Of Wolf

Back again with a story post. Another fantasy story this week (about 11000 words). You can probably guess what it’s about by the title, so I’ll just come and out and say it involves werewolves. That’s enough from me. See what you think!

The sky is dark as the hour is late. The only light is that cast by the light of the pristine white moon as it hangs unobstructed in the pinpricked sky.

Another howl, blood curdling and haunting, rings out from every direction at once. The sound only makes Hans Acillon redouble his efforts to try and get as far away from, where he thinks the sound is emanating from, as he can. He doesn’t know if he’s right but as he hasn’t been caught by what sounds like a very large wolf, or perhaps a pack, he is inclined to believe he’s got it right so far.

His heart is thundering in his chest and at a speed he can only describe as rapid fire. The beating of his heart is almost a full gallop within his chest, which he can hear in his ears. The beating threatens to blot out everything, except for the howls. It seems nothing can drown those out as another echoes all around him.

He darts left through a wide opening between a trio of fir trees, which like all the others in this forest tower high up into the cloudless night sky. Hans can’t see the canopy which is loosely laced somewhere far above him. To see it he would have to look up and on any other night he would be inclined to, but not this night. He curses himself again for allowing himself to lose track of time while he’d been in Baracen, the town near his home.

You see Hans’ cabin lies in a long since cleared section of the Plinyen Forest. The very same forest he is currently rushing through desperately hoping that he can get back to the safety of his cabin before whatever that’s chasing him catches up.

He hasn’t seen the thing and for that he is thankful. Just having heard it has been enough torture for him as his leather wrapped feet kick at the loose shifting dirt and fir bristles that make up the floor of the forest. There are no leaves in this forest and were it not dark Hans would see the exposed elevated root that his foot now finds. He trips and is sent stumbling forward. Somehow though, he manages to stay on his feet. He curses at his clumsiness and wishes he had a torch to illuminate his way, but he doesn’t. At least he doesn’t anymore. He did have a torch at first, but lost that when he’d jumped at the sight of the first shadow that had shifted in a manner he could have sworn was alive. It had been a stupid mistake but not one he can do anything about now as he pounds one foot and then the other to continue his sprint.

He has to admit that his legs are tiring now, but he can’t stop. Then another howl rings out. This one sounds closer and that terrifies Hans who dives right to avoid a cluster of tightly knit trunks that were blocking what had been his path.

His head twists left and right as he desperately seeks out a view of whatever it is that is pursuing him. Then the ground caves and Hans feels his balance begin to shift precariously. Hans screams. He knows he shouldn’t but it’s a reflex, an impulse. Though, as he screamed he reached out and found purchase on a thick tree trunk that stops him from going down into the ditch that he didn’t even realise he was on top of until now.

His eyes look at the metre deep trough in the dirt and take a moment to focus. As soon as they have Hans realises that he has been static for too long and so turns and bursts forward once more. His legs resist his demands to flee but don’t go as far as to refuse him, which he is thankful for.

Still, Hans knows that he is slower now. He can feel the pain from the last few stumbles burning in his already struggling legs. He hasn’t got a clue how long he has been running or where he is. It dawns on him that he is lost in the forest, which in turn makes him realise that he is never going to make it back to his safe haven, his cabin. He has to devise a new plan as he twists and turns between the uninformed tree trunks before having to leap over a fallen mass. Hans is sure it’s a tree but realises he could be wrong. He refuses to dwell on the prospect of what else it could be as a shadow shoots past him on his left. His attention turns that way as his eyes try and seek through the pitch black darkness illuminated only by tiny slivers of white moonlight. What he hopes to find he can’t be sure. Though, in truth he’d rather find nothing. He hopes this is some dream, more nightmare, and that anytime soon he will wake up in his simple bed drenched in sweat. This can’t be real, he tells himself as he turns his attention back to what lies ahead of him only to immediately have to sidestep to avoid slamming headfirst into an enormous tree a short distance ahead of him.

Hans breathes a sigh of relief because he has avoided the collision, but can’t dispel the notion that he has no way of knowing if this really is a nightmare or not. He doesn’t want to find out but tries to convince himself that it must be. Then he sees a shape flying toward his head. Hans screams and dives sideways to avoid it. He succeeds, much to his surprise, but clatters with the rough uneven ground. Many of the bristles jab into his skin through the thin cloth that is draped over his body at this time of year.

Hans hates thick restrictive clothing. That is why as soon as the snows start to thaw and spring is here he dons much thinner garb. Many in Baracen think him mad and wonder how he is never ill as a result of his meagre attire. They even ask him as much, but his answer is always the same. It is just what I am used to. He can’t explain it. He knows they would like him to, but he can’t. Everyone is different and so the weather affects each person in a manner that relates solely to them and them alone.

That doesn’t matter right now. What matters is that Hans gets back to his feet. He does, but only after a short frustrating scramble during which his feet could not find purchase in the soft loose soil. It makes him wish rain had fallen recently, but whether it would have made a difference he does not know. He would like to think it would for no other reason than to make himself feel better.

He struggles forward once more. He doesn’t know for sure if he is heading forward in a straight line. In fact, he could be heading in concentric circles and he would likely never know. Everything in the forest looks the same at night. He doesn’t know why the lack of the sun makes that much difference, but it does.

Suddenly, the chilling howl blares out again only to be followed by a loud growl. Hans’ eyes go wide but he resists the urge to stop and look in the direction he thinks it is coming from, which is right behind him. He doesn’t know how that’s possible but seeing as it could very well be a very desperate wolf or pack, it shouldn’t shock him. Wolves are faster, though it has been years since any have been seen in Plinyen. That isn’t to say that it is impossible for them to have wandered this far north. But it is a surprise nonetheless.

Hans sidesteps again. Though the sidestep quickly becomes a complete change of direction as Hans realises that the cluster of debris blocking his way now seems more like a wall. He expects it’s a row of shrubs that have been allowed to grow as they wished. However, it is a shock that they are present seeing as little grows under the canopy woven by the firs.

Maybe I’m near the forests edge, he thinks. It’s a hope that isn’t true as the canopy continues far beyond the row of debris blocking him from heading in that direction. Not that Hans knows this or has the time to care as he lumbers forward with all the energy he can muster.

In fact, he is so terrified and oblivious to his surroundings that he doesn’t see a new exposed mesh of roots or the drop on the other side of it. He is too busy frantically searching for whatever is after him and so his foot catches the mesh of raised roots sending him up into the empty air before gravity takes over and pulls him painfully back down to earth.

Hans lands roughly before rolling three times. The first two are head over heels while the last is shoulder over shoulder. And with each roll Hans feels new pain points explode across his body.

When his momentum is finally spent, Hans finds himself on his back, gazing up at the canopy and the narrow beams of light shining through the gaps. It’s a beautiful sight, he thinks, and then realises this isn’t a dream and that he is in real pain. A wave of horror sweeps through him at the realisation and he tries to move. However, all he gets are various surges of agonising pain in response. He curses quietly, hoping that whatever has been chasing him won’t know where he is. Whether he believes that or is just telling himself that to try and ease his fear he can’t say. What he does know is that he needs to move. He isn’t safe here and has to do something. But he can’t. His legs refuse to obey and then he hears a growl that makes him freeze in place and hold his breath.

The sound is right next to him. Or at least that is how it seems as his hands begin to shake ferociously before he feels a catch in his throat that quickly becomes almost unbearable. Still, he refuses to gulp. Doing so would almost certainly seal his fate and he has no intention of that.

Then just as suddenly as the sound appeared it vanishes like smoke on the wind. Hans does nothing though. Instead, he continues to hold his breath and stay motionless until finally he can hold it in no more, so let’s out a long exhale of relief. Hans thinks whatever it was that was after him decided he wasn’t worth killing after all. He doesn’t understand it, but has no intention of questioning it either. So he dares to move, but as soon as he does he hears the growl of the thing and turns his head. Immediately, Hans finds himself face to face with a massive row of giant white teeth.

“AAAAAAAAAAAAH!” Hans screams in the moments before the thing throws its wide open maw toward him.

The mouth wraps around the left side of his torso even as Hans tries to struggle away. But it’s too late and the teeth sink deep into his flesh. Hans screams again as he prays and begs for mercy. He doesn’t know why or what he hopes to achieve, but he isn’t thinking now. He just wants to survive. He doesn’t care how as he roars at the pain he can feel filling every fibre of his being.

Thick red blood drips from the wounds the teeth have punctured into his otherwise flawless skin. Then in the moments that follow the jaws pull back tearing a chunk of flesh from Hans’ body.

Hans’ screams again in response to the overwhelming burning pain he can feel along his left flank. His eyes lock on the ravaged section of his body. The previously red crimson that was dripping is now spurting copious volumes of dark almost black blood.

Hans tries but cannot move. He is paralysed and has to watch as the thing comes at him again. It’s fur is blacker than the night sky while its eyes burn a ferocious blue that confuses Hans. He has never seen anything like it. It certainly has the appearance of a wolf, except much, much larger.

Hans finally blacks out from blood loss, knowing that he will soon be dead. He wishes it could be different, but there is no escaping fate.

Mirage

I saw a sight that I don’t believe
It can’t be real for me to conceive
Just a mirage to my eyes
An illusion of my fractured mind
So I walk across the sand
Desperate for a change in land
My body weak and my soul corrupt
Some might want to call it just
But I just want a place to rest
A chance to get back to my best
But all I get is more betrayal
Visions that urge me to fail
None of this does truly exist
It’s like my name is on a list
Crushing me below the sodden ground
Enveloping somewhere I won’t be found
It’s why I question all I see
Not even sure it’s happening to me
Maybe it’s just another invention of the mind
Repaying me for when I’ve been unkind
But little can I do to avoid
It’s like I’m dreaming of being a droid
Shell without an independant will
Tempting me to resort to kill
So I shake my head and scream
I want this all to be a dream
Cause if it’s not then lay me on the barge
I refuse to dwell and live with this mirage

Wrap Yourself In A Flag

Another claim about how fair we are
While killing those who don’t obey
Just wanting them to go away
A finger on the trigger to force your agenda
Moments before your next bender
Drowning what you don’t agree
Covering what you love in filigree
While praying to the colours of your flag
Sickened at the burning crowd
Chanting for your very end
Just as the bodies mount again
Swearing you know the right way
A path that leads to simple misery
Lies filling up to the ceiling
Deny all those that are appealing
Claiming how you are the victim
Deflecting from your failed decision
Blaming those that do surround
They are nothing but a shroud
Concealing all you speak aloud
Never been an honest fellow
Instead showing you are yellow
Cowering beneath the endless waves
Poor people you think should be in graves
But only once they have served the master
You’re existence is just disaster
Bringing tension where none should live
Betraying the principles of everything
All for your personal gain
Insistence on increasing your fame
Sure that you can’t fall down
One day you’ll be without that crown
Wallowing deep within the mud
Then they’ll just call you bud
Seconds before the door slams shut
Imprisonment for your butt

Forcing Views

You push your agenda onto all that surround
Pretty sure you won’t achieve in the end
Our choice, our decision
Don’t try and make us follow your mission
Can’t you see it won’t end well
Don’t you get its not our will
Trying to force your point is stupid as hell

You say how wrong we truly seem to be
While continuing to push your way
Your life, your goals
Don’t try and blame us for having our own
We won’t back down no matter what
Every person is different
So stop trying to change that reality

Still you never seem to learn
Spouting about how we’re wrong
Lost in some kind of fog
Not following the path of righteousness
But its not you who has the say
We will now just walk away
Goodluck with your preaching endlessly

Crumbling

Devious smile of torturous intent
Your integrity has been spent
Sold the dregs to the dogs
Its why you’re stuck in bogs
Sinking deeper until the end
No longer can you pretend

Envied knife of lesser design
You are the last from this time
A relic trapped inside the flame
Reflecting off all the blame
Writhing while locked inside the cage
Lying about being a sage

Paralysing poison of dread
Attempting to make us all dead
Shiver down the collective spine
None of us are feeling fine
Instead we’re wrapped in endless chain
Continually repeating the inbred pain

Rapture from the shattered sky
From where we have to say goodbye
As demons dance and angels cry
This eternity is about to die
Too warped by the madness you did bring
No longer will this universe sing

Salt And Souls

Hey everyone! Back again for another short story post. This time it’s another fantasy story and is in fact linked to the last one, Veil Of Lies, as it features a character from that story. It’s not really a sequel but more a sidequel (and about 14500 words). Anyway, see what you think.

Captain Ceres Erelen stands on the deck of her ship with her arms folded across her chest as Veli walks away. Once he is out of sight Ceres walks across the deck of the Good Grace to her first mate Kenner. The man is human and stands over two metres tall with a shaved head and brown eyes. He’s been with Ceres a good few years but in all that time he has never disclosed his name as being any longer than Kenner. She doesn’t know if he has a surname or whether that is his surname, but if he has he has never been willing to share it. From anyone else that would make Ceres suspicious but with Kenner it’s different. He has proven himself countless times and so if the man doesn’t wish to, or can’t, disclose anything else relating to his name then Ceres accepts it.

“Kenner.” Ceres calls as she nears the towering man who turns toward her in the moments after he has set down a chest that will need to be refilled at the markets of Baron before they set out on the next voyage. Ceres doesn’t know where or when that will be yet, but she knows she can count on Kenner.

“Capt’n.” Kenner returns with a nod as he looks upon Ceres with friendly eyes. It’s a look that Ceres never takes her granted. She knows how few people find good honest friends in this world and she is beyond pleased to have one, as she advises, “I’m going ashore. The Good Grace is in your hands until my return.”

Kenner is a little take aback by Ceres’ words. It is unlike her not to specify details but he knows better than to push or question his captain so simply replies, “Yes Capt’n. Thank you Capt’n. I hope wish you well on your business.”

Ceres hesitates for a moment. She contemplates whether to fill Kenner in on what she is doing, but she quickly concludes not to. If he knew he’d jump at the chance to help her and while she would appreciate his presence, she isn’t about to risk his life for a cause that is purely her own. So instead, she simply nods her head to express her gratitude. Then adds a smile to make sure her thanks is properly conveyed.

After that Ceres turns and heads across the deck of her ship for the dock. She doesn’t know how long her business is going to take to settle, or even if the information she was given back in Jonestown is true. She has to find out though. If she doesn’t she may not get another chance. Seeing as this is the first lead she has gotten in years.

Ceres steps off the Good Grace and onto the dark wood planks of the dock. She pays no mind to the hustle and bustle as the dock workers and sailors load and unload cargo from the myriad of ships in the harbour.

This is Ceres’ third visit to Baron. The first had been before she’d been a captain of her own ship. On that visit Baron had been lost under black clouds and driving rain. Much like the storm she had taken her crew and passengers through to get here today.

Veli comes to her mind but for what reason she cannot say as she strides down the middle of the wide avenues. On either side of her three storey terraced houses rise high enough to blot out the chunky wooden cranes and warehouse buildings she knows are beyond them. Ceres doesn’t know who lives in these houses but from the colourful facades she doubts they are owned by simple dock workers. Then a woman in a long floral dress appears from one of the doors confirming Ceres’ suspicion. It neither surprises nor concerns Ceres. Though, it is clear that the woman is trying to pretend she is of a higher station than she really holds within society. Ceres has never understood such attempts as she turns off the main street that runs right to the market square of Baron. Her destination isn’t found at the centre of the city. She assumes it shouldn’t be called a city but doesn’t know for sure.

This new road much like the main one is wide and occupied by a wide array of people. Some are dock workers, while others are clearly merchants, bankers and traders. There aren’t many women, which Ceres decides likely means that it is market day. When that comes around the women are always light on the ground as they go out shopping, or tag along to help their partners setup for the long day of hopefully fruitful trade.

Suddenly a loud neigh rings out as a horse tries to bring itself to a halt before it and the cart which the animal is towing runs right over an absentminded man who is clearly drunk as a spunk. The driver of the cart screams and bellows obscenities at the drunk about how he was nearly crushed and that he shouldn’t be out in the street. But the drunk says nothing back. Instead he simply groans some unintelligible nonsense while continuing to stagger and sway in a direction that can only just about he called forward.

Ceres shakes her head at the sight but carries on her way. The exchange is of no consequence to her. She’s more interested in getting to the pub that is nestled between two stores in this district. She has never been there before but she’s seen it and knows of its reputation, which is no better or worse than the majority of drinking establishments she has ever caught wind of. Still, she knows people sometimes like to turn a slightly shady reputation into something far worse.

By the time Ceres reaches her destination, The Golden Firepit, she has witnessed a number of almost scuffles, loud conversations in the middle of the street and a chase. They had all been events of middling interest to her, and did not delay her any great period of time. She had even considered taking part in the chase which had, from what she could gather, been the result of a thief claiming a pretty young woman’s handbag. But Ceres having seen four men take pursuit had decided better of it. Four was more than enough to have a high chance of catching the thief. Whether they did though, or are still in pursuit, Ceres cannot say as she pushes against the chipped white door of The Golden Firepit to reveal its interior.

The Golden Firepit isn’t impressive in the slightest. However, like most pubs it contains all that is necessary for it succeed in its purpose. The candles dimly light the single open space and dance as Ceres lets the door of the building swing closed. It does so faster than she would have considered it possible to achieve. Though, its swiftness does perhaps explain some of the chips in the fading white paint.

Ceres’ eyes cast over the patrons. None of them pay her any mind as she winds between a couple tables to the bar. It’s a single long straight box shape with a wider top that is made from pretty boring brown wood of a species she can’t discern.

The bar seems in a much better shape than the door she entered the pub through, but that is to be expected. After all, the bar is what is most necessary for trade to occur, besides the ale that is.

There are no seats at the bar. That doesn’t surprise Ceres who instead braces her elbows against the counter top and then puts her weight into the lean. The barkeep casts her a quick glance but continues cleaning the flagon in his hands. It takes only a few seconds for the man, a human, about her height with blue eyes and blond hair that resembles a mop to finish and then set the flagon down right in front of her.

“What can I get you?” The barkeep asks with a smirk.

“A pint to start.” Ceres orders while removing a couple coins from the purse Veli had offered her.

“Coming up.” The barkeep replies before quickly going into a clearly well rehearsed set of steps that prove the man has done this countless times before in his life. If the display is meant to impress than the barkeep has failed. Ceres pays no attention to it as she instead casts her gaze around the room without allowing her look to rest for too long on any one patron. If she does she might draw unwanted attention and that is the last thing she wants. In fact, it’s one of the reasons she refuses to wear a captain’s hat and right now she is thankful for her insistence. Such an item would draw curiosity that would be counterintuitive to her wish to fly under the radar, so to speak.

Suddenly the flagon is slammed down next to Ceres. She doesn’t jump and in fact saw it coming, but the lack of a response clearly surprises the barkeep.

Instead, Ceres simply slowly turns her attention back to him. His hand outstretched in anticipation of payment which Ceres drops into his open palm. The coins clang as they smack into each other, but the gap filled smile Ceres gets in response is what she had hoped for and why the barkeep quickly withdraws. There is no way for her to know if he really is the barkeep or just some opportunist patron serving and stealing the coin. It matters little to her either way as she wraps her right hand around the still damp wood of the flagon, ignoring the chunky handle. She lifts the flagon to her lips and takes a quick swig. She knows better than to simply gulp it down, especially as the liquid could be vile, or worse poisoned. To her relief however, the ale is sweet tasting and markedly better than she has had in a long time. So with her fear assuaged, she quickly takes a few gulps and then licks her lips. It’s good to be alone, Ceres thinks.

The barkeep returns and Ceres has to resist the urge to roll her eyes. She knows it isn’t the man’s fault. He doesn’t know that she’s been on a ship for weeks on end surrounded by people in close proximity and entertaining passengers. Not literally, but figuratively speaking.

Ceres lowers the flagon back to the bar ready for the keep to speak. It is clear that is what he plans and though Ceres would like some peace she is also here for a reason. That’s why she is being so patient and hasn’t simply blown the barkeep off and made her way to one of the empty circular tables that have clearly seen better days. They are dotted about the open space and only about half are occupied. That is of no surprise for this time of day. Though, Ceres would hate to think how crowded this pub gets at night. Just the thought makes her feel uncomfortable as she can well imagine that they will pack in like sardines in a jar.

“Looking for work?” The barkeep says without trying to keep his voice down, or leaning in to ensure their conversation is kept private.

That confirms to Ceres that he really must be the owner of this establishment. No one else would be so brazen, or suffer from such a lack of fear from repercussions. That quiets some of the muttering fears that had been rolling through her mind. Now they’re gone and Ceres simply answers, “Always.”

“Good. Good. Thought as much. You look like the type, and there is plenty work going.” The Barkeep blurts still as loud as ever, but then seems to randomly pause. It seems he expects a response from Ceres as to what sort of work she is angling for, but she isn’t about to answer. She needs him to tell her what’s available so she can pick something that she hopes will guide her toward being able to fulfil business that has needed resolving since she was a young girl.

Finally the barkeep that the hint and concludes an answer to his non-question isn’t going to be forthcoming. So instead he begins to list off available opportunities. “We got dock work, labouring, skilled stuff like ship repairs, bounty hunting, privateering…”

None of the work opportunities that the barkeep reels off are of any interest to Ceres. Though, she does have to admit that the options do seem near endless. However, she isn’t surprised to hear some less than savoury options listed among good honest work. As much is to be expected no matter what port located pub is visited.

She’s heard it a thousand times before. However, she can’t say if it’s the same outside of port pubs as she has never frequented them, but she imagines that it is. Just swap privateering for mercenary work, or more likely highwaymen.

Then the barkeep mentions something that makes Ceres’ ears prick up.

“…Albin Torkester is looking for souls.”

The barkeep says it matter-of-factly. As though the mention of someone’s name is of no consequence, but it is to Ceres and so she inquires, “Souls for what?”

She hopes the query is as vague and matter-of-fact as the barkeeps own statement, but she isn’t sure it is.

It also crosses her mind that the dropping of the name might have been part of some attempt to illicit a response from her beyond a simple question. If that had been the intent then it had failed, or at least Ceres hopes she gave no physical sign of interest. She can’t know and now is too late to consider pulling out as it seems the rumours she had heard were true and that Albin Torkester really is in Baron. That surprises her more than she thinks it should, but after having spent so many years chasing the name and only coming up on dead ends, it perhaps shouldn’t have been a surprise that she was shocked to hear that one of these threads actually leads somewhere for once.

“Can’t say. I just know he’s looking for folks. A few have taken his offer. But if you want details he’ll be in later. He comes here most nights.” The barkeeps words set an alarm bell off in Ceres who had already been suspicious of the ease in which he mentioned Albin. But now he’s so willingly advised that the man will be in later, those alarms are in full force. Still, she feels she can’t let this go, even though she knows that this might be some form of trap. Not for her specifically as there is no way Albin knows she is in Baron. If he did she would almost certainly have already come face-to-face with him. Likely on her ship with a group of armed thugs. It wouldn’t have been enough but she doubts Albin would have considered the chances of him losing to her, because of his arrogance.

“I’ll keep you supplied ‘til then.” The barkeep soon adds while motioning toward the flagon still in Ceres’ hands. She smiles and nods at that as there is no way she is going to pass up a steady stream of ale. Even if she is sure beyond a doubt that this is a trap and that the barkeep is in on whatever Albin is really doing with these people he’s recruiting.

Ceres can imagine them being not so voluntary crew for his mammoth galleon, but quickly pushes those images aside. They’re images from her own less than perfect childhood. She isn’t about to reveal that and so she replies, “Now you’re talking my language.”

That doesn’t mean Ceres is going to stay leaning against the bar however. Her arms are starting to grow tired as are her already exhausted legs, which she is trying to keep most of her weight off.

She needs a proper rest after hours upon hours of being on her feet. So, Ceres turns and wanders to an empty table on the opposite side of the pub. The patrons continue to pay her little mind as they drink and chat while she winds between the tables and basic looking wooden chairs. The table she has chosen is near the door but will force her barkeep to have her drinks sent over. She has no idea how or who will do it, but that’s a problem for him to resolve, not her.

As she drops into the unpadded chair she swirls the half empty flagon in her hand while keeping one eye on the door of the pub. Feelings of hatred begin to well up from deep within her as she thinks about how long she has waited for a chance to get back at the man that butchered her family and put the scar on her right cheek. Her only solace is that she escaped the slaver before he could turn her life into an endless string of pain and suffering.

Nevertheless, she intends to repay his cruelty and put an end to his disgusting oppressive operations once and for all.

Craven

You linger behind the rocks
Afraid to speak up
Subvert what you believe
Just to remain at ease
Duck out of sight
Afraid to fight
What do you have left?
Seems you gave up the best
Tried you so hard to conform
Acting like you hadn’t been born
Its why you’re craven through and through
Very little for you to do
So you watch from afar
Hidden within an ancient scar
Trophy nailed to the wall
No voice with which to call
Just a shell devoid of fight
Your future is not looking bright
Moral duty cast to the wolves
Abdicated for no cause
Is this how you wish to be?
Hiding for all eternity
Thats why craven has become your label
Perfectly unable to be at the table

Unhappy Ending

Ascending the spire
That lies in the mire
A swamp of the damned
Drowning the land
While the tower decays
No getting away
Locked deep inside
Prisoner up higher
A princess of fools
Adorned in jewels
Waiting for the one
Who can end this run
Stuck in the tower
Chances are lower
As the darkness spreads
A world of the dead
She sleeps away
Maybe one day
As a knight does ascend
Hoping to amend
The crime of her life
End imprisonment
But at the spire
He finds no desire
Too long has passed
The princess is glass
Hard as ice
The truth of life

Fate

You look to destiny
Ask if you’ll be free
Pray to the storms
Wait for the answer to come
Live for the dream
Hope for something
Even as you sit
Alone with all of it
A weight on your chest
No way out of this
Fetching the sun
You search for one
A bright day to come
No time for fun
Chants to your fame
Proof of your shame
Sick of the same
As in comes the rain
Driving back the old
To bring in the new
As the flowers bloom
You’re sure its due
A chance for you
Not happening though
As you sit in the waves
Life crippled by flames
Sparks do just fade
As light is just day
Realisation will come
Destiny is nothing

Complain Or Pain

Bring the bottle that’s full of whine
Kick the brick to say I’m doing fine
What a tale to weave about yourself
Pity the toast is not to good health
Just a sliver of glass beneath the nail
Enough to cause me to shout and wail
It’s why the banshee never shuts up
If it did then there’d be a chance to fill the cup
Dance across the nameless tomb
The one from which comes the deformed boom
That’s why we raise the chalice and sing aloud
Making it clear about how we’ve never been proud
Cause what’s the point in getting drunk
It’s like a boring game of find the headless monk
So I’ll declare that we should bitch and moan
Every word screamed down the megaphone