Home

Four walls and a roof.
All that I need in truth.
For warmth resides within this heart.
Beating hard it won’t grow dark.
I know its safety and it invites.
Forever this is worth the fights.
So call me dumb or call me weak.
Out of here I shall never retreat.
And if you wish to hear its name,
Understand it holds no fame.
Home is where I shall dwell.
Bring weapon or violence it won’t dispel,
Make best efforts to tear me from my little haven.
Instead all you will do is see…

Righteous is the space.
An area filled with grace.
Safety in this box.
So let me be inside this house,
This home I love so much.

Gamed

Play! Me! Hate! Me!
Polish the stone which cannot fix…
Be sure not to rely on it.

This world is spinning and to it you must hold.
If you don’t you will be cast from the fold.
No remorse or a seconds thought.
I would say pity but I don’t wish to abort…
Be amongst those banished from the isle.
Heaped upon that forever rotting pile.
Condemned and contracted to an end.
These demons are not who I wish to befriend!

Play! Me! Hate! Me!
Polish the stone which cannot fix…
Be sure not to rely on anybody.

Wind the tales and hide the tracks.
So much terror is creeping back.
Filling in gaps that once did tear.
Upon the rocks I did spear.
And they ripped me wide to leave me numb.
No the damage cannot be undone.
So wade through ash and brittle bones…
That is the future for which I must atone.

Play! Me! Hate! Me!
Polish the stone which cannot fix…
Be sure not to rely on this.

Structure

Fit the pieces into the mold.
Too many fixtures are growing bold.
Less is more until it is not as it should be.
Whether I make sense or not is something you don’t need to recite to me.

For when the walls start to crumble and crack…
What remains might not join to take the slack.
Rather sing the praises and raise the roof!

Turn the tap the way it should not go.
Bring from the depths what you wish to show.
Consider and console in the deepest blue.
Take aim at the conviction which you wish would not remain for you.

For when the walls start to crumble and crack…
What remains might not join to take the slack.
Rather sing the praises and raise the roof!

Here is where you reside in proof.
Tattered shreds and false idol gold.
Welcome the shattered into the fold.
Paradise of seldom violent cells.
These remnants are coated with spells.
Grafted alongside rooms of coal.
Have them offer up their bowl.
Call from the house to which you pledge.
Don’t leave these souls hanging on the ledge.

Fit the pieces and make them stick.
Too many fixtures are growing thick.
Less is more until it is not going to be.
Whether I make sense or not is something upon which we don’t have to agree.

For when the walls start to crumble and crack…
What remains might not join to take the slack.
Rather sing the praises and raise the roof!

Vile Bloom

You’re so vile in the way you bloom.
Fill every moment with crushing gloom.

Get out and then stay there;
I’m sick of living in fear,
For the words you speak are like poison barbs.
You drive them deep with all your hearts;
Lined up on your sleeve,
I just need some reprieve.
Pause before crescendo.
Signs that I really need to go;
Run!

Predatory with the way you go psycho.
Making false claims that you won’t stick to.

Cut loose and keep going;
Your tendencies are showing,
Toothy grin and menacing with your smile.
Rather be locked in with a crocodile;
Ravenous and angry,
Feels like you wish to damn me.
Pump acid into my veins,
Keep me a part of your games;
Bleed!

Rust is engraved right into your actions.
From torment you gain all of the satiafactions.

Pry free and scream to the void;
What I was could be my mean to avoid,
The burning mass you place on my chest.
Soon will suffocate me the best.
Sad but true I have to admit,
Why everything has become conflict.
Drain stabbed into my skin,
All of your venom is doing me in;
Slaughter!

Suffocation is your key to the prize.
With you there is never pause of surprise.

Dig deep for the creation of vain;
Shot to the head will only ever mean dead.
But like a phoenix you are refusing to accept;
For all of your crines have been kept.
They adorn these walls as if they’re trophies.
Get these knives from my back;
This again I shall plead.
For the distress has worn me right down;
Drown!

Eyes Of Pearlescent Blue

Permanent grin marries well with your skin.
Flawless like an angel carved from marble.
Some might not agree but their opinion means naught to me.

Dance for joy.
Scream when you’re happy.
If the world goes down in flames.
Make sure your enjoyment was plenty.

Long long legs that go all the way up.
A naughty wink suggests a few things.
None you’ll mention cause it would be wrong to kiss and tell.

Dance for joy.
Scream when you’re happy.
If the world goes down in flames.
Make sure your enjoyment was plenty.

Some will blight your day or even a few.
But there presence is temporary.
Ignore the words they like to spout.
They are filled with hate chasing clout.
Pointless endeavour as we know.
Instead they should indulge in fun too.

Thats why i say…
Dance for joy.
Scream when you’re happy.
If the world goes down in flames.
Make sure your enjoyment was plenty.

Dance for joy.
Scream when you’re happy.
If the world goes down in flames.
Make sure your enjoyment was plenty.

Kill. Repent. Repeat.

There are bodies in the hall again.
You said this wouldn’t be happening.
I trusted you and feel betrayed.
Do you ever mean a thing you say?
No don’t answer, I can’t listen right now.
Please just go, no longer can I look at you.
My heart is too busy tearing in two.

Digging shallow graves to hide the corpses.
Sweat and tears mixed with blood that’s not mine.
Why oh why, can’t you just control your self?
Is it that hard to be good?
Or do you think you’re misunderstood?
I tried so hard to learn the truth.
All you did was give me circumstantial ‘proof.’

Kill.
Repent.
Repeat.
Won’t relent.
Did you really try?
Or simply just fucking lie?
No more can i take this mess.
I want out; i am suppressed!

Letting go of you will not be easy.
But this can’t be left to repeat.
If I ‘forget’ others will be turned to meat.
No remorse I continue to see.
Don’t look at me you’re not the victim.
Those eyes of yours show only violence.
They’re urging me to keep my silence.

Job is done, the world is safer.
Feel relief but do not hate her.
Cannot answer why that is.
I should for all that violent biz.
But something just won’t let me.
Instead I focus on my forward journey.
Had a final chat with my attorney.

Conquer

I feel the tendrils writhing on my skin.
A cold sensation makes me want to give in.
But i will not bow or even break.
For my time is not a thing i’ll forsake.

Butcher hides in swollen fields.
A place where there are plentiful yields.
With a cleaver in hand and a wicked smile.
Those crazy eyes are looking for denial.
To carve a root across the face.
Destroy purity post haste.
But I won’t let that come to pass.
If I have to I’ll deliver a pre-emptive slash!

I fought the terror in my eyes.
Denied its attempts to bring my demise.
Instead i crowned my own glory.
Weaved a whole new chapter to my story.

Assassin dwells in the shade.
Their newest target they plan to make slayed.
With an evil grin and a sharp knife.
They leap out hoping to end a life.
But met their match they have this time.
For I am there to prevent this crime.
Best them at their own game.
Showcase their complete and utter shame.

I won my battles and claimed my peace.
No longer entwined with my grief.
For warmth now fills my being.
And it is something I will never stop seeing.

Faker

Open your mouth and shit comes out.
Every word you say is to gain clout.
Its all you do cause its all you know.
Your money is laundered and you’re a douche so…
Why would anyone want to listen to you?
You’re a hasbeen from the get go.
A no name fool who likes to run his mouth.
Dickhead please, just get the hell out.

Should’ve taken the hint a while ago.
To be honest its clear you’re an absolute zero.
Men think you’re cringe and women want to vomit.
You’re about as meteoric as falling comet.
Trying to brag about the dumbest things.
Clearly you’re the most insecure of beings.
All bark no bite, unless its all staged.
Get off every stupid attention seeking page.

Clear you got roid rage in that meat head.
Just bow out before you end up dead.
Cause you ain’t no gangster is the truth of the matter.
If you met one you’d beg like the mad hatter.
Rambling about how you are so cool.
Ha that shows how much you are a tool.
Everything done in your life is fixed.
And your actions declare you belong in a cage.

Pause & Mute

No one has been born for war.
Those are just words to confuse more.
Yelled in secret and boxed in steel.
Elite wants to take away all that you feel.
So ignore the hatred and block the flame.
Drop their suffering out your brain.
For words are cheap and so are they.
Desperate souls hoping to siphon positivity.

Pause the pain.
Mute the torture.
Prays you’ll forget all they taught ya.

Will should never be forgotten.
Everyone has the right to live for something.
Not be wittled down to bones and dust.
Have sense completely crushed.

Pause the pain.
Mute the torture.
Prays you’ll forget all they taught ya.

So deafen them, cut them out.
Wall them off with their doubt.
For sanity is a precious vial.
Don’t allow it to be defiled!

New Hope

And so the day will soon close.
To birth a fresh start, a new hope.
With colourful booms, chants and roars.
These are celebrations and applause.
Drinks in hand, smile on the lips.
What a joyous gathering is this.
But not singular as mirrored across the world.
When the time comes we unite to say it loud.

Dancing drunk with heads to the sky.
It is the only time we don’t mind something die.
For what does end is reborn anew.
Fresh chapters we wish to see through.
Not all will prevail or even be spoken.
But those which are will be undertaken.
So welcome the change, the ticking over.
The energy felt is akin to a billion supernova.