sort of monster should you be counted among?
From my point of view whatever you are should never be sung.

Pretty In Pink

Pretty in pink;
Shame about the way you think.
Claw marks across the walls.
How often do you walk these halls?

Stoic sense of import removed.
Might be time to denounce the used.
For effort in is not guaranteed out.
Sometimes to cement your way you have to shout!

Fair of heart,
Might lend itself to a kickstart.
While jealousy does its thing.
You may think it better if this was a fling.

Happenstance is not happening.
Fresh take on the same old boring.
Grate against to stoke the fires.
So many faces hide behind masks like expert liars.

Yell on the fringe to see if it begins again.
Zero is the hero that needs most of the saving.
Tragedy wrapped in romantic fallacy.
Spell your hope and set it out to be free.
Not in here but this is where you tie the knot.
What you saw maybe you should have forgot!

Pretty in pink;
Grieve the second hand gone in a blink.
For reticence doesn’t have to win the war.
Status does not decide if you are emotionally poor.

Not Grasped

You wasted your moment while down in the bay.
Had the opportunity to ask me to stay.
Instead you’re now wondering what you should do next.
The answer is simple, just send me a text.
Don’t overthink or analyse.
Not much point if all you do is surmise.
And if you want to know then direct a question at me.
I’ll answer you like I would anybody.

Scrubbed at your hands ’til skin started to flake.
Muttering a line about how you made a mistake.
Yet do not fixate and believe you’re screwed it all up.
Life is a rollercoaster whether you like it or not.
Its why it’s best to hang on tight.
Even when it gives you a fright.
Cause the greatest moments are the ones without plans.
You’ll welcome them with a clapping of hands.

Starred out the windows begging for change.
Oblivious to how you’ve been labeled strange.
But the truth is not what you would like it to be.
Open your eyes and guide it carefully.
Then ever after can come true.
Cause regrets are not what define you.
Still the choice is something you will have to make.
Just make sure you do it for your own sake.

Serene

I thought it was over,
Looks like I was wrong.
Still my head is spinning.
Not sure where I’ve come from.
Please someone help me;
Get me to stop.
If I don’t soon,
I’m pretty sure I’ll drop.

Wind round the mountain;
Sing from the trees.
Have I ingested something?
I really feel ill at ease.

At least it’s an improvement.
I think that is right.
So much is blurry.
Is it due to fright?

Bounce from the rush;
Slam into the sides.
Vision is unaffected.
Time for a ride?

Not what I was planning.
Does it all sit right?
Hush and speak low;
Before I do reignite.

Up on the down side.
What does that even mean?
Lost in the deep fog.
Am I too into Serene?

Not a proper insight;
Simply a fleeting thought.
Give me a break now,
Or I might have to abort.

Back And Forth

You want your ritual; I want a right.
What is removed from us is a moment to unite.
Because all we do is argue and all we do is fight;
Give there some time for us to be without any spite.

If you’re looking for solace you won’t find it here.
Smokes in my pocket and hand on a beer.
Chug down the contents then toss it like you.
If you want to ask then join me in our mirrors view.

I hate the road that you force me down.
Sick of the way that hog that crown.
Hunt for days while staying silent.
And if a word is spoken you’ll flip to violent.

What does that mean and why are these the words you say?
Vicious with your malintent, I need to get away.
But to end the fight and admit defeat simply won’t do.
You brought the match and decided to strike it too.

Blah, blah, blah there you go again.
Mouthing off like you’re a real some thing.
But truth be told you are just a speck.
Acting all prim and proper which just makes me sick.

Tough, you lost now get back in line.
Your social distortion has no space and time.
Just a bunch of words that you love to spew.
Its why those listening are severely in the few.

Digging For Gold

Dig through dirt just to find some jewels.
In your opinion everyone else are fools.
They slave away upon the hamster wheel.
Spinning forever without hopes of a good deal.
Desperate to escape the mess of every waking moment.
But little do they have to worry about being hit by anothers fury,
Cause you’re a…

Gold digger!
Only here for the cash.
Gold digger!
You’ll disappear like a flash.

Acting so coy is how you baffle and confuse.
From there you can sink in hooks to not lose.
Writhe around and cement your place.
Because in you there is no hint of disgrace.
They’re just a name and a face but not a person you would declare.
How do you even stand to stare into a mirror and not feel sick?
With all you’ve done…

Gold digger!
Only here for the cash.
Gold digger!
You’ll disappear like a flash.

Laugh at jokes that make your skin crawl.
All while plotting your latest mates downfall.
Set a trap and then lure them too far in.
Not sure you count amongst us human being.
But change your ways is something you will not.
Cause everything you have this is how you’ve got.
As a lifelong…

Gold digger!
Only here for the cash.
Gold digger!
You’ll disappear like a flash.

Lies That Sustain

Lie.
Fucking lie.
Fucking lie.
Its all you ever perform.

Lie.
Fucking lie.
Fucking lie.
Cut the cord and weather.

Deep in the dark of shallow waters.
I see no reason to give quarters.
Vent out the agony imbued in hate.
Not about to repeat that aged mistake.

With a factor ninety seeping through.
All these actions were caused by how you…

Lie.
Fucking lie.
Fucking lie.
Its all you ever perform.

Lie.
Fucking lie.
Fucking lie.
Cut the cord and weather.

Thump in your chest is not a heart.
Too busy aiming at your mark.
Callous empty soulless husk shell.
Should have rung an alarm bell.

But my eyes slipped from what mattered.
As a result I became so brain scattered.

Lie.
Fucking lie.
Fucking lie.
Its all you ever perform.

Lie.
Fucking lie.
Fucking lie.
Cut the cord and weather.

Pity you have no ounce of sane.
Whats in your head is screeching pain.
Shame is not a thing for you.
You’re too focused on cutting through with…

Lie.
Fucking lie.
Fucking lie.
Its all you ever perform.

Lie.
Fucking lie.
Fucking lie.
Cut the cord and weather…
The storm; which you form,
Tore my soul,
But I will not wait for you.

Complaints

If I hear banter one more time I think I’m gonna scream.
Its like I’m trapped in a dull endless dream.
So much fascination with filling air.
Oh I swear; please stay there.

Conformity is not necessarily about giving in.
Society has laws and for good reason.
Unless you want anarchy to prevail.
If that’s you then here is where I bail.

Polish a turd but it won’t become a gem.
Sick of spinning round without an end.
Shift perspective feels like a line.
Wave goodbye to sense in time.

Jacks in the box but what about poor old Jill.
Did she not make the cut or is there something still?
Merge the pieces or hear the calls.
Each one is from a set of fools.

How’s the day when it’s not left to do its thing?
Haven’t a clue but its clearly flagging.
Too many cooks do spoil the broth.
Then get out the kitchen or face wroth.