Not Grasped

You wasted your moment while down in the bay.
Had the opportunity to ask me to stay.
Instead you’re now wondering what you should do next.
The answer is simple, just send me a text.
Don’t overthink or analyse.
Not much point if all you do is surmise.
And if you want to know then direct a question at me.
I’ll answer you like I would anybody.

Scrubbed at your hands ’til skin started to flake.
Muttering a line about how you made a mistake.
Yet do not fixate and believe you’re screwed it all up.
Life is a rollercoaster whether you like it or not.
Its why it’s best to hang on tight.
Even when it gives you a fright.
Cause the greatest moments are the ones without plans.
You’ll welcome them with a clapping of hands.

Starred out the windows begging for change.
Oblivious to how you’ve been labeled strange.
But the truth is not what you would like it to be.
Open your eyes and guide it carefully.
Then ever after can come true.
Cause regrets are not what define you.
Still the choice is something you will have to make.
Just make sure you do it for your own sake.

Serene

I thought it was over,
Looks like I was wrong.
Still my head is spinning.
Not sure where I’ve come from.
Please someone help me;
Get me to stop.
If I don’t soon,
I’m pretty sure I’ll drop.

Wind round the mountain;
Sing from the trees.
Have I ingested something?
I really feel ill at ease.

At least it’s an improvement.
I think that is right.
So much is blurry.
Is it due to fright?

Bounce from the rush;
Slam into the sides.
Vision is unaffected.
Time for a ride?

Not what I was planning.
Does it all sit right?
Hush and speak low;
Before I do reignite.

Up on the down side.
What does that even mean?
Lost in the deep fog.
Am I too into Serene?

Not a proper insight;
Simply a fleeting thought.
Give me a break now,
Or I might have to abort.

Back And Forth

You want your ritual; I want a right.
What is removed from us is a moment to unite.
Because all we do is argue and all we do is fight;
Give there some time for us to be without any spite.

If you’re looking for solace you won’t find it here.
Smokes in my pocket and hand on a beer.
Chug down the contents then toss it like you.
If you want to ask then join me in our mirrors view.

I hate the road that you force me down.
Sick of the way that hog that crown.
Hunt for days while staying silent.
And if a word is spoken you’ll flip to violent.

What does that mean and why are these the words you say?
Vicious with your malintent, I need to get away.
But to end the fight and admit defeat simply won’t do.
You brought the match and decided to strike it too.

Blah, blah, blah there you go again.
Mouthing off like you’re a real some thing.
But truth be told you are just a speck.
Acting all prim and proper which just makes me sick.

Tough, you lost now get back in line.
Your social distortion has no space and time.
Just a bunch of words that you love to spew.
Its why those listening are severely in the few.

Digging For Gold

Dig through dirt just to find some jewels.
In your opinion everyone else are fools.
They slave away upon the hamster wheel.
Spinning forever without hopes of a good deal.
Desperate to escape the mess of every waking moment.
But little do they have to worry about being hit by anothers fury,
Cause you’re a…

Gold digger!
Only here for the cash.
Gold digger!
You’ll disappear like a flash.

Acting so coy is how you baffle and confuse.
From there you can sink in hooks to not lose.
Writhe around and cement your place.
Because in you there is no hint of disgrace.
They’re just a name and a face but not a person you would declare.
How do you even stand to stare into a mirror and not feel sick?
With all you’ve done…

Gold digger!
Only here for the cash.
Gold digger!
You’ll disappear like a flash.

Laugh at jokes that make your skin crawl.
All while plotting your latest mates downfall.
Set a trap and then lure them too far in.
Not sure you count amongst us human being.
But change your ways is something you will not.
Cause everything you have this is how you’ve got.
As a lifelong…

Gold digger!
Only here for the cash.
Gold digger!
You’ll disappear like a flash.

Lies That Sustain

Lie.
Fucking lie.
Fucking lie.
Its all you ever perform.

Lie.
Fucking lie.
Fucking lie.
Cut the cord and weather.

Deep in the dark of shallow waters.
I see no reason to give quarters.
Vent out the agony imbued in hate.
Not about to repeat that aged mistake.

With a factor ninety seeping through.
All these actions were caused by how you…

Lie.
Fucking lie.
Fucking lie.
Its all you ever perform.

Lie.
Fucking lie.
Fucking lie.
Cut the cord and weather.

Thump in your chest is not a heart.
Too busy aiming at your mark.
Callous empty soulless husk shell.
Should have rung an alarm bell.

But my eyes slipped from what mattered.
As a result I became so brain scattered.

Lie.
Fucking lie.
Fucking lie.
Its all you ever perform.

Lie.
Fucking lie.
Fucking lie.
Cut the cord and weather.

Pity you have no ounce of sane.
Whats in your head is screeching pain.
Shame is not a thing for you.
You’re too focused on cutting through with…

Lie.
Fucking lie.
Fucking lie.
Its all you ever perform.

Lie.
Fucking lie.
Fucking lie.
Cut the cord and weather…
The storm; which you form,
Tore my soul,
But I will not wait for you.

Complaints

If I hear banter one more time I think I’m gonna scream.
Its like I’m trapped in a dull endless dream.
So much fascination with filling air.
Oh I swear; please stay there.

Conformity is not necessarily about giving in.
Society has laws and for good reason.
Unless you want anarchy to prevail.
If that’s you then here is where I bail.

Polish a turd but it won’t become a gem.
Sick of spinning round without an end.
Shift perspective feels like a line.
Wave goodbye to sense in time.

Jacks in the box but what about poor old Jill.
Did she not make the cut or is there something still?
Merge the pieces or hear the calls.
Each one is from a set of fools.

How’s the day when it’s not left to do its thing?
Haven’t a clue but its clearly flagging.
Too many cooks do spoil the broth.
Then get out the kitchen or face wroth.

Shallow

You got a pretty face but not a smile in sight.
Is that cause you’re spoiling for a fight?
Not a route that I wish to take.
Its why to me so many people appear fake.

So try and be different from the other ones.
Cause in this age it’s a copycat phenomenon.
Boring with how out and overplayed.
Time to set up a fresh parade.
Be unique and not a sheep.
Sick of how by the numbers I hear the bleat.

With a dainty voice that sounds so put on.
Are you trying to impress someone?
Or are you that engrossed in your lie;
That to not conform will make you cry?

So try and be different from the other ones.
Cause in this age it’s a copycat phenomenon.
Boring with how out and overplayed.
Time to set up a fresh parade.
Be unique and not a sheep.
Sick of how by the numbers I hear the bleat.

A gym body but not an ounce of persona.
No I’m not someone who wants to remain a loner.
But a conversation would be nice to have.
Instead of sitting in silence which would be a drag.

So try and be different from the other ones.
Cause in this age it’s a copycat phenomenon.
Boring with how out and overplayed.
Time to set up a fresh parade.
Be unique and not a sheep.
Sick of how by the numbers I hear the bleat.

Drama Queen

You picked the lock to get ahead,
All while pretending to be wrapped up in bed.
Distributed a set of self-serving lies;
Drawn to them like a spider to trapped flies.

There is queen in your drama.
Rivers of mascara.
Truth is null and void.
Manipulation on steroid,
Break the chains.

Detail lacking in your endless excuses;
Time for others has been long since commuted.
Shatter hearts just to get one step in front;
All day long out like a predator on the hunt.

There is queen in your drama.
Rivers of mascara.
Truth is null and void.
Manipulation on steroid,
Break the chains.

Displace the truth for it serves no goal;
Your heart so hard and dark it might be coal.
Twisted smile sits forever in place,
To you there is no such thing as disgrace.

There is queen in your drama.
Rivers of mascara.
Truth is null and void.
Manipulation on steroid,
Break the chains.

Polluted sense of how important are you,
Its why from these corners you tend to spew.
Invite new tales to draw attention,
Every one of them is of your invention.

There is queen in your drama.
Rivers of mascara.
Truth is null and void.
Manipulation on steroid,
Break the chains.

Scream for notice before it fades away;
Centre of the universe is the role you play.
Cheated tests and tribulations;
You are a dictator with your accusations.

There is queen in your drama.
Rivers of mascara.
Truth is null and void.
Manipulation on steroid,
Break the chains.

Stubborn Form

Five years in the fire,
Mount the funeral pyre.

Lashed against glowing rock.
To me this world is shock.

But admit defeat I won’t do.
All the hate can stay with you.
Cause in stubborn form I push right through.
Ignore the bile that you spew.

A decade of destruction,
Leads to pure corruption.

Hounded into the grave.
Species that’s spent its brave.

But admit defeat I won’t do.
All the hate can stay with you.
Cause in stubborn form I push right through.
Ignore the bile that you spew.

Century in steep decline,
No point saying all is fine.

Cracked under heated whip.
Misfortune carved into a quip.

But admit defeat I won’t do.
All the hate can stay with you.
Cause in stubborn form I push right through.
Ignore the bile that you spew.

Not

Six feet under there’s still the crack of a whip.
A new world order which some claim is a blip.
It all looks the same which is why boredom is creeping.
Soon I’ll be down in the gutter where the cesspool is seeping.

Not significant.
I’m sick of how we’re irrelevant.

Notions dreamt up, to sow another lie.
What perseveres, is the start of a cry.
Fragile and weeping angels come to drink.
But in the midst of madness all they do is sink.
Pull a new stack!

Noose round the neck of a sad little soul.
Bring in the big guns who are beyond our control.
What’s a war when peace is but letters on a page.
Anyone would think we are in dire straights of needing a sage.

Not significant.
I’m sick of how we’re irrelevant.

Notions dreamt up, to sow another lie.
What perseveres, is the start of a cry.
Fragile and weeping, angels come to drink.
But in the midst of madness, all they do is sink.
Pull a new stack!