Surrendering

Pound my face into the concrete
Still feeling completely weak
When will the rage abate?
At this rate I’ll need to medicate

Brevity begins to force its act
Another stab of hate at that
Feeling the itch surface again
I know I’ll soon be withdrawing

Hours pass while I descend
I know I can’t climb escape this thing
The itch has now decome more
I’m reaching for the open door

Slithering like I always do
If only I could combat this too
Sure I can’t subvert the drain
Another scream from my brain

Sweating cold and hot at once
Someone please fix this curse
I know I can’t hold on
Soon my mind will be gone

Convulsing without a choice
I adore what willt come next
While I hate what I crave
I linger in that drug haze

Swimming in this murderous abyss
I give myself over to this
Returning to my old addiction
I love and loathe this affliction

Spiralling

Passing the river with another cry
A whole life of nothing but goodbye
Seeking a glimpse of the night sky
You still haven’t found your own way
A mirror of shade that you keep inside
Glances of what you once called pride
No option to be more than a prospect
Stabbing out with a lack of respect
Building up walls of hate and pain
This new direction is just insane
Catching flies to hold in your cage
Never willing to let go of the rage
All dreams you fashion from lying
When will you stop being the problem?

Sinking ships with just a wink
There are no lives left to eliminate
As you stare up at the sun rays
Blinding you of your decay
Before the war will come knocking
You still thirst off mocking
Pounding at the innocent lives
Trying to rob them of their prize
Hiding beneath the outer limit
Still trying to kill from within it
Nothing but a new disease
Weaving your way through the breeze
Making the nightmares come to pass
Will you stop trying to shatter them like glass?

Bloody Banquet

Hey everybody! Story day is here again. This time I’ve got a fantasy story for you. There’s no blurb for this one as it was based off a single line I wrote (though I did do an outline before I wrote it). It’s not too long (about 9300 words) and there are no page breaks in it, but see what you think!

On a peninsula near the south eastern border of the kingdom of Rorchid, Empress Mara Fellowes has arranged for herself and the kings of the two neighbouring kingdoms to meet for a banquet. It will be the first time in decades that the monarchs of the Three Kingdoms have come together in peace.

The on and off again wars between the kingdoms of Rorchid, Eversen and Polaris have left all of the royal families lacking in wealth and weak in power. Many of their citizens have come to question as to whether they need the monarchs of the Three Kingdoms due to their relentless desire to fight one another without cause or, seemingly, end.

But the rolling hills of the Verdant Peninsula where the great longhouse of Parastice resides is sure to give the monarchs the time and space they need without the pressures of their people to discuss and broker a treaty that will benefit them all.

Parastice sits on one of the highest hills of the peninsula which overlooks the Lake of Instance, where the Three Kingdoms converge. Flowers, colourful and brilliant, are already blazing brightly in the late spring rays of the seamless blue skies that hang like a sea above. While the slight breeze carries the scents of the flowers and causes small waves to ripple across the great green crystal waters of the lake before ultimately breaking and lapping gently against the brown sandy shores. The lake is devoid of boats for a change as the fisherman from each of the kingdoms have been asked to stay clear of the lake while the monarchs of the kingdoms are in conference with one another.

Thick green grass rustles as the servants of Empress Mara swarm about the longhouse making sure that every detail as exactly as the their ruler would command it. Her personal guards stationed themselves along the perimeter and having blocked the narrow track that links the longhouse to the small town of Cherish that is further along the peninsula that is back toward the main landmass of Rorchid.

Mara meanwhile languishes in her accommodation at the rear of the longhouse. She is ready for the banquet which will begin before long. Her assistants have already assured her that the guests are beginning to arrive. None of particular note for her station so far, which is why she is bored as she reclines and gazes out the small narrow windows at the rear of the longhouse at the lake beyond. She wishes she could be out there walking among the near knee high grasses. She misses the freedoms that she had before she’d ascended to the position of Empress as a nineteen year old. Her father had been ill, gravely so, though no one had ever properly explained what his illness was. That was at his own request. In fact, she learned after his death that such a command had been one of his final orders and in Rorchid the requests and orders of the dead can never been undone, even by the requesters own children. It is one of the parts of her culture that Mara finds the most frustrating and stifling. She wonders how many times good honest lessons have been lost because of the frankly archaic demands of the dying. Had it cost victories in war? Likely. Had it cost lives? Definitely. Would she continue it when her own reign comes to an end? Doubtful. Though, that was not to say that she did not receive pressure to do so. Her lords and ladies would often make it known that the need to follow tradition is greater than the need of its ruler to wish to buck a trend. But she feels that if she does not her kingdom, her home, will one day fall to a culture like the ones that her neighbours in Eversen and Polaris follow. Neither of those nations cling to such notions.

Mara’s tosses her long white hair back over her slender exposed shoulder. She is already dressed for the banquet but she would never call what she is hemmed into comfortable. Mara doesn’t like outfits of the style of the one that she is finding herself in now. They are meant for show, not for practicality and Mara prefers practicality. The overlong dress forces her to tread carefully as she walks so not to trip over her own feet. Well, the truth is if she trips it will not be over her feet but the excess material at the base of the dress as it drags across the stone floor of the longhouse. And that is before she gets onto the shoes. Who invented heels? She asks herself as she stares across at the slim pointed five inch high heels that are white in colour. They pinch her feet but she’s been told endlessly that they are the highest of fashion in her capital, Pearlescent. To Mara, however, they are little more than torture devices dreamt up by fat old men who wish to see pretty young women dressed in a manner that pleases them while causing nothing but pain of their wearer. The shoes make her frown, her otherwise pale brow furrowing deeply as her ice blue eyes roll and then return to the view beyond the narrow windows ahead of her. She doesn’t feel like an Empress. She feels like a prisoner in her own kingdom and wonders if she really leads the people or whether the kingdom is ruled at the behest of her nobility. She is sure it is the latter. That is why they were not a part of the planning of this day. They have been invited, in a diminished capacity to attend, but this was not there doing. Had it been down to them it would have never come to pass. Her nobles are too greedy and narcissistic to have been able to broker such a meeting. It always had to be about them and what they want. That is why Mara had ordered for messages to be sent to her respective monarchs in the other two kingdoms personally. Not to aids or assistants or anything else, but to the actual monarchs. She had assumed that her fellow monarchs indeed suffered the same annoyances as herself, but she didn’t know. They, she had learned later, did not. Her own kingdom is by far the most bureaucratic, which neither surprised nor comforted her when she had discovered that.

Then there is a knock at Mara’s door. It’s a steady paced knock but hard enough to make it known that someone is requesting entry. She hopes it’s one of her aids coming to tell her that her presence is needed as the view beyond the walls around her has become dull to view and not be among.

“Come.” Mara says simply as she rolls her stiffening shoulders in an attempt to ease the tightness that is the result of the tension from the narrow decorated straps of the gown. It doesn’t work but she doubts anything will as the door to her room is opened and in drifts, Sasha. She to is clad in a similar, though far less intricate, dress to Mara. She has a wide beaming smile and happy brown eyes. Her hair is held in a single long brown ponytail that sways effortlessly as she moves.

“Your majesty, I am here to plait your hair.” Sasha offers with a slight bow that makes it clear that she is conveying respect to her Empress.

“I had hoped you were here to liberate me from this place.” Mara replies as she waves her hand. It’s a gesture of acceptance which Sasha responds to by quickly sliding the heavy dark solid oak door closed. The three hinges creaking lightly in the moments before the privacy bolt is slid into place.

Mara doesn’t know why the care is being taken to keep the room secure. There are four guards right outside her door, as well as two on either side of the two narrow windows that she is using to gain a limited view of the world outside.

Mara is sure with so many guards she is very safe. However, she knows better than to argue with her Captain of the Guard, Alonso. He is a tall burly man with scars down the right side of his face, dark hair, tanned skin and determined eyes. Nothing has ever got past him, or his men. He has always prided himself on his attention to detail, which is why Mara’s father, Patrice, had picked him for the role. Alonso had been a more than capable soldier, but upon his promotion to Captain of the Guard he had shown his brilliance for analysis and planning. Pity that he could not be here himself for this, she thinks. However, she knows that his presence in the capital is necessary to keep her kingdom running until she returns.

“I’m sorry your majesty, that is beyond my grasp.” Sasha replies as she slinks across the small mainly empty space that Mara has been calling home for the last few days and then rests her hands on her Empresses shoulders.

“Mine to, by looks of things.” Mara replies as Sasha soon begins to run her soft hands through Mara’s long white hair.

Sasha says nothing. She doesn’t know what would be right to say to her empress so instead continues with her task of plaiting her monarchs’ hair. Mara’s hair is thick and soft and smells of rich oils. Sasha knows Mara could plait her own hair and often does but the occasion calls for her to be waited on hand and foot. Even if Mara dislikes the notion of being treated as though she is incapable of keeping herself maintained. That is one of the many reasons Sasha feels the way she does about Mara.

“Why are men not treated this way?” Mara asks aloud without realising it, while Sasha continues to work.

“I do not know your majesty.” Sasha replies feeling a need to answer her monarch. She doesn’t know if the empress expects her to have an answer or not, but she does not want to anger her. Though, Sasha has only ever seen Mara angry at her nobles and in response to their demands for how they wish her to rule and act.

“You can speak plainly when we are alone Sasha. You do not have to stand on ceremony when it is just the two of us.” Mara replies hearing the stiffness in her handmaidens tone.

“Yes, your majesty.” Sasha confirms. She knows Mara means it but Sasha who is a few years further into her thirties than Mara still remembers how her father preferred things to be done. She’s told her handmaiden this a hundred times and expects she will have to say it a hundred more and that saddens her more than a little.

Patrice had been a traditionalist, unlike Mara, and preferred servants of any standing to remember that the royal family of Rorchid should be treated as more than a normal citizen of the kingdom. They are the representatives of a higher order, he had often remarked. That is why it is hard to believe that Mara is his daughter. She is nothing like him. Sasha doesn’t know if Mara is like her mother, Lauren, as she died several years before Sasha had come to serve the family. Sasha expects that she is, but doesn’t dare to ask as she knows it brings forth many sad memories for Mara. Perhaps even more than the death of her father, who perished more than a decade ago.

Sasha doesn’t know who her own parents were, or if they still live. She had been abandoned as a baby and left in the care of an orphanage before ultimately coming into the service of the Emperor who had deemed it best that Mara’s handmaiden should be of a similar age to his daughter.

“How is it out there?” Mara asks after a time. Sasha almost having finished plaiting her hair into a long wide intricately layered column that stretches down much of Mara’s back.

“It’s becoming…noisy.” Sasha says carefully.

“You mean my nobles are being bothersome again.” Mara translates bluntly before rolling her eyes and then turning to look at Sasha who has tapped her on the shoulder to tell Mara that she is finished.

Sasha is such a pretty young thing, Mara thinks as her eyes study the face of her handmaiden in the moments before she smiles, naturally.

“Thank you Sasha.” Mara says warmly.

Sasha simply bows in thanks and as a mark of respect at the utterance of her Empresses gratitude.

“Is there anything else your majesty requires?” Sasha soon queries with a flutter of her eyelids.

“Are you joining the banquet tonight?” Mara questions sincerely.

“No your majesty, I am not permitted.” Sasha advises trying to stifle her surprise. She would have thought that Mara knew that her own handmaiden would not be present as only royals and nobles are permitted and she is neither.

“Good. Very good.” Mara says without thoughts before adding, “I require nothing else Sasha. The day is your own.”

Mara smiles as Sasha blinks several times confused and then remembering herself turns and leaves. She makes sure to close the door behind her. She has never known Mara to be pleased that Sasha not be present. In fact, Mara is often remarks quite the opposite. Has she done something to upset her? She can’t imagine what or how. Mara had been how she always was with Sasha, honest and caring, except right at the end of their exchange. Maybe I should have asked? She knows she couldn’t have queried her Empress. That, even if Mara urges otherwise, cannot be done. Sasha is a handmaiden, a servant to the Empress. She is not an equal. Not even close. She knows Mara doesn’t quite agree with many of the traditions and layers to Rorchid, but she would never fully abandon them.

Sasha is troubled as she absentmindedly wanders the length of the longhouse. The decorations and preparations have all been completed and some of the minor nobles of Rorchid have already arrived, been announced, welcomed and shown to their seats.

The tables in the great hall have been broken into three u-shaped blocks, with each assigned to a single kingdom, its ruler, their entourage and their nobles, if the last two happen to be separate.

Huge candelabras, each with five long white candles, sit at the centre of the eight foot deep stained wooden tops. They are evenly spaced and already lit, their flames dancing merrily from side to side as the guests who have already been shown to their places are provided with flagons of ale. The dark, almost black, liquid topped with a partial cream coloured froth that fizzles and helps to release the barley notes that rise high toward the vaulted wooden roof that spans the entire space like the overturned hull of a boat. The strengthening beams that keep the two halves of the roof from collapsing inward wrapped in wreaths of flowers as massive chandeliers of silver illuminate the centre of the vast space to ensure none of the guests have issues surveying those around them and the feast that they will be served.

“And you are?” One of the servants asks as a noble decorated with medals adorned to his thick woollen purple waistcoat and a superior look comes to a pause at his side.

“Baron Stefan Vandermire of the county of Arianne, Polaris Kingdom.” The pompous baron advises with a wave of his hand and without looking at the querying servant.

“Announcing Baron Vandermire of Arianne.” The servant quickly declares loud enough for everyone in the longhouse to hear. Several of the guests, all from the Polaris kingdom, roll their eyes in response as the Baron is quickly asked to follow a butler that will show him to his plain upright wooden chair. It is devoid of a cushion and is instead simple, unlike the three seats made for the monarchs. Their seats, which are more like small thrones are all covered in thick velvet padding emblazoned with the crests of their houses and intricately carved. It took days for each to be handmade and nearly as long to be assembled and finished, but the end result is exactly what Empress Mara Fellowes had asked for.

The announcing servant having declared the arrival of two more nobles to the banquet by the time that Baron Vandermire decides that he isn’t happy with his sitting at the table of Polaris. He grumbles to the butler who simply stares at him lost for a few moments. Then Stefan gives up. He can see that the butler will be of no help, so instead he simply collapses into his chair tired. The lack of cushioning makes him wince as he has had a hard and long ride across Polaris to attend this banquet. It was the demand of his monarch, King Darius Watson, that he attend. The same king who, the Baron notes, who is not here thus far.

In fact, the only other nobles from his own kingdom are young, lowly and dim-witted. Proof of which is already evident as they are, by the looks of things, already several flagons in and beginning to slur their words. Each is talking up their greatest achievements in bed, in battle or in trade. None of the stories impress Stefan who gazes around the longhouse impressed at the level of detail that has gone into the preparation of this space. He has never met or even seen the Empress of Rorchid, Mara Fellowes, but thus far she has impressed. However, he is still sceptical of this banquet and the rumoured peace talks that have been claimed will follow. Stefan doubts King Darius will relent on any of his wishes, of which one is to marry another monarch’s offspring. The problem is that Rorchid has no offspring as Empress Mara is without child and King Ronan Peters of Eversen has only twin boys. Stefan doubts Empress Mara would agree to offer her yet unconceived first child, if it is a daughter, to King Darius no matter what he claim to be able attempt to offer in return.

But Stefan knows he could be wrong. He just doubts he is, seeing as women are especially hesitant of such things. Not that he can blame them. Unlike kings, he thinks as he strokes at the few days growth he has sprouting along his square jaw line. He regrets that he is not as well presented as he would like but the ride gave him little choice, nor did the timing of the order from his king that said he had to be in attendance.

Stefan runs his hand across his shaven head, picturing how he must look and deciding that it is still better than the other nobles from his kingdom present thus far. Each of them look as though they have been dragged through a hedge backwards after losing a fight with a sheep farmer and his sheers. And yes a few of his thoughts are the result of jealousy, but most are clear truth.

The nobles of the other two kingdoms eye him suspiciously and he returns the glances and stares with equal suspicion. He doesn’t know who they are and they don’t know him, yet they, without meeting, are already dismissive of each other. Especially the nobles from Rorchid who do not approve of this banquet which is, according to rumour, the brainchild of Empress Mara and the latest in a long line of actions she has taken without petitioning for their approval.

At least, Baron Vandermire thinks, the nobles of the other two kingdoms have not already begun to overindulge on the ale, unlike his own countrymen who are becoming a little raucous. He knows it will get a lot worse the later in the day it gets, but at this hour it is too early for the din they are making. So Stefan glares at them angrily. They feel his eyes on them and turn to look his way. The younger and newer nobles gulp and then quickly disperse back to their respective seats, a few of which are closer to King Darius’ seat than the Baron agrees with them being, while a few others simply ignore his judgement. They think him a bitter old fool angry because he has fallen out of favour with their king as he cares little for the issues faced by his county and its people, who Baron Vandermire often assures need strengthened defences due to the fact that they share a northern border with the kingdom of Eversen. Their neighbour having become increasingly brave and disrespectful of their border which they frequently test the limits of to gauge how strong Baron Vandermire’s forces are.

In truth, they are not as strong as the baron would like and his pleas for support have thus far gone unanswered by King Darius who has become frustrated with what he is sure is an aging man’s overreaction and unfounded fears.

And as if on cue Baron Vandermire spies his good King, Darius Watson. The young monarch strides confidently toward the longhouse. He is followed closely by his entourage of glorified wannabes, each of which wishes to curtail favour from nobles like Baron Vandermire through the reciting of tales that inform of their glories in battle. Stefan doubts any of them are true, seeing as all those vomiting these tales are all young and headstrong. There may be truths laced into the otherwise clear fabrication that is these glories, but Darius laps them up greedily all the same as he spoils for war on two fronts. It is a spoiling which he has not thought through as such a thing would almost certainly bring disaster and bring death to the over six foot tall, shoulder length black haired man that has never been on the battlefield. His green eyes darting back and forth searching for hidden enemies as Empress Mara appears in her shoulder exposed gown that is navy blue in colour.

Mara wears a wide smile on her face as she prepares to welcome King Darius who fits the description she had been given of a young, boisterous man arrogant above his years and thirsty for action. However, she knows that she cannot judge him any harsher than herself as her own kingdom is sinking into poverty because of the dragging semi-war that she is fighting between King Darius and the yet to arrive and older King Ronan.

Mara does have to admit however that King Darius has a certain beauty that stems from his unblemished youthful clean shaven face and his pointed strong chin.

“King Darius.” Mara says continuing to hold the wide smile as her words ring with sincerity.

Her hands stay clasped in front of her hiding her long painted nails which are sky blue in colour to fit in with her dress and eyes.

King Darius has to admit that he is more than a little taken aback by the slightly older woman that is stood before him. He hadn’t been expecting a woman with as much beauty as the one he has his eyes focused on now and wonders whether this is indeed the Empress of Rorchid. It could be a decoy to disarm him, he thinks as he returns her smile with far more effort than her own required.

“Empress Mara.” Darius returns with the slightest of bows to convey his respect to her position.

Normally Darius would never bow but seeing as this meeting is at her request and within, just, the borders of her own kingdom he sees it only fit to do so.

Maybe I should demand her hand in marriage instead, Darius thinks to himself as his eyes study her from floor to head. He’s impressed, though the gown would not be his choice, much like it isn’t Mara’s who can feel the leering eyes of King Darius on her. She resists the urge to shudder in response as she is sure he is undressing her with his gaze. It isn’t flattering but a monarch of his age knows no better. Mara only hopes the older King Ronan will show more honest respect and not just the false kind that Darius wishes to show outwardly.

“I must admit you disarm me with your beauty, Mara.” King Darius says as she gestures for him to follow.

Mara rolls her eyes in response to his words as she leads the way to his section of the longhouse where most of his nobles are now gathered in preparation for the banquet to begin. She can still feel his eyes probing at the wide lower section of her gown, but she doubts he can imagine anything close to the truth and she’s pleased about that as the gown leaves everything to the imagination. And by the looks of things thus far it is clear to Mara that Darius has only one thing on his mind, which shouldn’t surprise her seeing as his one unrelenting demand is that he must be permitted to wed a daughter of one of the monarchs of either Rorchid or Eversen before peace can be declared. Chauvinist pig, Mara thinks as they arrive at King Darius’ mini-throne. Mara spins on her hidden five inch heels, resisting the urge to wince as they pinch her feet.

“Here is your seat King Darius. I hope you find it comfortable.” Mara says with a forced smile.

What she’d really like to say is, ‘I hope it was badly made and collapses on you, you arrogant sex crazed ass.’ But Mara knows better than to actually do such a thing, especially as this banquet has taken months to arrange, much to her distress. Plus it had nearly failed several times during the negotiating process. Mara still isn’t sure why or what the excuses were as both King’s had been coy to give details. However, such things matter little now Mara knows as they will both be here before long. Backing out for any of them would have spelled disaster as it would have declared that they are incapable of keeping to their word and likely would have led to actual war. Instead of the mainly probing and gesturing that has been the norm for the last near two plus decades.

Mara isn’t sure exactly when the war began or what started it. She doubts the other kings do either, but it should be over soon and when it is she will be relieved. Though, it will mark the start of a period of rebuilding, but anything is better than actual war she knows.

Mara, unlike Darius, has fought out on the battlefield and has taken lives. She didn’t enjoy it but she did accept it. She wonders if Darius would. It is clear he is spoiling for a fight, but has yet never entered the arena of battle himself. Something tells her he wouldn’t, but she isn’t sure why that is her conclusion as she stares back at him.

“Thank you, Mara.” Darius says again without including her title. It is clear he believes he is permitted to be familiar even though Mara has not given permission for him to be. For that alone he could be executed where he stands, king or not.

Thankfully Mara doesn’t have to attempt to converse any further with King Darius as she spies King Ronan approaching and excuses herself by distracting Darius with a promise of ale from the tray of a passing servant.

Darius claims three of the flagons for himself. The servant does nothing in reaction as Darius commands the servant to depart and leave him only to find Empress Mara is no longer at his side. His head whips round before his eyes settle on the entrance to the Parastice which is soon to have King Ronan pass through. At the sight of the older, bald, bushy brown bearded middle aged man, Darius rolls his eyes and sighs before downing one of the three flagons he claimed from the tray. He slams the flagon to the wooden table and lets out a loud smack of his lips. But it isn’t loud enough for Mara to hear and even if it had been she would have ignored the act on principle alone as the portly King Ronan waddles toward her. His face is furrowed and severe. It is clear that he isn’t pleased to be here, or perhaps isn’t pleased that others will be here. Mara had been made aware of Ronan’s displeasure for nobles, which is why so few of them from his own kingdom are present. Eversen is a kingdom where the monarch rules and the nobles do as they are commanded, unlike in Mara’s own kingdom where the nobles have entirely too much say for her liking. Still she welcomes King Ronan in the manner that is befitting a man of his station, with a flash of a wide smile.

“Welcome King Ronan.” Mara offers with her arms wide as though she intends to hug the older man. She doesn’t, but it’s the greeting she feels is most appropriate for the king whose expression softens in response a handle of seconds later.

“Empress Mara, it is a pleasure.” King Ronan replies with a slight forced crack of a smile across his otherwise thin lips, which are nearly hidden by his thick brown beard as he lowers his head to reveal the bald spot that spans much of the surface of his scalp.

“How was your journey?” Mara asks pleasantly as she walks at Ronan’s side as though they are equals, which they are. It is not a gesture she was willing to give Darius, who now sneers in response to the obvious disrespect that he knows he experienced. The young king quickly draining the second flagon of ale to claimed, in an attempt to suppress his irritation.

“Tiresome. But at least it’s over now. And I have a great feast that I am salivating in anticipation of.” King Ronan answers honestly before licking his lips hungrily.

If that had been Darius the licking would have been in response to something completely different than for King Ronan, she is sure. That’s why Mara chuckles lightly in response to make Ronan feel at ease. That is not to say that she trusts the middle aged monarch however, as he has a reputation for underhanded tactics. Many of which have been used against his nobles to strip them of the powers that they once possessed and could have used to unite against him and oust him from his position.

It is a fear that Mara shares in her own kingdom, which will be much more difficult if this banquet is as successful as she hopes it will be as she and King Ronan cross the longhouse to his little section. It is much emptier in terms of guests than her own and especially King Darius, who seems to have insisted on inviting every noble from the necessary to the pointless. Mara is sure it is supposed to show his brilliance in some form or another, though she can’t imagine how as most have never seen battle by the looks of things.

“I hope this will be acceptable for you King Ronan.” Mara says with a warm smile meant to disarm the older portly man.

“I’m sure it will be more than acceptable, Empress. Though please call me Ronan.” The portly king says with a suspicious glint in his eyes as he momentarily looks past Mara before returning his focus to her young porcelain skin.

King Ronan can see how many would consider the Empress beautiful, but she is not his type. He likes heavier set women, shorter too with wide child-birthing hips. That is why he misses his Marsha so. She died two winters ago from a blood infection that was the result of her insistence on tending to the palace gardens. In response King Ronan had ordered the gardens burned upon her death and he regretted nought of it. But his precious Marsha had given him two children, both boys. Both of which are already here and by the looks of things in a competition with young nobles of King Darius’ kingdom to see who can drink the most. If they were older he would find call them embarrassments, but they are still young men and have plenty of time to get such things out of their systems before the eldest, Robert, will take Ronan’s place on the throne some day. The nobles from Polaris on the other hand should know much better, but the antics of King Darius’ countrymen do not surprise him an ounce.

Robert is a few years older than his brother, Raymond, but they look more like twins as they smirk and down the dark ale without a care.

“As you wish Ronan and please call me Mara. Some have already taken to such things without being as courteous as you.” Mara declares making it known that King Darius has shown her nowhere near the respect that King Ronan has.

“What a sad fact to be able to utter.” Ronan says with a shake of his head. He knows exactly what and who Mara is referring to and that is even before he turns his head to look in the direction of King Darius who is still leering stupidly in Mara’s direction. Mara doesn’t turn her head to look, she can feel the young kings’ eyes on her and refuses to give him the satisfaction he so arrogantly insists should be granted to him.

“If you can excuse me Ronan, I think it’s time I get this banquet under way. Don’t want my guests going hungry after all.” Mara explains with a soft short chuckle as she excuses herself to announce the commencement of the banquet now that the last of the guests, the kings, have arrived.

The doors to the longhouse having already been pulled closed by her guards who are all stationed outside the structure so not to make her guests feel uneasy. It had been a suggestion that the Empress had herself put forward before either of the kings had been able to themselves. All so she could remove as many potential issues as she could, and it had worked, unsurprisingly.

“My honoured guests.” Mara announces as she stands at the head of her own collection of tables that face out toward the other two u-shaped arrangements that fill the space. Her voice is loud and confident as her eyes drift from face to face, many of which are unknown to her.

“We are gathered here to feast and feast we will. Let the food be devoured and the ale flow freely as we celebrate all those who are in attendance.” Mara continues before finishing with a wide smile followed by a thunderous clap a couple moments later. In response to the clap dozens upon dozens of servants appear from the kitchens carrying trays of succulent foods roasted and glazed as they lie presented effortlessly on the silver platters upon which they are transported.

The guests cry and cheer at the sight of the feast that is being laid in front of them, while more attendants arrive with great kegs of ale already tapped in anticipation of the consumption that will be indulged in during this most magnificent of feasts.

Meanwhile Mara herself has sunk back into her seat in preparation for the tasting of the food that she ordered cooked for this meal. And she has to admit that it looks just as good as she had assumed it would. Her chefs have done the finest of jobs and she beams proudly as she takes a leg of chicken, as well as an assortment of vegetables, which she delicately carves up with her knife and fork.

“Gravy, your majesty?” One of her servants asks with a deep bow.

“Please.” Mara replies in the moments before the thick hot liquid is poured over every ounce of her plate, which isn’t piled high like many of those around her.

Mara sees no reason no overindulge as she thanks the servant who quickly zips off to serve another of the guests, which leaves Mara to dig into her meal.

Many of her guests have decided to forego the niceties of their stations as they instead use their hands to hold the legs and tear at the meat with their teeth as though they are little more than animals. It humours Mara who watches them as they engage in banter and competition. She doesn’t understand any of it as she notes that she is the only woman present. The reality saddens her slightly, but only for the shortest of times as the taste of the food her chefs have produced can be described as nothing short of sublime. And by the looks on the faces of her guests it is clear they too would likely agree. Not that Mara intends to question any of them to confirm her suspicions as her eyes flit between the two kings who couldn’t be much more different.

King Darius tearing at a chicken leg with his teeth while grasping hold of a flagon with his spare hand which he waves back and forth as he cackles and roars with laughter. It is clear that the young king is already deep into the merry stage of inebriation. King Ronan on the other hand is picking at the meat with his fingers, savouring the taste as he licks continually at his lips. Though his plate is otherwise devoid of food save for the various meats on offer, which range from hare to chicken to veal to steak, pork and fish. Mara had been unaware that the king of Eversen had a disinterest in vegetables, even if it does explain his rotund belly and waddling movement.

It is clear that none of the guests are paying as much interest to the Empress as she is to them or their surroundings, which is proven when the first deaths come and they are caught entirely off guard by them.

The first death is that of a lowly noble of King Darius’ who finds his throat cut wide by the dagger Baron Vandermire had stored in his boot. No one had thought to check him and why would they? Baron Vandermire is an aging noble who arrived with no entourage. He, at least in his own kings’ mind, posed no threat. But that is where his king, the failure, was wrong. The Baron will make Darius pay for his arrogance as countless other blades suddenly come into view. Each and every one pulled by a servant who throws themselves at a noble. The numbers don’t quite equate one to one but the ‘servants’ aren’t servants. They are soldiers trained for war, experienced in combat and killing and that is why so many lives are lost before any reaction comes from the guests.

When it does though, Empress Mara is one of the first to attempt to flee, but she is tackled to the floor and the last thing heard from her is an ear-splitting scream that would make any man feel harrowed to hear.

King Darius, arrogant and too drunk to understand he is no match for a trained soldier, rushes headlong toward the Empresses attacker. It isn’t clear what he expects to achieve but the result is about as much as could be expected when the soldier runs him through and then shoulder barges him to the floor. The blade sliding free of his torso as he tumbles and slams his head, which cracks open, against the thick wide stone slabs that are stained and pockmarked by the countless centuries of wear they have seen. But Darius is not dead, instead he screams in pain as he flails about trying to right himself. He looks like a turtle stuck on its back but never achieves his goal as the soldier drives the blade of his sword into the centre of the kings’ chest. Blood, thick and dark, spits from his mouth as he reaches for the blade. He is trying desperately to wrench it free but for what purpose no one will ever know as the soldier slices a serrated steak knife across his throat. Darius gurgles several times as the blood swells from the wound but then his eyes glaze over. Death has claimed him much like it has many of the nobles in the longhouse. Though, some of them have managed to claim the lives of a few of the ‘servants’ by ganging up on them. Nobles representing each of the three kingdoms having banded together in a manner that has not been seen in maybe five decades or more.

Were the situation different King Ronan might have been proud, but right now as the last royal he has to fight for his life. He cannot suffer the same fate as the Empress or King Darius. Had he not seen the death of the Empress with his own eyes he would have declared her as the orchestrator of this plot. But it is clear that those responsible stem from a different branch, a non royal branch. Is it internal politics of Rorchid which he, Darius and their nobles have found themselves embroiled in? Or were they the targets all along? Ronan does not know but if he survives this he will find out, of that the plotters can be sure as Baron Vandermire throws himself at Ronan’s youngest son. The boy, barely a man, screams in terror as the dagger in the barons hand sinks deep into Raymond’s side. But the boy refuses to lay down and die as he drives his elbow outward to meet Stefan’s mouth with a sharp jab. Stefan’s head snaps backward in response to the impact and as it does he is sent staggering backward, the dagger in Raymond’s side sliding free. Raymond howls again as blood begins to spurt from the deep single puncture wound that sees him turn just in time to be met with a thrusting blade to the back of his throat.

“NOOOOOO!” King Ronan roars as he sees his youngest son die and his blood boil beyond a limit he would have believed to be possible. The anger results in him exploding into a frenzy that sees him tackle the closest of the fake servants so he can exact some form of revenge.

Ronan pounds at the man’s face which soon becomes bloody and misshapen, but Ronan never gets to confirm the attackers’ death as he is tackled to the floor by several other attackers, who pin him to the cold, hard and unrelenting stone floor of Parastice.

Ronan thrashes wildly screaming and demanding that they fight him like honourable men and not cowards. Suddenly and much to his surprise his demands are answered as he is hauled up to his feet. But the soldiers don’t release the last royal, the king. Instead, they make him watch as Baron Vandermire finishes dispatching Robert Peters, heir to the Eversen throne, his eldest child.

The young man doesn’t beg or plead as he is stabbed over and over by the Baron’s dagger, the blade of which is slick with thick crimson as the young heir lets out his last gasp of air.

Stefan releases his hold on the young would have been king, whose body drops to the floor like a sack of potatoes. He posed no threat to the baron who turns toward King Ronan now. Stefan has lost an eye in the frenzy of the slaughter that this banquet has become.

“Coward!” Ronan thunders. He recognises the man as one of King Darius’ nobles, but he is not acquainted with the man personally and cannot put a name to the face that has killed his sons so savagely.

“You will perish for this! There is no place in this world or the next in which you can hide to escape my wrath!” King Ronan roars definitely.

“Really? So your last words are to be a threat against me? No questions as to why?” Baron Stefan Vandermire replies in disbelief. From what he’d heard of King Ronan he was a practical and curious man, but the truth is clearly far different. Not that it matters to Stefan as blood streaks down the left side of his face, emanating from where his left eye used to be. The pain, he would have to admit, is far greater than he would have expected. But it is worth it, or at least it will be. The war had dragged on for far too long and the monarchs have done nought to bring it to an end. That is why things had to change and now they will. King Ronan won’t live to see the changes however.

King Ronan says nothing in response to the Baron though, and instead simply glowers at the man who cleans the blood soaked dagger against his own purple woollen waistcoat. The disrespect sickens Ronan who, while having never liked King Darius, cannot believe the disgusting nature of the betrayer in their midst. If only Darius had dispatched his nobles, like Ronan had. But the young man had been too arrogant and cocksure that he would be able to control those around him. The betrayer now before King Ronan is proof the younger monarch had been wrong.

“Nothing?” Stefan asks now that the blade is clean of blood, though the stubby cross-guard that links the short narrow blade to the hilt is still stained with the blood of the barons victims. The baron himself would never call any of them victims, but he is sure they themselves, if they were not dead, would.

King Ronan has a thousand things he’d like to say. Many of them are questions, but he doubts the betrayer will answer them as it seems obvious to Ronan that this baron intends to end his life sooner rather than later. On that he has to commend the Baron, but it does surprise him that a noble of Polaris has managed to so successfully infiltrate the kingdom of the nation of Rorchid.

“I thought not. Though this may change your mind.” Stefan says as a wide smile rips across his otherwise thin face and the sound of footsteps begin to ring out.

Ronan studies the sound but decides that something about the steps are off. Not because the steps are either too many or too few, but just the sound. They sound like heels of leather but the only person that might have been wearing heels is dead.

As he concludes such a thing however Empress Mara slides into view. His eyes go wide and his jaw physically drops. He can’t believe it. The Empress really is stood before him, alive and well. In fact, there is not a mark on her except for the dark stain on her dress, right over her gut. A stain that has no puncture wound associated with it.

Ronan snarls at first as he realises that he has been played and that his own plans of having Darius and Mara assassinated have been thwarted by the one royal he was sure would be his easiest target. If she were not the enemy he would commend her for her brilliance, but she is so he won’t.

“You did this.” King Ronan sneers through gritted teeth as his hazel eyes attempt to burrow into Mara’s soul and make her feel uncomfortable. But his attempts fail as Mara feels no guilt for the actions she has taken.

“Before you could make a move of your own, Ronan, yes.” Mara replies much to the surprise of Ronan who can scarcely believe that the Empress of Rorchid had discovered his own plans of assassination.

“You knew?” Ronan replies without thinking. It is a uncharacteristic slip that he should have known better than to make, though why it matters now he doesn’t know.

“Of course I knew. There was no way you, the master of plots, was going to pass up the opportunity to dispatch the only two people in the region that stand between you and your dream of holding power over the western territories.” Mara answers with a shake of her head. It isn’t remorse but it is disappointment.

The Empress had been worried that King Ronan would see through her ruse. However, he hadn’t and it had in fact been King Darius who had provided greater resistance to the notion of this gathering than the master plotter. Ronan’s arrogance for victory had blinded him to the idea that anyone could be attempting to out-manoeuvre him.

“Your own kingdom isn’t fairing well Mara. You know it and so do I.” Ronan spits angrily as he tries to wriggle free of the tight grips keeping him at bay.

The men that have a hold of him are bigger, younger and stronger than him however and his efforts are for nought.

“It will now. Peace will heal the wounds of all the people in the Three Kingdoms.” Mara responds as she blinks slowly and softly.

“You are a fool!” Ronan spits.

“This traitor will betray you like he betrayed his own king!” Ronan continues as he tries to pull himself closer to Stefan and Empress Mara. He manages a half step but nothing more as his shoulders begin to send painful ripples because of the strain they are being forced to maintain. He won’t be able to mount a response and those restraining him will know that. Not that it matters as death will find him soon. But before death he can sow discord. It’s all he has left and he will do it proudly. Mara will not get the peace she dreams of. Instead, she will forever be looking over her shoulder waiting for this baron to betray her unless she has him killed like everyone else around them. With that Ronan casts his glance at the scene that he is amongst in the longhouse and finds the space is riddled with bodies, many of which are at odds angels with blood having created a pool that spans much of the floor. The blood has already begun the process of attempting to dry, while more is slapped across the walls and furniture of the longhouse. The stench from the dead bodies and blood are already starting to get to the back of Ronan’s throat as its vile aroma fills the now tainted air of this place. He hasn’t been on a battlefield for more than a decade as he had seen fighting as a young man’s game. He is not a young man anymore and in that time has lost the resilience he had once accrued against the odour. He regrets that now.

“If he weren’t my uncle that might be true.” Mara offers honestly.

“WHAT?!?” Ronan shouts in surprise. This has to be a trick he says to himself as there is no way that a royal of Rorchid and a baron of Polaris can be related.

“Lies.” Ronan soon spits.

He sure that this is some form of deception made to make him to question his own merits. As if this is true then it means that the great uncoverer of information has failed to dig up vital knowledge that could have been used against the Rorchid monarchy.

“My sister, Lauren, was Mara’s mother.” Stefan admits in the moments before the mention of his departed sisters name makes him recall memories of her as she had been in her youth. Stefan had been her older brother and the only member of the Vandermire family that knew of his sisters’ life as a queen in Rorchid.

“You invented this to reach a station above where you should be permitted.” Ronan spits as he glares at Stefan.

“No.” Mara declares angrily as her ice blue eyes burn holes in Ronan. The king shifts uncomfortably in response. He tells himself it’s the strain on his shoulders, but that’s a lie. He can feel the Empresses gaze and it almost hurts to have it on him, though he doesn’t know why.

“My mother told me of my uncle, Baron Stefan Vandermire, when I was a child. I met my dear uncle at my mother’s funeral, albeit briefly.” Mara informs as she lowers her head in unison with Stefan.

King Ronan doesn’t believe it, but knows his time is up now as the baron, who he now know’s to be Stefan Vandermire, steps forward.

“No.” Mara orders as she blocks her uncle’s path with her arm.

Ronan can’t help but smile. The Empress does not have a strong enough stomach, he thinks as he stares at the baron before raising an eyebrow in silent query.

“I’ll do this myself.” Mara then announces much to King Ronan’s surprise. But as Stefan goes to hand Mara the dagger that has claimed both of Ronan’s sons’ lives, Mara pulls a dagger of her own. It is silver coated with golden filigree along the cross-guard and down the length of the hilt which has a dragon, the symbol of Rorchid, carved into it.

“Your majesty, Mara, you do not have the stones. You are a woman and an Empress. You are not of strong male stock. You have never fought on the battlefield. Thus you are too weak to dispatch me without the stain on your conscious ruining your mind.” King Ronan says with surety as he is forced to straighten up, so he is face-to-face with Mara.

The Empress leans in to whisper into Ronan’s ear. He knows he could try and fight this and he would if his executioner were male. But she is not and he will not lose his life at her hand, of that he is surer of than anything before in his life. That is why the Empress played dead while her soldiers and this traitor baron, who claims to be her uncle, did the killing.

“I fought on the battlefield. I killed men. And right now you are realising from the tone of my voice that I tell the truth. But it’s too late. Your end is nigh and it will be concluded by my hands.” Mara whispers honestly moments before she plunges the dagger in her left hand up through the base of King Ronan’s jaw and up into his brain.

His eyes are wide Mara notes as she pulls back to see the shocked look that he had on his face in death.

There is not a hint of emotion on Mara’s delicate face as she releases her grip on the hilt of the dagger and steps back. The dead body of King Ronan drops to the unrelenting stone floor of Parastice with a dull wet thud.

Her ice blue eyes drink in the sight of victory, which neither of the kings ever saw coming. She feels relief wash over her to know that she has succeeded and that the war between the Three Kingdoms of the western region will finally be over.

Mara will find Sasha now this is over, and with the handmaiden and uncle at her side they will reforge the Three Kingdoms into what they need to be for the people that call them home. And if the nobles refuse then they too will suffer similar fates to King’s Darius and Ronan, of that there will be no doubt.

Phantom

Will you call into the night sky?
Ask for the reason you had to fade away
Cursing out every single solitary day
Begging for a chance at a redemption story
But all you get are the night sounds
Whispers and shadows sit all around
No words of remorse or a shred of respect
This madness will consume your every moment
What sad tale to tell the air
For there is no person here to care
All the eyes watched you fall from grace
They all laughed at your disgrace
Cackling that they’ll take your place
They called themselves a helpful face
Pouring over hints of make believe
Another slash forces you to grieve
As you become but a memory
Sorry that you will be gone from me
Tears fall like rain upon these lands
The ceremony was not all that grand
Sad to say as I looked on
And now every shred is all gone
Watching from the realm beyond
One day something might happen
So hold your place until it comes
Then make them feel all that they’ve done

Dig And Weave

Digging in deeper to find the creeper
A whole new persepctive on the lost
With stars still falling from the sky
Will there ever be a reason why?
No point on dwelling as the tide comes in
Soon everything will be wiped clean
But still the voice continues to dwell
Until I demand that it does dispel

Weaving between the woven roads
Still have plenty of places to go
Fires keep the shadows at bay
Where is the brand new day?
Arms wide open for the next chance
Flip the coin and see what lands
No more tragedy does remain
We stand above this lost feeling

Pushing further than the pain
This is still our world to gain
With passion filling up our eyes
Do you really think we’ll be appeased?
No more crawling in the dirt
We love being free of guilt
As we laugh and cry with joy
We refuse to be your chew toy

Running longer than you will believe
This new face will never leave
As the day turns to night
Do you think you’ll stop the fight?
I can tell you you’ll never win
We are one and we are legion
So soon you’ll see the power in me
This is who we are supposed to be

Oppressed

Path of least resistance
What a cruel mistress
Hunting for your head
Wanting you to be dead
Stabbing at the eyes
Bringing hated cries
Bite the hands that feeds
Breeding of miseries
True tale to tell
To the ground you fell
Puncture to the mind
No hope to find
Locked within a dream
Being left to scream
Tortured by the hours
Restrained under powers
No choice for your days
As each one is torn away

Unhinged

Wednesday is upon us so without further ado here is Unhinged. Hope you like it!

The bank is locked tight. Not because the working day has come to an end though. In fact, the sun is hours away from reaching its zenith. Instead, the bank is locked for a very different reason.

Inside Jeremy Myers puts a bullet from the nine millimetre pistol in his right hand into the back of the head of the last remaining member of the crew of fellow accomplices. He hasn’t done it because the man, whose head is covered by a black ski mask, has betrayed or even angered him. He’s done it because it was all part of the plan from the start. His plan. He never would have told the other five members of his crew that. Doing such a thing would have spelled certain disaster. Jeremy might be crazy, but he sure as hell isn’t stupid and cackles crazily while watching the thick dark crimson puddle spread around the lifeless corpse he has just executed.

The fellow criminal never saw it coming and even if he had he would have been unable to avoid his own death seeing as Jeremy is armed with a pump action shotgun as well. It’s fully loaded and ready to dispatch anyone foolhardy enough to try and take him on. But with his ‘crew’ dead, along with the banks two security guards, he doubts he’ll be met with much resistance.

He leaves the confines of the vault room. He isn’t interested in the monetary contents that it holds and only used the lure of easy money to get the five now dead men to join him on this ‘robbery.’

The vault room is plain, apart from the large metal door recessed into the far wall, by the side of which is a keypad and a scanner. Jeremy doesn’t know if the scanner is for the managers’ eye or palm and doesn’t much care. That isn’t his concern here. Still as he returns to the back office of the bank, which is sealed up nice and tight, he hears the screams of the nearly thirty hostages.

They’re all already bound with plastic zip ties, which are painfully digging into their skin as they fidget. He knows they’re not trying to escape, but if any of them were they would be met by a swift shot to the gut. He doesn’t care how many of them die, or the threats the cops will undoubtedly make to try and weed him off the idea of executing hostages. The authorities don’t know who they are dealing with. If they did their response would likely be very different. But that’s their problem, Jeremy thinks as he stares at his captives, who are all still snivelling and weeping like pathetic little lambs aware that they’re being led to the slaughter.

Jeremy doesn’t know if actual lambs know when they are being marched to their doom, but he expects they do. Animals aren’t as dim-witted as people like to make out. They just say they are to make themselves feel smarter and more important than they actually are.

He wonders if these people realise how important they are at this very moment. He doubts it. Instead they’re likely praying to their Gods or pleading for their lives. He isn’t listening to their words, but he is sick of hearing their moans.

“Quiet!” Jeremy roars as loud as his voice will allow. It surprises him just how vocal he can be when it matters.

The walls of the back office are thick concrete that have been lined with skimming paper and then covered in thick layers of cream coloured paint. To his eye the craftsmanship seems sloppy, but he doubts those around him would notice unless it was pointed out to them. Few people ever realise the substandard nature with which jobs have been completed. It isn’t an affliction that Jeremy suffers. Everything he does he does with pride and care.

A wide sick smile is torn across his thin pale lips which would otherwise be twisted into a permanent sneer. While his over large eyes flash between the restrained hostages before him. Their eyes, unlike his, are filled with fear and unsurprisingly a healthy dose of loathing. He can taste it in the air as he inhales it. He loves the taste and throws his head back in response. His swept back excessively bleached hair almost white in colour as he licks his lips and then suddenly drops his head and stares maddeningly at his audience. Each has a bomb strapped to their chest, but they can’t detonate them with a false move. That would have been a terrible waste. Hostages can, and should, never be trusted to keep themselves still. The idea that they will is a fallacy of fiction and one which he finds to be both abhorrent and idiotic.

The rest of the back office space is lined with boring desks topped with all-in-one computers. Jeremy doesn’t care to note the make as he sees little point. The machines serve him no purpose, much like the chairs which were unceremoniously tossed when the rest of his crew had entered. They had been the ones to round up and secure the hostages. They’d even asked, in the typical clichéd manner, which one of them was the manager of the branch. They never got an answer and Jeremy didn’t press it. The crew had wondered why, but he’d given them some excuse about the manager having been canned from his position and a replacement not yet being in place. His fellow conspirators had bought the comical excuse. Not that they lasted much longer as soon after he’d began executing them. Only the last died from a bullet wound to his cranium. The others had met grizzlier fates that saw sharp implements jabbed into their eyes, ears or throats. Each had met a vaguely different, yet inventive end, which had brought Jeremy a great deal of satisfaction.

“What do you want?” Someone asks. Jeremy doesn’t care who. All the faces look the same to him no matter their race or gender.

“Want? Who says I want anything?” Jeremy replies with a terrifying chuckle that erupts from his thin mouth above which sits a long narrow moustache. The height of which is barely more than that of the lead of a pencil.

“That’s why you’re here, surely!” Another of the hostages exclaims. This time it’s a woman. The first had been a man. Both are dressed in suits. In fact, most of the people who are being held hostage are in suits. But less than half of them are bank employees. Not that it matters as they are all wearing the same panicked looks on their faces as they wonder what will happen next.

“Oh, surely.” Jeremy says before erupting into maniacal laughter that sees him throw his head back and gives a proper look at the charcoal coloured suit that he is wearing over a salmon pink coloured shirt and white tie. The outfit doesn’t match. In fact, it looks like Jeremy got dressed in the dark to the hostages. The reality is he didn’t.

“So why are we here then?” A third hostage, a male, asks with a stammer.

“So I can tell you a story.” Jeremy replies with a wide smile that doesn’t quite remove the sneer that is the result of the scarring to his left cheek.

The wounds, though healed, look painful. They aren’t self inflicted but they are deep, jagged and messy. It makes each and every one of the hostages wonder how the man armed with the pump action shotgun got them. Was it the result of a fight? Or some family tussle? They don’t know and they aren’t sure they want to find out.

“You want to tell us a story?” Someone asks with a confused and wary tone.

“Of course. I bet you all like stories. And I think you’ll enjoy this one.” Jeremy continues his head swaying from right to left and then back the other way again. It’s an eerie movement but for some reason none of the hostages can bring themselves to look away.

“What about your…friends?” An older sour faced looking woman asks choosing her words carefully.

“Oh them. You don’t need to worry about them. They won’t be bothering us. We’ll have plenty of alone time.” Jeremy says with a frantic wave of his left hand. His right remaining on the grip of the shotgun, while his index finger makes sure to stay close to the trigger.

Jeremy doesn’t like guns. But they have a time and place. And this is certainly that time and place. He would never be able to keep this audience in line otherwise and that, in his mind, would be tragic.

“Anyway, back to the main event. The story. You all want to hear the story right?” Jeremy queries as his tongue laps at his bottom lip absentmindedly.

But Jeremy is met with nothing but um’s, uh’s, silent pauses and blank stares. He isn’t impressed with the audience’s lack of participation, but that’ll change before long.

“It’s ok. It’s not a long story. It’s about my how my parents met and all that fluff. I think you’ll like it.” Jeremy states before adding, “Mostly, anyway.”

At that point he chuckles crazily, flashing his overly whitened teeth for all the hostages to see. But still he is met with silence and that irks him.

“Fine. Be like that. But I’m going to tell you like it or not. After all, it’s not like you’ve got anywhere to go.” Jeremy cackles.

“And seeing as there are no objections…there’s no time like the present. So let’s start with a poem.” Jeremy concludes. He doesn’t care if the hostages want to hear what he has to say. They’re here and they will listen. That’s why his face darkens as his long pointed nose drops to cut his wide evil smile in half in the moments before he clears his throat to begin.

“I wasn’t a wanted child. At least that would have been my mother’s cry.” Jeremy begins with a flourish of his hands. The shotgun now hangs off his shoulder because of the strap attached to either end of its length. But the hostages haven’t noticed. Instead they stare at Jeremy almost feeling sorry for him.

“My father was a special brute. He saw my mother and pulled her root.” The captor continues pleased with his little rhyme.

“Abduction was the greatest key. He kept her on the bed you see.” The hostages hearing this line gulp. They aren’t sure where this poem is going, but something tells them that it is about to get far darker than even this section alludes to.

“Her first escape saw shattered legs. But still she dared to try again.” The hostages’ eyes go wide as it becomes clear what their captor is detailing.

“Crawling for the front door. Dear dad stopped her forever more.” The hostages wince in response to these words, while Jeremy chuckles a little. He knows he has his audience in the palm of his hand. They can’t get enough. They’re invested now and that’s before the best part has come. Oh how clever I am, he thinks before he carries on.

“Snapped her arms like little twigs. After that she wallowed like a pig.” The hostages cry and squirm as Jeremy recites the line gleefully. It is clear he is pleased with how his mother was treated. It’s proof that he is a sick man. If only they knew the truth of it, but they soon will and when they do they’ll wish they didn’t.

“Before long I came shooting out. Ending her life with a shout.” Jeremy giggles in a manner which would usually be reserved for an excited schoolgirl.

“So dad buried her in the yard. Missing people can be so hard.” Jeremy concludes before roaring, “Hahahahahahahaaaaaaa.”

The man, the crazed lunatic that the hostages are now sure that he is, can’t control himself as his laugh continues to echo and roar. It seems as though it will never end. Then suddenly it does. The smile disappears from his face and is replaced in an instant by an expression of madness. His eyes burn with violence, yet so far he has shown none. The hostages don’t understand this man, and he doubts they understand him. Neither is necessary. He knows that, but he doesn’t know if they, his audience, do.

“Why are you telling us this?” A big guy asks calmly. He has fear in his eyes, but unlike many of the hostages he is managing, so far, to keep his emotions in check. Some of those around him though feel and look sick. They have pale faces and they keep their eyes averted from their captor. They are sure they’d be better off with the rest of this crazy man’s accomplices. Though some wonder why they haven’t heard anything. They would have expected drilling sounds and voices, but they’ve heard nothing. Does it mean anything? None of them can be sure, but now they have noticed it they can’t shake the concern it makes them feel.

“Because I can.” Jeremy replies simply as he stretches his arms wide showing how proud he is of his own actions.

“Now. Would you like to know how I got these scars?” Jeremy asks after a short pause during which silence hangs in the hair.

The pause was for affect and Jeremy is sure that it has indeed had that desired effect that he hoped for. That’s why he can barely keep a straight face as he suppresses a smile, as well as a hearty chuckle.

“No? Well tough. You’re going to hear it whether you like it or not.” Jeremy answers following a delay in which no one gave him the answer that any good audience should, yes. Ungrateful, the lot of them, he thinks as he tugs on the lapels of his jacket and cocks his head left and then right. His vertebrae crack audibly once and then a second time with the cocking of his head. It feels good to get the kinks out, he thinks to himself as a smug look slides across his face in preparation of this new recital.

“I call this…the story of the scars. Catchy title, don’t you think?” Jeremy begins but gives no pause for the captives to answer as he launches straight into the tale. But as he does he recalls now that he never gave the title that he previously recanted. That darkens his mood, momentarily. He should have made sure to inform them that its title was: Poem of Birth. But it matters little now. He has missed his opportunity.

“Jeremy had been a troubled child. He’d killed birds with toxic pesticides. Gutted cats on summer days. And tortured dogs for many days.” The captives were already sickened by this latest story, which is again being recanted as though it is some sort of brilliant fabrication of poetry. It isn’t, but none of them are going to tell the man, who they now know is called Jeremy, that.

“Daddy didn’t really care. In fact he was proud to have him there. Learning how to torture souls. Hoping that his skills would soon evolve.” Jeremy reels off proudly, his left hand extended as though he is reciting lines on par with those that were written by Shakespeare.

“Then came the first death of man. A young girl without a better plan. Desperate and needing cash. Soon her throat ended up slashed.” Jeremy laughs for a few seconds with his overly white teeth on show. He made a slashing motion across his throat as he gave the girls fate, his lips pulled back strangely.

“Prison called a few years later. With the discovery of filthy scraps of paper. They accused of crimes committed. But he would soon be acquitted.” Jeremy alluding to how it is that he is stood before his ‘audience’ now.

“Even so he butchered convicts for fun. No one dared to say a thing. So when the judgement was overturned. Out the gates he did worm.” The hostages are quaking where they sit on the hard polished tiled white floor that has grey shining specks dotted about randomly. They don’t know how this story is going to end, but it makes them all fear for their lives more than they already did. Before it was clear that Jeremy was crazy, but now it seems he is looking at crazy in the rear-view mirror having passed it by several miles.

“But not before a foolish mate. Tried to teach him a life lesson late. He took a razor to Jeremy’s cheek. A reminder of which we often speak.” Jeremy projects loudly, pointing to his cheek when its honourable mention came. The captives have to admit that Jeremy seems to have forgotten the point of the story was to inform them of how it happened. Instead, he seems to have informed them of the events that led up to it, but not the actual details of why it occurred.

“So now you know the true story. Of what happened to the face of Jeremy. A sad tale it’s really not. Cause now I’m here with you lot.” Jeremy concludes before smiling disgustingly. It’s a look that makes all the hostages fidget in response. They are sure he is going to kill them, like he must have killed his accomplices. They don’t know that for sure, but they don’t see how they can be wrong, unless right now one or all of them appear alive and well.

The hostages wait but no other criminals appear to quell their fears, which means, as they had come to suspect, Jeremy has almost certainly killed them. But still they don’t know what the purpose of all this is. Though, none of them dare to ask now. They had believed this was a simple robbery, now they have no idea what they are faced with, other than maybe the craziest person ever to have walked the Earth.

At that moment a phone rings. Its rings is deafening to the captives who had become accustomed to the silence following Jeremy’s harrowing ‘stories.’

But the captor himself simply rolls his eyes at the onset of the ringing tone. It’s a boring drone, he decides, but he had been expecting it.

Jeremy reaches for the phone, but he doesn’t pick up the receiver, instead he thumbs the button for loud speaker as soon as he answers it.

He wants his audience to hear the conversation. He has no secrets to keep from them. What would be the point? They have seen his face, which is pretty distinctive because of the scarring. Plus he’s told them his past, as well as his first name. Those aren’t deal breakers, but they will help. That’s why it’s probably just as well that Jeremy’s dear old dad is dead. Jeremy killed him when he’d gotten old, weak, forgetful and overly talkative with any tom, dick or harry that he came across. It had been a swift death, but not one that had entertained Jeremy. Poison rarely gave him the same pleasure. It was too hands off for his liking, but any other manor would have drawn attention and attention may have led to him being investigated. He didn’t want that as he’d made sure to keep everything perfect and devoid of evidence.

“Line one. How can I help you?” Jeremy says suppressing a chuckle as he answers the call.

“I take it I’m speaking to the hostage taker in charge?” The serious sounding male voice on the other end of the phone asks ignoring Jeremy’s attempt at humour.

“That’s me.” Jeremy confirms without a care in the world. His tone is pitched and jovial.

“Ok, good. I’m officer…” The man begins but never manages to finish.

“Oh stop being so boring. This is supposed to be fun. So how ‘bout we get straight to the good part?” Jeremy interjects before chuckling.

“This isn’t a game.” The officer replies, his voice still as serious as ever.

“Oh but it is. Now ask me the question I know you’re dying to.” Jeremy retorts.

“Huh. What are your demands?” The officer asks already sounding weary from his brief exchange with Jeremy.

“I don’t have any.” Jeremy advises before cackling.

“You don’t have demands! So what is it you want?” The officer asks confused.

“To incite fear!” Jeremy proclaims loudly before he grabs hold of the shotgun hanging limply off his shoulder and fires off a shell.

The pellets explode out the end of barrel and cross the short distance to their target before shredding the young man’s clothes and chest.

Jeremy laughs like a lunatic as hostages scream and cry in shock at the act. Most try and shuffle away from the mortally wounded man as he begins to choke on the blood that it filling his torn lungs.

A few try and move toward the dying man in hopes of somehow helping him, but as they do so Jeremy fires again. The second shells pellets claim another life as they explode the head of a once pretty young woman. The sprays of blood, bone shards and brain matter lancing up the wall behind the now headless hostage, staining the surface as the screams continue to roar loudly.

“Holy shit! He’s killing them! He’s killing the hostages!” The officer on the other end of the line bellows to his colleagues around him. But Jeremy and the hostages hear none of the police officers words. They are lost under Jeremy’s uncontrolled maniacal laughter and the various screams and prayers of the captives.

Three more of the hostages die brutally at the hands of Jeremy and his shotgun before the armed police blast the door and large windows of the bank and come storming in with all force they can muster.

Each of the armed officers is clad in body armour, helmets with face shields and full tactical gear. Their assault rifles are gripped tightly in their hands, the barrels of which are raised and ready to fire as soon as they catch sigh of the target.

The armed officers scream and shout for everyone to get down on the ground but as they advance they are met with Jeremy who simply continues to laugh like a crazed lunatic with something in his hand. At first the officers don’t realise what he is holding and simply demand he drops it, but once they do they know they have to end this. Unfortunately for them Jeremy doesn’t give them the chance as he detonates the explosives strapped to the chests of the hostages, living and dead.

The simultaneous near thirty explosions vaporise the hostages and their bodies who never had a chance. While the expanding core of the explosion balloons outward until it reaches the armed officers who having time to react are consumed and obliterated by the blast that sends blood, bone and tattered cloth in all directions.

Then suddenly the epicentre of the explosion vanishes almost faster than it appeared, leaving debris and ruin in its wake. In addition the walls of the building that used to be a bank, have swollen outward due to the force of the blast. The roof of the building barely still attached to the walls as it hangs partially in limbo waiting to collapse. It doesn’t take long before it does. The crash of the roof and its supports slamming to the ground results in all the officers on the street, as well as the civilians who have been watching, to jump backward in surprise. No one had ever thought they would experience what they have today, but in truth they don’t actually know why this happened. That will only be known once the security footage is published for the world to see. It won’t be the networks that publish it, but once it is out in the wild they will cover and replay it countless times from now until the end of time. Jeremy will be infamous, just like he has always wanted to be. His name will go down in history and with any luck will inspire others to do the same. That is what the crazed maniac had wanted all along.

Blurb: Unhinged

Hey! I’m back again with another blurb. This really is becoming a habit. Anyway, this is pretty different from what I’ve done before. There are no heroes in this story and when it’s published tomorrow you’ll see that it’s not very long (about 4000 words). So here we go!

Ever actually lost your mind? I have. It was quite refreshing. I should tell you about it.

Oh don’t worry, it isn’t a long story. Plus I think you’ll enjoy it. Mostly.
So what do you say? Wanna give it a go?
No? Well tough. You’re gonna hear it anyway.

After all, it’s not like you’ve got anywhere to go. And there’s no time like the present.

So lets begin, shall we?

Cyber Kingdom

Mechanical hearts in your chest, so stark
Another dose of pain will bring you fame
You build your walls up high and sit inside
But can you really say that you’re alive?

You replaced bone with steel, no care
Look to the sky but there’s no one there
What you hope for you can’t quite say
Maybe you’ve taken too much away

Change out your face to begin again
You’ll still be just another trend
A few days before you’re thrown away
Then what will you have to say?

Nothing remains of who you were before
You call it a choice but it was just abhor
Even the eyes are not your own
You lost yourself in this cyber kingdom

Now you weep without a tear
Trapped in a shell that gives you fear
Can’t even work out who you really are
Now you’re sure you went too far

Tragic story in a tragic land
The future of a part of mankind
Too busy pushing for the future to come
Didn’t want to wait and just let it happen

Look Around

Float along the endless winds
While far below the water sings
Up high above the fluffy clouds
Sunlight keeps the skies alive

Far below the tidal waves
Where fish and fauna hide away
All is black and silent
But still life is so vibrant

Drift along the countless dunes
Above and below there are tunes
As the sun does bake the ground
Beauty of the world profound

Sail across the glassy blue
As the birds call out to you
Even as the storms to groan
Everything will still roam

So cast your gaze over the cliffs
As the waves crash into it
While the mountains pierce the sky
The rivers burble a new cry

Volcanoes spew out new land
Upon which life will found
Even while the snow does come
Settling below the sun

Trees towering beyond your reach
Bearing fruits of apple and peach
While the grasses sway in the breeze
High enough that you can’t see

So tell me now what do you see?
Is this just a place to be?
Or should we drink in the sights?
Before the start of endless night