Grifters And Grafters

Happy New Year! 2021 is here and I hope everyone had a great Holiday season. I don’t usually put introductions before poetry posts, but seeing as it’s New Year’s Day I thought it only right. First I’ll start with some news and that is that there will continue to be daily posts (4 poems and 1 story) every week for as long as I have material. At the moment that’s quite a while because I’ve been writing a lot. However, I also want to take a moment to say thank you to everyone who viewed or liked anything I posted in 2020. It means a huge amount to me. So I wish you all a fantastic 2021 and think it’s time we get started on the first post, of many, for this new year.

Stoke the fires
Forget all the liars
They will just pretend…
That their lies have no end
As the day dawns
You will carry on
Sure of your craft
While they try and laugh
But they are the fools
Breaking all the rules
Soon to be in chains
Then they will feel shame
As you sharpen your brain
They will be without grain
So when the winters come
They will have nothing
Struggle to survive
Maybe, they should have opened their eyes

Ouroboros

Eat the tail
I will prevail
What ends will begin again
There is no finality
What was lost will be found
Ouroboros is loud and proud
The circular motion of the world
What did fail can see rebirth
The neverending pattern of life
You can’t pretend I’m not right
Read the texts and the tomes
Walk as far as you can from home
What dies will rise anew
Ouroboros is here with you
So prepare for the return
Never will it ever burn
Collapse to ruin only to emerge
Nothing will be a final purge
Born, live, die
Joy, laugh, cry
The serpent is a sign
Figure eight on its side
Infinity with a fanged smile
Every moment is a trial
Order of things is not the end
It will always begin again

Horde

Wow, we’re at the last story day for 2020! I’m in shock! It’s been fun and is going to continue into 2021. First, let’s get to the point of this post, the new story. And the last one for the year is Sci-Fi again (unsurprisingly). It’s shorter than the last couple at about 14,400 words and is an invasion story, but with a twist. What that twist is you’ll have to read to find out. I’m giving nothing away.

A little more than two years have passed since an alien race known as The Barren arrived on Earth. In that time they have almost completely decimated humanity, who now live and hide underground as a result.

The Barren struck without warning or declaration. They decimated governments and militaries across the globe.

Without leadership or defensive capabilities humanity was left to attempt organising on their own. Small communities joined and merged with others to create a makeshift military force. But it wasn’t enough and after weeks of attempted resistance The Barren claimed dominion over the skies, seas and finally the land. What limited numbers of humanity remained at that point fled underground. It’s the one place The Barren cannot go due to a necessity for clean non-recycled air. That gave humanity the first win since the alien’s arrival many months earlier. But it wasn’t enough. The Barren mounted bombarding attack after bombarding attack, breaking through the terrain of the Earth in key areas that forced humanity to stay on the subterranean move, until all they could do was burrow deeper and so they did. And that is where humanity finds itself today, deep underground living in squalor as they plot to continue their resistance against the alien aggressors, who if not for their singular evolution limitation would have expunged the human race from existence already. But no one knows what they want or why they are here. They can only surmise. Give human reasoning to a race that is in no way human.

The Barren have never been heard to speak, at least not anything humans can understand. They make grunting, barking, grumbling sounds, but if that is speech then it is far beyond anything mankind can understand. Most believe it is not and that The Barren cannot speak in any form.

The extraterrestrial race physically dwarf humans in size, seeing as they are on average around three and a half metres tall. But the resistance knows that what they see are not The Barren proper. Instead, that is just some form of bio-mechanical suit, almost impenetrable to human ammunition. That is unless several people unload multiple magazines worth of rounds into a single ground-based target.

Because of the difficulty of taking down one of the aliens, the resistance fighters find mounting attacks almost impossible. As a result human morale is at an all time low as they dwell deeper than any thought humanity would ever be capable of reaching with the limited technology they have available to them.

One such member of the resistance is Akira Ryujin. She is a veteran of the war against The Barren, who has somehow managed to survive dozens of battles that should have been her last. However, the one hundred and seventy five centimetre tall woman with waist length black hair and green eyes has as yet not been felled. She herself would not be able to tell you how she has been so fortunate. Not that she would call it fortune. She doesn’t believe in such things. It is a case of you either survive or die.

Because of her will to survive, Akira is one of the most battle hardened frontline troops the resistance has and part of the reason she is armed with a custom three mode bullpup assault weapon she commonly refers to as Bloodbolt. In truth it’s a heavily modified version of a Baron RA-1161 battle rifle. The modifications having been made by her own hand using whatever scrap and items she has managed to scrounge together over the years. The sorts of pieces that she thought would allow her to make necessary adjustments to aid with balancing, weight, handling and power of the weapon. If she were not such a veteran the resistance might balk at her against-procedure modifications. Not that the resistance has much in the way of procedure, and what it does have is rarely adhered to for a multitude of reasons we will not get into.

However, no weapon used in the resistance is conventional or consistent throughout the ragtag band that refuses to call themselves an army, even though they are vaguely organised.

But none of that matters now. What matters is that today will mark the greatest test, not just for Akira but also the rest of the resistance. That is because they intend to mount the greatest counterattack that humanity will have ever seen or performed. And that is an attack against The Barren starship, the very one which the alien menace descended from when they arrived on Earth and unleashed their relentless and viciously unprovoked attack that scorned much of the once green and vibrant planet’s surface. Whether on purpose or as a result of the battle that ensued no one can say for sure. Many have their opinions that it is the former and that The Barren are using the need to exterminate humanity as a boon that aids them in terraforming Earth into a world that is more in line with wherever it is that the angular headed species originates from. If that is true then whatever world they call home is a mesh of jagged, shattered rock formations, cavernous valleys, towering peaks, brutal deserts and rivers of boiling lava.

But let’s circle back to the plan, the last hope humanity has. If it fails, if they fail, so will the last resistance to The Barren.

Hell’s Gate, where the resistance stem from, is the last subterranean human city and while not all members of mankind live there, if they do not prevail there won’t be enough left to mount another assault. Instead, The Barren can do with Earth whatever they please, leaving humanity to wither away in the deep passages below ground for as long as they may be able to sustain themselves without natural light or proper food supplies.

Many in the resistance believe it’ll be months, a few claim years. Akira doesn’t have an opinion. She doesn’t think about it. There are more important things at hand, like the mission. The one where the ragtag band of fighters, untrained in most cases, will have to push back and break through the lines of a superior alien force, a horde would be the most appropriate term, and then somehow wrestle control of their spacefaring vessel from their mighty clutches. It sounds impossible and it just might be. But what is the alternative? Laying down and accepting defeat, death, oblivion. That is not the human way, it never has been. Mankind has fought from the day it came into existence to survive and many a time it should have failed. It should have been condemned to the pages of history, but it refused then like it is refusing now.

If by some miracle they succeed, like they all hope they will, then the native Earth-born species will unleash the very weapons that were wielded against them, against their masters.

The problem, which is by no means a small one, is the fact that the resistance will have to initiate the assault from ground-level. To anyone unfamiliar with this war that might not sound like a big deal, but when you have been forced underground and then must burrow through miles of rock, navigating past the massive city sized craters that your enemy wrought upon your homeworld it is the biggest of deals. And that is only the first step.

Once they are right beneath the behemoth of a starship that rests on its four towering edifices of legs, they will need to break ground. The Barren will detect that. There is no way around it. But breaking through right beneath their feet is the only chance the remnants of humanity have. If they tried to break and then trudge their way to their goal they’d never make it.

Sadly, the largest contingent of The Barren will be nestled beneath their ship. It’s where they have been since they arrived. A form of base camp might be the most applicable description.

It’s like they always knew this fight would be coming and so prepared for it from the very start. Maybe it’s a process they have repeated on countless other worlds. It wouldn’t surprise anyone if that were true, and yet, as Akira stands inside one of the burrowing, troop carrying vehicles that is tunnelling to their destination, she can think of nothing else.

The muscular woman is clad in makeshift armour plating, it is almost useless against The Barren’s energy-based weapons, and surrounded by several dozen others all dressed just like her. Unlike her many of them seem confident. They believe this will be a victory. Akira knows they will die, and that she might too. But something tells her that the confidence she is glimpsing is faked. A façade meant to keep spirits up. She doesn’t believe in such things. Doing so only entices death and so she stares ahead, ignoring everyone crammed into the space around her whether they are young, old, male or female. The Barren don’t care. They kill all humans the same, without showing an ounce of remorse. It’s why Akira will continue to show them none like she has never shown them any during her previous encounters. That is her constant, and it will sustain.

Still, she cannot shake the feeling that something is wrong. Not like she forgot to turn off a light or close a security door though. Those are trifling matters barely worth consideration.

She pursues the feeling trying to reach a conclusion as to why and what is unnerving her, but try as she might she cannot put her finger on it. That worries her, gravely.

Then the alarm blares into her ears. It’s deafening and pulls her immediately out of her mental wonderings, which are banished and forgotten instantaneously. Though, the feeling of unease remains, constant and gnawing.

Akira knows what the alarm is indicating, and that is to advise that the drill-carrier, one of more than a hundred of varying sizes, is close the surface level. Break through will follow ninety seconds later so that they can begin the final assault.

The veteran resistance member has to admit she wasn’t aware that they were that close to their target in the seconds before the alarm screamed in her ears.

She looks round at the faces frequenting this limited space but admits to herself that she feels nothing for them. She knows many will die, perhaps all of them, and yet there is no remorse or pain felt thinking about it. Akira lost such parts of herself long ago when The Barren took her family, friends and the love of her life, Yarra.

Akira can still remember the face of the woman who had been the brightest light that ever did shine in all her days on this world. She’d radiated beauty and confidence with her big hazel eyes, long eyelashes and silky down-to-the-jaw red hair.

Akira’s blood boils. She cannot think about Yarra, see her face as though she is still with her, without seeing how she died right after.

The black haired veteran of the resistance can remember it like it was yesterday, but it wasn’t. It has been almost two years since that day The Barren slaughtered an entire village filled with people. Akira hadn’t been there. She’d been out on patrol. If she had been she could have saved Yarra, or died with her. Either would have been preferable to the reality of getting the call too late and returning to find everyone butchered.

Yarra had returned hours earlier after a member of her team had suffered an injury. Akira doesn’t know the details. She never found out. Not for lack of trying. On that day Akira knew hope would never get you anywhere. It died in her then and every day since Akira has been doing what she must to survive. She doesn’t believe in the cause. She just wants revenge. Revenge against The Barren for the lives she cared about, and that were ripped away from her.

Revenge will not drive her in battle though. It’ll fuel her, but she will not think of revenge as she fights. She will think only of survival. As she always does when going into battle. It’s what she attributes to being how she has survived thus far without suffering a single severe injury. That alone makes her one of the lucky ones. The same can definitely not be said about most. Not that many of those that do suffer grave injuries survive.

At one time they would have, but with humanities technology vastly reduced and supplies dangerously low, difficult decisions have to be made. And they are made, daily, and in a manner that no one from the time before The Barren would find suitable. Especially, as people with the worst injuries, the kind that mean they will never fight again, are left without any kind of painkiller to die in agony. Not because of malice or contempt but because of the limited capacity of human resources. Most of the drugs cannot be manufactured anymore, so what remains is from the time before the war.

Suddenly, the drill-carrier is rocked violently from side-to-side as it breaks through the last shreds of solid ancient rock. The vehicle, in all its cobbled together make-do ugliness, lances up and into the air. It hangs there, the light shimmering off its rust coloured surface, for a few seconds.  It’s like it’s has been frozen in time, and then those precious seconds pass, time resumes and the hulk of varying metals haphazardly welded together comes crashing back down to Earth. An enormous ground shaking boom rings out as a result of the impact and sends plumes of dust bursting into the air around it. This dust cloud shrouds the vehicle beneath a fine haze that lingers in the air lazily.

This is one of many such instances as all the other drill-carriers burst forth from underground only to lance into the air and then come crashing down again, several seconds before the heavy brittle metal sheets that are serving as a combination of the sides of the vehicles and doors, slide open. They grind as they retract, emitting a teeth chattering noise like nails down a chalkboard but much worse.

In that moment Akira can see light, real light, natural light. Not the artificial kind that her eyes have grown so used to after the years of living underground. Then she tastes the air, still filled with dust. Even though it is polluted by the presence of the dust it tastes rich to her as she feels it in her mouth and nose.

A second later she rips her Bloodbolt from across her back, secured in place by a large weak magnet, and then along with those packed in around her, ambles from the confines of the drill-carrier and out into the now near clear again air below the monstrous ship of The Barren.

Immediately, the scene is not what Akira expected. There is no dead, dying, screams, cries or the sound of weapons fire. The woman is confused and stands there with the barrel of her black and red painted weapon with it’s under barrel bayonet, the remains of what used to be a heavy sword, affixed and ready.

She scans right and then left. Her left eye peers down the sight of her weapon as she manages her breathing to ensure that it does not become laboured or rapid. If it does it’ll throw her aim off.

It makes no sense, Akira thinks. There should be hundreds of those alien bastards. Intel suggested they were dug in deep with energy launchers, mounted cannons, defences, emplacements, towers, thick walls of rock fashioned to protect against outside attempts at assault. But there is nothing, except for The Barren vessel looming large above them. It fills the sky so that only tiny slivers of blue and white can be seen around the periphery, while the sun is blotted out entirely.

Akira cannot tell if the alien ship is black or whether it is the fault of the shadows that blanket it’s underbelly that make it appear as such. She decides on it being the latter for no other reason than so she doesn’t dwell on it. She needs to keep her focus on the ground, on where the enemy should be. Except they aren’t and by the looks on the faces around her as she scans they cannot fathom either why all that seems to be present is the vast chaotically angular galaxy traversing mass above them.

Again the black haired woman feels a twinge in her back. She had ignored it back on the drill-carrier, but it’s familiar enough that she can say it was, and is still now, a feeling as though something is wrong, very wrong. It’s not an affliction the woman suffers often and if she were in-charge here she might be inclined to either commit or call for retreat. Which exactly she cannot say for sure as such things are beyond her remit and so she has no need to make a decision either way.

Many of the fighters, they never refer to themselves as soldiers due to their lack of training, exchange confused looks and glances between one another. They too do not understand what is going on. They should have been walking into a meat grinder. Been met with hails of flesh searing energy projectiles that force them to duck and dive more than fire.

Then someone dares to ask, “What the fuck is going on? Where are The Barren?”

They sound scared, which is unsurprising. Yet, no one dares to reply. Others murmur in agreement, making the kinds of noises only the most confused can ever achieve, but no one has an answer. There should be a horde of the hulking invaders, everyone knows it. A battalion three times the resistances fighter’s total numbers, and while intel has been known to be wrong it has never been an overestimation. It just doesn’t work like that. Every failure in calculations has been an underestimation of the scale of The Barren’s numbers. Its part of the reason this is all that remains of humanity, those from Hell’s Gate, the deepest human settlement on Earth. Thusly named because of its depth as though what lies deeper is nothing but hell itself.

If humanity had tried to dig any further they might have risked being swallowed up by rising lava. They were inclined not to risk such things, seeing no reason to finish The Barren’s work for them.

Akira lets out a long breath. It isn’t a sigh, just an exhale, controlled and measured. Unlike many of the others she still hasn’t relented on scanning and waiting for the shit to hit the fan. It has too. But after what she can only guess is getting close to ten minutes of silent, standing in one spot without moving, she is inclined to say something. So she clears her throat, quietly, out of habit and then goes to speak.

She doesn’t get very far; she manages only to open her mouth in preparation to speak only before an overwhelming burst of pain erupts inside her head. It’s excruciating and sees the woman’s face twist into a mask of pain and torment. Her eyes screwed shut as tightly as they are able while her free hand, that had been gripping the barrel of her Bloodbolt, comes up to grip painfully at her right temple. Her teeth bared as though she plans on feasting on something, though she isn’t. No thought is going through her head. There is simply too much pain to think, which is why she manages to stay on her feet for only a handful of seconds longer before collapsing to her knees. The pain somehow, it would seem against the odds of what should be possible, continuing to intensify in her head. If it continues Akira is sure her head will explode, yet she needs to know if the others around her are afflicted the same. But she cannot bring herself to open her eyes. They refuse and resist her demands as a choked cry fails to leave her throat and is instead swallowed.

Finally, after a great deal of fighting, though how much time has passed she cannot say, Akira manages to get the thinnest glimpse of those around her. It confirms that something is wrong as they all continue to stand there, paralysed, but in no way suffering the agony she is. It confirms her worst fears that it is her who is the problem. But even that realisation does not explain as to why the others have not moved a muscle. Not that she can see them again now; her eyes are screwed so tightly shut that they might actually never be able to open again.

Toward The Light

I need some time and some space
Just so I can get out of this place
To trace back to the very start
Regain a period where I had a heart
Sick of the blame that goes around
None of it will result in a crown
Not interested in the scorn
Pointless that it was ever born
So I’ll dwell until I rebuild
Sure of what I should guild
Rise from the ashes and forge ahead
Not lie inside the blackened bed
Cradling my head full of confusion
None of it will bring a solution
Cause I refuse to lay down and cry
This isn’t the journey of a lie
Staying true is what matters most
That is where I’ll stake that post
Whirl around my inner core
Not willing for days to become a chore
Walked that road and I couldn’t stand
It was never meant to be my brand
So I’ll construct from what I love
If you don’t agree I’ll rise above
Bitch and moan won’t terminate my glow
I won’t let disaster ruin my show

Binary Hate

Trapped in a cage of rusting flesh
A new day brings nothing but death
Hosted files of misery
When will this wrist be emptied?

Boiled, Broken, Shattered
Unspoken, Chained, Enslaved
We are the depraved

Dragging in air of rotten stench
We breed a new design of nothingness
Showing streams of heresy
When will this hope be sullied?

Boiled, Broken, Shattered
Unspoken, Chained, Enslaved
We are the depraved

Catastrophic failure of empathy
Building hate to a shallow fate
Circuitry of our descent
When will this death be met?

Boiled, Broken, Shattered
Unspoken, Chained, Enslaved
We are the depraved

Torn from the hope of a new day
Crippled bodies lay all around me
Deleted by ascendancy
When will this stage be memory?

Boiled, Broken, Shattered
Unspoken, Chained, Enslaved
We are the depraved

Rotted by the failed opportunity
Man vs machine is what will be
Mechanical indecency
When will this end for me?

Boiled, Broken, Shattered
Unspoken, Chained, Enslaved
We are the depraved

Start Again

Before we get into the poem I just want to take this opportunity to wish you all a Merry Christmas!

Isn’t an end just a beginning?
Reach for something that’s worth living
Search the world until you succeed
Ignore the taunts of the selfish breed
They seek greed and devotion
But they are without a single emotion
And you will never need their kind
They will just drag you down to die
So keep your wits about you son
As you carry forever on
Seeking what makes you smile
Maybe even stay awhile
Thirsting on the very core
Whatever makes you lust for more
Without hesitation or a fear
You are always welcome here
For this is life and this is love
And you will feel it from above
The best damn warmth that will ever flow
It is one that will never go
So jump back up to your feet
This end is nothing but the start of a new beat

Abomination Of Beast And Man

Drift along the cambion line
Trying to escape both space and time
Find a place where i can dwell
A void that fits so well
Against the flow of forgotten
Right down at the bottom
Where wings are free just like thought
None of that should be bought
Draft a treaty bleached in wine
The kind that will never be divine
While talons rap against the doors
Plan to revert all the flaws
The demon that I hold inside
The one that is visible on the right
Seeking vengeance where there is none
Between the grave and the sun
As an appetite breeds from wrong
I am the sole half-demon

Distress

Story day is upon us again! I’d call this a Sci-Fi horror. Got inspiration for it from Event Horizon and Sunshine, which are both really great films. Anyway, it’s a long one at about 24,400 words. Oops! Might have got carried away again, but it could have been longer. I cut some bits out from the outline because I didn’t think they fit with the flow of the actual story when I was writing it. That’s enough from me now though. Let’s get on with, Distress.

Linda Jimenez, Captain of the recovery vessel Prowler, steps over the threshold of the open doorway from her personal quarters and into the corridor that links the various sections of her ship together. She is dressed in standard Command issue fatigues. They are grey in colour with bars around the collar to denote her rank. Her shoulder length black hair is tied back in a ponytail. The style is purely for function as it keeps her hair out of her face. There is nothing she hates more than ending up eating her own hair or being unable to see because it insists on covering, at least a part of, her vision. Usually that happens at the worst possible time, when she is most in need of concentrating.

Still, that makes no difference to her current issue, which is that according to Command leave for her and her crew has been cancelled. It sounds worse than it is. Not because the crew don’t deserve some rest and relaxation, they do. But it sounds worse because cancelling leave in Command terms actually means postponement until the latest mission, which she has just been issued with, is concluded.

Linda has to admit she is not sure how she is going to break the news to her crew. She reflexively hits the button to the left of her door, if she was looking at it, to cycle it closed. A second later is obliges and emits a low hiss that sees the metal slab slide over the opening and then lock. It’s a system that exists throughout the ship. Most doors, bar those of crew members’ personal quarters, stay open at all times. After all, the automatic pressure doors are really there to ensure that if there is a hull breach it is possible to seal that section off and not lose the entire ship and its crew.

Linda can’t delay however. The mission Command has tasked the Prowler with has been designated of high priority, which is no surprise seeing as leave has been postponed as a result. And though she is plodding, slowly, the four metre stretch of corridor to the bridge it isn’t far enough for her to have any hope of discerning what she is going to say. After all, she can already imagine what the response is going to be. Seven months without leave and Linda can in no way blame them for the response she is surely going to be met with.

In fact, their reaction to the news will likely be much like her own reaction was as she spoke to one of the Majors; she can’t remember his name, who issued her with the order. He hadn’t been sympathetic even before she made her impassioned pleas that her crew really deserve this R&R after so long out in the cold depths of space. Her words had, unsurprisingly, fallen on deaf ears. The Major simply reminded her who was in-charge and then without warning cut the transmission. He didn’t even wait for the data to finish sending, which is the norm.

If only severing the comms link had also severed the data transfer, she thinks. It doesn’t, unfortunately.

However, as Linda closes on the open rectangular shaped hole in the bulkhead that is the doorway between the corridor and the bridge, she hears her crew chatting.

“So what you got planned once we dock Ville?” Francesca Guletto, one of the two security personnel on the Prowler, asks from the far left side of the triangular shaped bridge.

Though Linda cannot see the woman she imagines that the junior security officer is stood on her feet, arms braced against her console. She rarely sits, except during jumps and that’s only because she has no choice in the matter. Unless she wants to be thrown off her feet and slammed into the deck, head first.

“I don’t know, sleep for a month maybe.” Is the partially sarcastic reply that Ville Welch, pilot, fires back in reply from his usual seat at the front facing tip of the bridges angular shape. His back turned to Francesca not because he needs to concentrate on the viewscreen that is relaying the image of space from the hull mounted camera, but because it’s just how Ville operates. He has dedication to his job. Perhaps too much at times, but even he, Linda is sure, will balk at this development. But orders are orders and it’s not like they were given much choice. After all, it’s the price you pay being a crew under the intergalactic spanning defensive arm of the Unified Governments. They don’t call themselves a military, but that is not to say that many of their ships aren’t armed, they are. The Prowler however is not one of those vessels. It is a recovery ship, plain and simple. If it had weapons, well half the crew wouldn’t be serving on it. They aren’t soldiers, after all.

“You do know we’ll only get a couple weeks at best off.” Hector Liu, medic of the Prowler, remarks with a furrowed brow as he stands in what he has made his current spot of choice. He doesn’t have a place, per say, on the bridge of the Prowler. Instead, he just hangs around. But right now he has his left hip pressed up against a protruding support arm on the far right side of the bridge.

At that moment Linda crosses the threshold and steps into the confines of the bridge. It isn’t remarkable in any way. No recovery vessel is. But this one is hers and though there is very little to look at, seeing as most of the walls are comprised of electrical panels, pipes and supports, she couldn’t imagine being anywhere else. As a sixteen year veteran of space traversal she still has many years left before any talk of retirement will come her way. She’s pleased about that, but not about what she’s going to have to say. She isn’t even sure what she is going to say, or who she is going to go about jumping into this conversation to then start.

That is why she is relieved when Iain Francis, the other member of the ships security detail, announces, “Captain on the bridge.”

An instant later the crew stop their chatter, stand at attention and deliver stern salutes. Linda replies with a quick, half arsed one of her own and then utters, “At ease.”

After all, there is no reason to stay on ceremony when it is just them. She knows they all mean well and have pride in being a part of Command. But that doesn’t mean she has any intention of being one of those commanding officers who forces her people to stick to the rules, however redundant they might be at times, while it is only them. If you try things like that then you are going down the sure fire route of becoming one of the most despised CO’s in the whole galaxy. She served under a man like that once. It was miserable. That is why she swore she would never be the same once she got a captaincy of her own, and thus far she’s succeeded.

During the next few seconds Linda debates whether to just get on with it or first take a seat. Her conclusion is the latter. According to procedures that will then allow her crew to do the same and she’d much rather they be seated while she gives them this news.

So she quickly steps around her centrally placed captains’ chair and then lowers her average frame between the uncomfortable metal arm rests until her backside is perched carefully on the thinly cushioned seat. It’s a reminder as to why Francesca insists on standing as much as she does and Linda can’t blame her. Though, it still makes her wonder how Ville gets away with it. He’s always sitting, except when he has to stand at attention. His backside must be made of steel, is the thought that goes through the Captain’s head in the moments before she clears her throat in preparation to speak.

All eyes are on Captain Jimenez. They haven’t a clue, any of the other five crew members what she is about to say. Linda has made sure that her expression and body language give away nothing.  As no matter how downbeat she is about her orders she has to keep her crew on task. They get to show their disappointment, as a captain, she does not. At least not in front of them she doesn’t. In private, or while alone, is another story altogether.

“There’s been news from Command.” Linda announces unsure of how else she can begin.

Though, at seeing the faces of her crew drop in the seconds that follow her having finished her opening line she realises that her choice of words leave a lot to be desired. They might not know the reason but it seems they can guess what the next words out of their captains’ mouth will be. Still, Linda has to say it. She can’t leave it like this. It might not be as bad as they think it is, it is but they don’t know that until she explains.

“Command has issued us with new orders. We are to rendezvous with a ship named Namora. It went missing four months ago while on a routine transport run, but has suddenly reappeared signalling distress.”

Linda hasn’t expressly said that leave is ‘cancelled’ as had been the wording put to her by the Major who issued her with the orders, but it is implied. And everyone in the room is more than capable enough to work it out for themselves because of what she is not saying.

That is why Hector quickly asks, “And what are our orders Captain?”

The medic with his short black hair and brown eyes makes sure to keep it professional. He usually does, but sometimes he comes across as a little rigid as a result. Perhaps Linda shouldn’t be surprised. He is the newest member of the crew. He probably, even after nearly nine months, still feels it to. Still, she wishes he would be less mechanical with his replies, except for right now. Right now it helps. At any other time, it leaves him open to mocking.

“Command wants us to dock, rescue if necessary, assess and secure.” Is Linda’s honest and concise reply to the question that Hector might have asked but that was on everybody’s minds.

She casts her gaze around the room to study each of the faces of her crew. Their expressions are what she’d expect, disappointment barely concealed by duty. It’s why she soon asks, “Any questions?”

There is a pause. It’s uncomfortable and awkward. And during it glances are exchanged. Yet, it seems no one wants to ask the one question that is on their minds. That is until Francesca, seeing no other option, decides to take the plunge and query, “Is leave cancelled Captain?”

Linda has to resist the urge to smile. She can always count on Francesca not only to be the outspoken one but to also always come at something from the angle of worst case scenario.

Some people would think that makes the junior security officer a pessimist, but Linda instead believes the younger woman with brown hair cut into a bob and green eyes is simply coming at it from a direction that of: if she considers worst case then anything not that worst case is then a welcome surprise that softens the initial blow of what she considered was going to be the outcome.

Still, Linda has to advise, “No Francesca, leave is not cancelled. Command has delayed it. Once this mission is done, we dock with Alpha Station for three weeks of uninterrupted leave.”

The response to her assurance is much what Linda would expect, split. She can’t blame them. After all, there is no way of knowing whether Command will, once this mission is done, simply make another demand that further delays their much needed downtime. It wouldn’t be the first time it’s happened, even to her own crew. Though, the last time it did Linda had not been a captain. But that particular tour had lasted nearly thirteen months.

No further questions are uttered following that, so Linda orders, “Places people.”

With that her crew quickly shuffle about, resuming their positions. Except for Hector who lingers about as is normal for the one member of the crew who doesn’t have a position up here. If Linda were a different kind of captain, stricter with procedure, then she’d probably order him back to the med bay. But she isn’t and so doesn’t. Instead, she advises, “Tasha, sending you cords now.”

“Ready Captain.” Is the simply reply from the auburn haired navigator of the Prowler in the seconds before she gets the coordinates and then busily settles into working on them to calculate the required trajectories for the jump that will need to be made to the apparent location of the previously lost Namora transport ship.

Tasha Portnoy’s green eyes scanning back and forth as she double and then triple checks the data. Once the woman is satisfied that is done, she transfers it over to Ville. He offers no reply once in possession of the data. His hands gliding over the digitised controls of the console before him, double checking what Tasha has relayed to him. It’s a habit the pilot has had since his days in the academy. One he can’t get out of. Tasha had originally believed he didn’t trust her, but everyone made sure to make her aware that Ville does it with everyone. In truth, he knows Tasha’s calculations will be spot on. In all the years they’ve been crew mates, four, she has never once made a mistake. At least not one he was able to detect.

With the trajectories having briefly been checked by Ville, he injects the code into the flight system. He then watches the system like a hawk, his blue eyes staring intently until finally the code takes and rapidly builds to a correct completion. Following that he informs, “Ready for jump Captain.”

His voice is calm, monotone yet rich as he speaks. His blond hair remains rigidly in place due to how short he keeps it trimmed. He didn’t turn in his seat to look at Linda as he spoke. Because of that alone the captain of the Prowler has to suppress a smile. Any other captain would have long since issued him with a reprimand for such things and when he’d first came to serve under her he had in fact got four. Linda hadn’t, until that point, known that you could have more than three reprimands on your record at one time, but somehow Ville had managed it. His former CO had even said that he should have been ejected from the agency but wasn’t because of his exceptional piloting skills.

“Let’s get this done.” Linda says succinctly.

It’s her way of ordering the jump to be made. Not at all according to procedure, but it works as evidenced when Ville, less than a second later, initiates the jump that sends the Prowler leaping into hyperspace, heading for the last known coordinates of the Namora’s distress sequence. There is a chance that the transport vessel may have drifted since the triangulation of its coordinates, especially as Command did not give any information as to how long ago the data was received. But that is just a chance that the crew of the Prowler will have to take and they all know it as they settle into their positions, while they run continuous scans and routine checks of not just the onboard ship systems but also of their surroundings. They won’t be able to determine much in hyperspace, but Command operating protocols dictate that such sweeps must be made. And all so that all data documentation quotas are maintained encase an anomalous reading is detected.

Administer

Swallow the pill
Prepare for your kill
Bury some remains in the ground
Soil is dirt and we’re not proud
Dig in deeper to gain a footing
Sounds so wrong when you’re looking
But ignore the pomp and deliver a prize
When will we get to decide?
I don’t have a clue
And nor do you
Just a line in the sand
Wish it was band
While my mind does a spin
Hand me the bin
I need to throw up
Feels like an affront
Stitch the sickness into me
Might actually set me free
But before I go I need to vent
Never will I be heaven sent
Instead just a patch of empty skin
This whole swarm is wearing thin
Just let me escape this hellish terrain
The one I conjured inside my brain
Cause these capsules are a curse
And I want no more of this herse
Self-inflicted from the start
Now I will quickly depart

Trauma

March across the fields of the dead and gone
Chant about how you will save the song
Question all you can about the heart in stone
As you realise you are far away from home

Ready, aim, fire with only rage fuelled desire
While the cries ring out about the lies of empire
No more taunts about how to start the fire
As the booming sound drives you wilder

Soaked in mud from the pits of doom
While the crows cricle to the same old tune
Echoes of how you have become a loon
Pray that this hell will be over soon

So with shattered body and a warped mind
Drag yourself through to illuminated skies
Then seek a home upon the empty shores
A place where you are free of wars

The shellshock hate still hold your life
Its why you can barely sleep at night
And when you do you scream aloud in fright
Because you’re afraid most when the moon is high