Caveat

Asterix next to the clause
Get out that makes it possible to pause
Writhing free of the words delivered
Just another time you slithered
Hiding amongst the thinned crowd
Always claiming how you’re proud
Profess a line just to hear the cheers
No one willing to call you one of the peers
Warped along the common fault
Hoping something will ease the halt
While claiming joy is ready to go
Pity you don’t do that though
Instead there is only a massive block
To which you want people to flock
That’s why we read between the lines
Sure that everything is not fine
Hence why the caveat must be removed
Before the precognition becomes proved
Cause we want something not the same
Repeating will only bring new old shame
So for once speak the truth
Before the tightening of the noose

Barrow

Stand upon my final place
Encroaching upon what is my space
Not like I can say a thing
Those days are so far gone
And I know you don’t give a damn
If you did you wouldn’t be smiling

Pour out another cup
Every compliment ends in but
Not a shred of decency
Life filled with heresy
With no wish to repent a moment
Words upon which I hope you choke

Defacing what little is mine
To you this isn’t even a crime
The stone snapped in two
And it was done by you
If only that was the end
Sadly it was just the beginning

Days turned to years of disgrace
Less remains than even a trace
What a special vicious soul
Not a modicum of control
It’s why you take the final swig
Then perform one last befoulment

Judgment will come to you
Mark these words you don’t know
Dignity was what I’d earned
So in hell you will be burned
Payment for having never learned
All graves should be treated kind

Those That Remain

Weekly story day is here again and with it is a short (for me anyway at around 10,500 words) tale set in the post-apocalypse. Not committing to anything but might do more like this. Perhaps even make it a series (if and when I get suitable ideas) that are set in the same world. Maybe involving characters from this story, maybe not. Have to wait and see. Anyway, that is more than enough rambling from me and so without further ado here is, Those That Remain.

A heat blasted and sun scorched muscle car devoid of paint roars across the surface of an area named the Basin. Not along a road as there are no roads in the Basin, but across the pancake flat expanse that spans thousands upon thousands of miles in all directions. Inside the vehicle, a man with short dark brown hair, several days’ worth of stubble and amber coloured eyes, named Ade, is settling into what will undoubtedly be a long drive. Everything is a long drive in the Basin and having recently departed a place known as Freetown, it will be a good while before he finds civilization again. That is if you can call Freetown civilization. By the old definition of the word it isn’t, but in a world where maybe a few thousand souls exist it is about the best you are going to find.

Freetown is named such because unlike many other small scrap walled erections that have cropped up around the Basin it has no clan or faction allegiances. That in itself makes it an anomaly amongst the enormous dustbowl as most, in fact as far as Ade is aware every other, area labelled civilization has a leaning in one direction or another. But not Freetown, and because of this it is seen as neutral ground to any and all who visit. Though, truth-be-told most that visit remain there. It’s an island, in the metaphorical sense, of peace and order in a world where violence is the answer to everything. But Ade would never stay there. He hates the place. He hates all places that dare call themselves civilization as they could not be further from that definition. He still remembers, just, the world before. Yet, he would not be able to say how long ago it was that the world transitioned into dust, decay and death. Not that it matters as he pushes the accelerator of his car harder. His foot almost flat to the floor as the stubbed tyres bite into the dust beneath the rubber of the four tyres. The engine, a V10, roars and spits as the car builds ever more speed. While the car is still fast it isn’t as fast as it used to be. Ade can tell. He still remembers when his baby had been able to trounce any and all, not just in terms of speed but also manoeuvrability. Those days are long gone, like many other things in this world. Still, he will never get sick of being behind the wheel of this monster, blasting across the dust, free from the oppression imposed upon you, even by a place like Freetown.

After all Ade is a nomad. At least that is what a decent percentage would term him. In his eyes he is simply a man living amongst the ugliness of the world. Few would be able to question and argue against that. If they remember any shred of the world before that is. Ade had been young when everything changed, but he still remembers enough.

His amber eyes scan the horizon beyond the windscreen before him. It’s the only piece of glass still present on the vehicle. In many ways that is a positive as it gets exceedingly hot out in the Basin, while things like Air Conditioning have become a thing of the past, lost like the vast majority of the technological advancements that humanity had made before it fell it ruin. In fact, even vehicles are becoming a rarity. Not their presence, but their usability. With no oil refineries left in the world, those that remain scavenged any and all fuel they could. If any still remains then it is long lost, like the world beneath, the old world. You see the world from before the fall of humanity did not crumble and collapse. Rather, it became buried beneath the dust that swept in. Ade isn’t sure how but for some reason it gathered and formed like a crust over everything that had been built. Still, he would not be able to tell you what place lies beneath his car now. Locations are lost and with them the names they once held. Not that anyone ventures down into those tombs of old humanity. To do so would spell certain death because of the presence of Ferals.

Ferals were once humans but for whatever reason they sought refuge underground out of the harsh light and dust storms that rage across what is now the surface of this world. As a result they devolved into beings of hyper aggression who will not tolerate the presence of those from above. Though, Ferals themselves would never venture up from the dark depths of below because since the fall of mankind they have developed an acute sensitivity to light that seems to burn them even under the relatively mild glow cast by the night sky.

Ade’s seen a few Ferals, dead, up close. He vaguely sees the similarities between himself and them. But only vaguely as they are little more than bones wrapped in overly pale, almost transparent, skin. It’s sickening to see, especially when you factor in that overly ambitious movements can rend their skin. That is why they tend to scoot about on all fours, like dogs, accept far more ungainly and in a manner that would best be described as creepy.

Ok, not all Ferals Ade has come across were dead. Some he glimpsed through the glass of an old world building. That too was some years ago but to this day recalling what he saw sends shivers down his spine. Though, he does not speak of what he saw. Doing so would only lead to questions as the common belief is that venturing into the old world, if you do somehow best the unbeatable odds of becoming Feral food, is that you will have become infected and that will lead to you becoming a Feral. Ade is walking proof that such things aren’t true. However, when others have claimed to have survived like Ade has, they have been put to the torch. It isn’t a pretty sight, which is not surprising when there are no pretty sights left in the world. Everything is shades of grey. Or to be more accurate shades of red for that is the colour of the dust that is the world.

Beyond the boundaries of the Basin the dust storms that rage and swirl are enough to shred even the strongest vehicle like they are fashioned from materials no stronger than slips of thin paper. Not that those who remain know what paper is.

Minutes have passed during which time Ade has settled into a comfortable position. One that he will maintain for hours and why he is relieved that he possesses things that few others do, which is a vehicle that does not have to rely on petroleum. Instead, Ade converted his baby to run on anything containing ethanol. It is what permits him his freedom as he seeks a purpose, a meaning. He doubts he will ever find it but he searches nonetheless, using his wits to survive in a world that is determined to extinguish what little life has thus far resisted.

Unlike many other romps across the Basin Ade, on this occasion, has a destination. Its general heading is south. But the place he seeks is claimed to possess one of the most valuable assets in the world, water. Not just water, clean water to be precise. He doesn’t believe the stories, though feels he must survey such a place. If it did exist then it has likely been plundered and desecrated by now. Such is the way of this world. Never has he arrived before the destruction, only after. It’s saddening but unsurprising each time it happens and only helps to reinforce his belief that humanity are hell-bent on bringing about their end. In his youth he might have hoped they could change. Such beliefs are lost to the man now. Yet, still he seeks, perhaps not all his hope as lost as he would believe it to be. And if he finds this place, this oasis, will he keep it for himself? Or will he build something a new? A place that is free, that is civilised, that is like the old world but better. He cannot say.

All of a sudden he hears a whoosh of air. His ears pick up the sound immediately, even over the sound of his bellowing engine, and bring him out of his thoughts. But it’s too late. He can do nothing to stop what comes next, an almighty burst of pain in his left shoulder. The force of the impact sends the whole left side of his body forward.

Ade screams but manages to stop his shoulder from crashing into the steering wheel, somehow. He slams on the brakes of his car right after the sudden pain. Memory and experience registers that he’s been shot. The burning throbbing in his shoulder is familiar enough. His car’s rear end swerves left and right, in a way that would more accurately be described as fish-tailing. The movements a direct result of how hard he’s slammed on his cars brakes. The studded tyres struggling to dig into anything to gain purchase and limit the fight he has to have, one handed, with the wheel.

Finally his car grinds to a halt. He winces and wheezes as he turns his head and looks down at the wound. Blood is spilling from it. He growls but is thankful to find that it is at least a through and through, so it means he won’t have to go digging a bullet out of himself. Such a thing would be particularly tricky as he has been shot from behind. Though where the bullet went when it exited he cannot say, except for it did not shatter his windscreen. He counts that as a blessing and then begins to survey his surroundings. He can feel the burn of pain starting to blur his vision but knows he must fight it. He can’t afford to black out. If he does he will die, that is for sure as whoever fired the shot will descend upon him soon.

His first reaction is to pull the modified flare gun from a holster strapped around his right thigh. Loaded into the flare gun is a single shell. It’s all that the flare gun is capable of taking. But inside that shell are hundreds of tiny fragments, shavings and shards of metal. That is one thing that is abundant in this world, metal. It lies discarded, forgotten and rusting wherever you go. Much of it forms the broken remains of once much grander things and because of that it is easy enough to harvest and manipulate for more useful ends.

With his initial scan of his immediate vicinity complete he concludes that he can see nothing however and not just because of the red dust that is swirling around. Thankfully, that is already beginning to clear. Ade just hopes whoever shot him does not have another round to finish the job. It undoubtedly came from range. That much the traveller is sure about.

Still, Ade knows he cannot stay where he is and if not for his wound, spinning head and narrowing vision he would race off again. He can’t and doing so might spell disaster, which is why he instead kicks open his car door and waits for it to be hit by another round. It isn’t which confuses Ade who’s brow furrows in the moments before he throws himself out of his muscle car, his balance unsteady as he raises his outstretched arm ready to fire. His other arm, with the shoulder wound, he keeps in close and limits its movements. Trying to use it unnecessarily will only cause him worse pain and likely more severe damage. Dust stings his eyes forcing him to scrunch them shut and rely on his hearing. It isn’t the first time he’s been forced to do such a thing yet he cannot hear a sound. That unnerves him. He cannot be alone. That is not possible. The wound in his shoulder still biting and stinging as painfully as it is is not imagined, it is real. Then he hears a whistle. His head turns toward it and he risks opening his eyes little more than a sliver. It’s enough and Ade catches sight of a shredspear sailing toward him. His eyes spring open with realisation and he dives to avoid the weapon that would take his head off with its jagged edges if it hit. It misses, much to Ade’s relief, but the assault doesn’t end as he hears the whistle of more shredspears inbound. He hasn’t a clue where they are coming from, only that they are undoubtedly aimed at him. He quickly concludes that he needs to seek cover and the only cover is his car, so he breaks into a scramble that sees him complete a half lap of his muscle car.

As the wounded traveller slides into cover shredspears clunk and boom against the dusty ground narrowly missing him. The sounds from the impacts are those of metal on metal which means that below Ade and his car is one of the mighty old world buildings. That discovery fills Ade with more concern than the shredspears themselves, until he hears a sudden release of air and curses. He doesn’t need to look to know exactly what the sound is; it’s one of his baby’s tyres deflating. He wonders how much worse this day can get. A couple seconds later his answer comes with a howl of a war cry. He sighs unsurprised that it is one of the Basin war clans that are assaulting him. He can guess as to what they want, everything. They are the law out here, if there was law that is. In truth they are groups or factions of survivors who prey upon the weak and lonely who dare to traverse the Basin and who do not, or in Ade’s case refuse, to stick to places like Freetown. They are without remorse and in some instances feed upon those they catch. Ade’s fought their ilk before but he has to admit this band are a little more organised than most. It’s concerning but something he has to put out of his mind as he focuses on what he can see and hear around him.

Suddenly one of the clansmen appears, bare-chested covered in dried blood applied like war paint, his expression mad and bloodthirsty as he wields a spiked club in one of his hands and howls like an animal and beats his chest with the other. The noise reminds Ade of a gibbon, but more primal and less evolved. After all, the clansmen are the dumbest of the dumb. Fanatics who follow whoever it is they deem worthy of their brutality. Not that it makes a difference to Ade’s reaction and stops him from bringing his flare gun to bare as the clansmen charges recklessly straight toward him before he fires.

Whether the clansmen did not understand what was being levelled at him or deemed it a ruse no one will ever be able to say, but the shot has the desired effect of turning the attacker into a bloody mist and an eviscerated chunk of instantly dead meat. The remains of the body, shredded and torn to ribbons, flops to the dusty ground with a dull thud about two metres out from Ade. He does not, however, pay attention to the gore as he breaks the flare gun open, dumps the shell casing and then slides another into place from around his waist.

With a fresh shell loaded, Ade snaps the flare gun back together just in time to fire on a second clansman, who leaps over his car with a misshapen blade held high over his head that the attackers clearly hopes he will be able to bring down on the injured traveller. The clansman doesn’t get the chance due to Ade looking over his left shoulder, raising his weapon and firing, point-blank, into the still mid-air clansman. The blast taken full force to the clansman’s’ gut, punches a gaping wound straight through the exposed flesh of the attacker who is in turn flung limply backward.

Again Ade pays no mind to the mass of dead meat as he begins the process of reloading his flare gun. However, before he gets the chance a clansman rolls into view and charges headlong toward him. The brown haired traveller in response offloads the flare gun into his left hand which allows him to rip the six shot revolver from its holster toward his back, level the weapon at its target and then fire once. A .357 bullet explodes from the fifteen centimetre long barrel with a deafening boom. The clansman’s eyes go wide in surprise. He clearly didn’t believe that the weapon brought to bear was loaded. It’s the last mistake the war paint covered man will ever make and one he can do nothing to avoid.

The bullet slams through his right eye, sending a spray of blood bursting outward like a fountain. However, the bullet does not stop there and continues its path through his brain, which it cleaves a tunnel through until finally exploding out the rear of his skull leaving a ragged hole about three times the size of the bullet. Chunks of shattered skull and scraps of brain are sent flying as the lifeless body thumps to the floor with its arms and legs splayed.

Unfortunately, Ade is unaware of the second attackers behind him until it is too late. The brown haired man only manages to register the presence and achieve about a half-turn prior to the blunt end of a club being smashed into his temple. It renders him unconscious immediately and happens before his body even hits the dusty ground.

Right Before Your Eyes

Public service announcement
Votes will have to go through a recount
It seems some ballots were forgery
What a surprise to absolutely nobody
To make matters worse new rules now apply
No more man hours will be devoted to try
So please be aware that the term is amended
Meaning the present servers period is extended

Dissolution of democracy
Rise of autocracy
Can you say it with me?

Public disservice for you and me
All forms of government will end today
Make no attempt to exercise a right
Those will be gone by the start of the night
Instead the order is you must all stay in your homes
Failure to comply will be met with broken bones
Ontop of that will be hefty fines to be paid
Each of which is more than you’ve ever made

Dissolution of democracy
Rise of autocracy
Can you say it with me?

Private declaration insistance
No member of society should try and resist us
Absolute power resides within our grip
One false move and your life ends quick
We came through the backdoor and you failed to see
It was too late by the time it dawned on thee
So just follow our demands and your life will continue
Step out of line and you’ll be nothing but sinew

Dissolution of democracy
Rise of autocracy
Can you say it with me?

Rise

Rise at the dawn of a new day
Don’t listen to a word they say
Stand tall and don’t back down
This is the time where you wear the crown
No jester, fool, servant or maiden
You control your own dominion
So shape your life as you choose
You’ve got nothing to lose
Cause staying static is giving in
That isn’t the point of living
Your days are your own and no one can say
That you don’t have the right to spend them your way
Just ignore the hate leveled at you
They’re just jealous you’re rising through
Casting all the negativity aside
There is no limit to how far you can rise
So take a hold of your crown
Wear it proud and don’t fall down

Recurring

Creeping down the corridor
Will you hear the creek and roar?
Nervous as a deer in light
The darkness might give you fright
Just before you turn the bend
Only to do it all again
Each step breeds more fear
The pit is growing deeper here
Then a sound does ring true
That’s when you stop and stew
Feel the silence deafening
Making you want to scream and swing
But instead you simply freeze
Attempt to not even breathe
Then when you’re sure you are alone
Forward you make your momentum
But still in the corners of your mind
Something feels like a crime
Its when the itch becomes a throb
Terror that you might soon lob
Caution right into the wind
Which will leave your progress in the bin
At which point you just die
Awaken with a scream and cry
Sure that it all was just a dream
Up until it starts again

Blind With Sight

Two eyes can’t see a thing
It’s like no light is getting in
So break the stitches and actually look
If you don’t then the world will be shook
Do you really want that to your name?
With it comes every ounce of blame
What a burden to carry through time
Being blamed for the most avoidable crime

Two eyes that still refuse to look
Instead you stare at that empty book
So listen as I explain what comes next
And no don’t try and claim you’re hexed
That’s an oversimplifaction and lacks truth
So trust me when I say I know you have no proof
Hoping that the stars will somehow align
That kind of wishing will never turn out fine

Two eyes facing the facts
Tell me you don’t see the cracks?
I know you do and so you really should
All this is because you misunderstood
I could spin a yarn about how it’ll survive
However to do so would be a dive
Headfirst into that pit of disaster
The kind you hoped we would randomly master

Second Class Humans

Wow we’re already in February. Plus it’s a Wednesday, so that means story time. This week I’ve got a Sci-Fi story centred around how people are treated differently because of where they are born and from. Not saying anymore about the story than that as I don’t want to give too much away. Only other thing I have to say is it’s about 17,500 words long. That’s it. That’s the introduction over. So lets get into the story.

Fredrik Emerson steps off the Renalt platform he’s been waiting on for the last few minutes and onto the currently stationary silver coloured oblong box shaped transit shuttle that forms part of the Lunar Transport Network.

Renalt platform is like all the other platforms that make up the LTN, bland, uniformed and uninspired in every imaginable way. It’s a theme that carries on throughout the entirety of the lunar colony. No matter where you go on the Moon everything looks like it was built for function and at no point were aesthetics taken into consideration. That is because they weren’t. It’s a plain and simple truth. Those invested in the Moon have at no point been interested in any need for architectural brilliance or a wish for these structures to one day be heralded as marvels of human design. No, these structures are here to serve and be easy to keep in operational condition. It’s why no one who lives on the Moon pays any attention to the aesthetics around them. They are all well versed in the lack of imagination and care for design that this colony, the second world of humanity, is etched with.

It’s why the flat white stained walls of the Renalt platform over which hang periodically placed metal squares adorned with the logo that serves not only to represent the platform but also the transit systems operator, which also bears the name title, Lunar Transport Network. It’s as an unoriginal corporate branding as is possible to exist, but somehow perfectly fits alongside the aesthetic of the structures on the moon, all of which are boxy, angular and dull.

Fredrik couldn’t care less about the appearance of this place or who owns what right now. He’s too exhausted and so slumps into the nearest available seat now that he is onboard the shuttle.

Much of the carriage around him is empty. It’s no surprise given how late the hours is. Not that you can tell the hour just by looking up. That is only possible on Earth, where there is a natural sky. Not an artificially created one like on the Moon. Still, it doesn’t bother Fredrik, at least right now anyway. Instead, he just wants to rest. His legs ache. If it were only his legs it might not be so bad but after a thirteen hour shift of crawling through tight spaces and fixing autonomous machines, without a break, he can safely say his legs are the least of his problems. His arms and elbows in particular feel heavy, but they in no way compare to the surging agony that is emanating from his back. For a man of thirty two he sure doesn’t feel it right now as he leans back, his blond closely cropped hair covered head resting against the wall of the shuttle as the doors hiss closed.

Fredrik rolls his green eyes closed wondering if he’ll be fortunate enough to be able to get some sleep while on the shuttle. He hopes he can, especially as the journey back to the accommodation sector, where his tiny studio apartment resides, is a good twenty minute ride.

He’d find the journey acceptable if every time he thought about it he didn’t remember that the link between the Moon and Earth, a distance of almost a quarter of a million miles, takes only sixteen hours. At least that is what he’s heard. He’s never been to Earth. Few on the Moon have. Those that were born here never leave. Such a thing is not permitted under any circumstances, ever. The same cannot be said of the people of Earth. They can come and go as they please. They don’t. But they can. No one would stop them, even the United Earth Governments Security, or UEGSec. They are a quasi-police force; if a small army of armed and often condescending jerks that know they have absolute reign over the Moon can be described as such that is. And they make sure to exploit that position too. Not that the people of Earth likely ever hear about what they do up here, and even if they did they likely wouldn’t care. After all, the Moon and its citizens exist for one purpose and one purpose alone, to build and grow everything that Earth needs to keep it going. That was never meant to be the purpose of the Moon, at least not entirely. Instead, the Moon was supposed to be a springboard that would help humanity catapult itself out into the stars. But such a thing never transpired. Perhaps it was never supposed to. No one on the Moon can say for sure. It’s been several centuries since the colony was established. Anyone that had been around back at its founding are without a doubt long dead now. Average human life expectancy is ninety years, on Earth anyway. On the Moon it’s more like sixty, at a push and if you’re lucky. Few are and that means, not that Fredrik thinks about it as he hears the gentle whoosh of air beyond the bounds of the shuttle which signify that it is now hurtling down the rails elevated off the rocky grey surface that is the Moon, he is over halfway through his life. If he was being honest he wouldn’t call it a life. In fact he rarely does, when speaking to himself silently and in his head. It’s an existence really and not a happy one at that. But it’s all he’s got he knows as he unfurls his eyelids and lifts his head forward so that his neck is supporting the not insignificant weight entirely once more. It is at that point he sighs, shakes his head and then following a couple of blinks in hopes of dispelling his exhaustion, casts his gaze about.

The shuttle really is empty at this time of night. Only a few others frequent this ten metre long oblong metal box, the sides of which are lined with bench seats that face in toward the wide central lane of the carriage.

During rush hour few would be seated, whereas right now everyone is. Not because there aren’t any seats available but because there are so many packed into each carriage that no one gets the chance to sit. Instead everyone has to stand, crammed and sandwiched together in the most awkward and uncomfortable of ways. It’s like cattle being herded through gates. At least it is according to what Fredrik has seen of how cattle used to be treated on Earth. It’s done very differently on the Moon. No animal roams, at least in the open. They live entirely under cover within giant silo shaped buildings that are divided into separate levels. Each one of those levels is dedicated to a different species such as cattle, pigs, goats, sheep, turkeys and chickens. Fish are housed elsewhere from what Fredrik has been told. Not that he’s ever seen any of this. He’s not that kind of engineer. He works on repairing machines in one of the Ishita Electronics plants. That particular mega-corporation makes electronic products of all shapes, sizes and uses. None of their products are sold on Lunar. They are for the people of Earth and only the people of Earth. Fredrik as an engineer is one of the few who actually, occasionally, glimpses them. A lot are not so different to what is available on Lunar, except clearly better quality and more substantial. Though, there are items which Fredrik is unaware of the purpose of. He can’t learn what they are however as there is no one to quiz and discover such things. Not that if there were he would be permitted to gain such knowledge. Company policy dictates that Ishita Electronics secrets, which they define as everything relating to their business, will not be shared unless guilty parties wish to be sentenced to a life of hard labour and be landed with charges amounting to nine hundred and thirty seven million dollars.

At that moment Fredrik looks down at his grubby dark blue overalls to find he still has his wrench on him. He rolls his eyes in frustration. It’s the third time in two weeks he’s forgotten to leave the tool in his storage locker. It isn’t a big deal, unless he forgets it again that is. It’s what he did the last time and as a result had to pay a non-returnable and hourly hire fee to use another. That is how they get you on Lunar; they add costs on costs on costs until the miniscule sum you get paid, the average being seventeen dollars a day, dwindles down to nothing. It’s criminal, it’s exploitative, but its unavoidable.

That’s not to say that people haven’t tried to change things. They have. Or, to be more accurate, they did. Those attempts were a long time ago. Back when UEGSec had been more lenient. Well, more lenient than it is now anyway. At least that is what Fredrik had been told. Still, the attempts ended in failure, bore no fruit and only led to increased UEGSec presence in the aftermath, which has still not abated to this day. That is why it is now more like being under permanent military guard than it is living in a colony that has a security presence.

Everywhere you go there are checkpoints, scanners and cameras. If you so much as look wrong UEGSec pull you aside for questioning. Fredrik has never wanted to find out what sort of questioning. That’s why he keeps his head down. Still, if he had a management position it would be easier. Not that he’d ever get one seeing as they are reserved exclusively for Earthborn and why managers can be seldom found anywhere on Lunar.

To the engineer, it’s like the people of Earth don’t want to remember them, and maybe they don’t, Fredrik thinks as he turns his head to the left only to see a couple of UEGSec personnel dressed in their trademark black armour, Fredrik has no other word for it. They’re heading his way. It’s not surprising. They’ll be checking to make sure everything is peaceful and that no one is getting up to something they shouldn’t be. Or at least that would be their reasoning, if they were willing to give any which they wouldn’t be.

Just the sight of the armed criminals in what must be a military rated uniform makes Fredrik’s blood boil. Not that he’d ever act on his emotions. He can’t afford to. He’d stand no chance if he tried. That is why he instead is inclined to do what he always does when any of the security agents are present, bow his head and keep his gaze averted. So that is exactly what he does.

Meeting them eye-to-eye, as he has witnessed first-hand, often results in a beating at the very least. Fredrik isn’t inclined, now or ever, to risk such a thing. But as they grow nearer Fredrik hears one of the two UEGSec demanding that ID is shown so that it can be checked and authenticated. That’s pretty standard fair, though unusual for this late at night. Then Fredrik hears the other half of the pair of armed thugs in uniform demand to know if their current target, a weary looking white haired man, knows anything about Dissidents. The man, meekly and respectfully, assures that he does not. Then the agent checking the aging man’s ID clears him. The other agent, who mentioned the Dissidents, growls in frustration perhaps believing that they might have found a suspect. They haven’t.  

Both UEGSec hesitate, as if they are looking, more likely attempting to fabricate, a reason as to why they should pursue this man further. Ultimately, they conclude there is little point and so move on. That is part of the reason Fredrik hates UEGSec so much. They look for reasons to go after people. It’s pick a target and pursue, irrespective as to whether they are guilty or not.

Having reached the next passenger, a young woman, they demand she present her ID and then question as to whether see knows anything about Dissidents. Fredrik doesn’t hear the reply. By this point he has tuned the voices out. He can’t listen to their public interrogations and lack of civility any longer as it will only succeed in making his blood boil more than it has thus far.

Dissidents, it’s a name Fredrik and the rest of the citizens of Lunar have been hearing more and more frequently about in recent weeks.

According to UEG propaganda they are a small group of rebels who are attempting to destabilise the productivity of the Moon in hopes of usurping control of it for some nefarious means. Fredrik can’t recall the details. The reasoning will be false. UEG propaganda always gives a reason as to why everyone else bar them, the mega-corporations and Earth are in the wrong.

The reality, at least according to opposing Dissident propaganda, is that they are a growing group of civilians who think the time is long overdue for the people of Lunar to rise up against the exploitative nature of the UEG, and the people of Earth by extension, who use the Moon and its people for nothing but maintaining an easy existence for all those who were born on the planet of humanities origin. Fredrik has heard their transmissions, illegally piggybacked on UEG network broadcast systems. He hasn’t a clue how they manage it or have avoided being caught, but he agrees with them to a point. The UEG and Earth do exploit the people of Lunar and yes they do deserve the right to govern themselves, but the truth is that is not going to happen. UEGSec have guns. They’re the only guns on the Moon. So even without numbers, which they can get via reinforcements that would funnelled up here through the LunarLink, the citizens stand no chance. And that would be if every inhabitant of Lunar joined the cause, which they haven’t, of that he is almost certain.

Either way the UEG regard the Dissidents as the highest priority targets for their UEGSec agents and have even gone as far as to issue orders that any Dissident member or sympathiser can be dealt with using whatever force is deemed necessary and at the discretion of the agents involved. That broadcasted order alone was terrifying for everyone on the satellite to hear. Yet, it is the direct result of a string of progressively more brazen Dissidents attacks against corporation property in the name of delivering a free Moon to its citizens.

These attacks, the Dissidents believe, are the only way of bringing about change, and think that the damages will force the UEG to accept demands of entering into a negotiation. A negotiation which the Dissidents believe will give them the opportunity to broker a deal that will hand the Moon its freedom and independence from the UEG. If they believe that is what fate awaits then they are sorely mistaken. The UEG will not enter into a negotiation. They would rather see the Moon destroyed than bow to terrorists, criminals and murderers.

The two UEGSec agents check several more passengers, finding all of them clear, before continuing toward Fredrik. The engineer doesn’t look in the agents’ direction, at least not fully. Instead, he glances to the corner of his vision as a bad feeling creeps over him and then picks at his fears like you might a scab on your arm.

He curses, silently to himself, wishing that the shuttle were closer to his destination, the housing district Persius, named after the founder of the Weaver’s Water Distribution Service, or WWDS.

The WWDS serves as the one and only utility company from which the people of Lunar can get there water. On the Moon there are no competition laws. Unlike on Earth they have never been written.

Nerves get the better of Fredrik as the pair of agents draw ever closer, having swiftly, too swiftly compared to the others they surveyed before, passed the last passenger before him. It’s why he is now up on his feet and mid-stride.

His aim is to head down the carriage and away from these UEGSec agents. What that will achieve he isn’t sure, but if he can stay away from them for long enough then he might be able to get off at his stop and avoid them. This isn’t something he would normally do but something tells him that the two agents may not be looking for Dissidents at all. Instead, it seems more like they just want a target and Fredrik gets the feeling that it might be him. He can still feel the pair’s eyes on him. He’s been able to for the last couple minutes. But he manages only to complete a single step and place his foot firmly back on the floor of the shuttle before he hears one of the agents call out, “Stop!”

Fredrik freezes in place. A section of him screams because he’s complied without hesitation. The voice in his head roars that he’s a fool, and that he should have kept going. But Fredrik knows what would have happened if he’d ignored the order, or indeed broke into a run. They’d have gunned him down. UEGSec don’t care. They have carte blanche; can do what they want when they want. No one is going to stop them. No one can stop them. If Fredrik believed otherwise he might have joined this supposedly growing group of rebels, but he doesn’t. In fact, he isn’t even sure that it is growing. It sounds more like a lie to convince others than it does actual truth.

Quickly the twin agents circle around either side of Fredrik to block his path. The engineer can feel sweat beading and then trickling, uncomfortably, down his back. He gulps, hoping that only he can hear it as his palms continue to grow clammy. He even has to force himself to focus on the men before him. If he looks away now they will take that as a sign of being guilty. He can’t afford that. Still, it doesn’t stop the thought of, why me, running through Fredrik’s head. He doesn’t have an answer. Likely he never will. Not that he knows what will come next. He has ideas and none of them do anything to ease his fears. In fact, they only amplify them.

“Credentials.” The man on Fredrik’s left spits as angry staring almost black eyes burrow deep into him. They aren’t black in colour but in the artificial light they look it. Fredrik wishes he could see the rest of the agents face, but it’s hidden beneath one of those helmets that they are usually adorned with. Though, the ability to glimpse the agents’ eyes is unusual. Just not as unusual as his colleague who’s face is uncovered.

Fredrik resists the urge to shudder as his skin crawls. Like he resists the urge he feels to look at the other agent. He doesn’t need to. He can see enough of the other half of this duos face and expression in his peripheral vision and it’s even more menacing than the agent who has made the demand.

“I don’t want any trouble.” Fredrik blurts honestly. The words leave his mouth without thought or intention as panic fills his eyes. That alone results in them shifting rapidly a little to the left and then back to the right over and over without breaking direct line of sight from the agent on his left at any point.

“Shut it and present your ID now.” The other UEGSec agent demands. A snarl appears across the agents round face as his amber coloured eyes narrow to suggest that he finds Fredrik suspicious.

Without pause Fredrik dives into his pockets and begins to rummage. He could have sworn it was in his right pocket but he finds nothing. It’s why he frantically dives into his left pocket. The pockets are deep but sparsely populated. Plus at any other time Fredrik is certain he’d lay his hand on his ID almost instantly. Right now however, while under pressure that is not the case. It’s why his heart is beginning to hammer off-kilter in his chest as sweat beads and threatens to trickle down his brow. Never before in his life has Fredrik been so conscious of the passing of time. So when his hand finally comes to rest on his ID badge some twenty nine seconds later he feels a wave of relief wash over him. Without pause he rips the ID badge from his pocket and then presents it with a shaking hand.

The agent on his left snatches the badge from Fredrik’s hand and then holds it up as if to compare the photo to the man it belongs to. Fredrik hasn’t changed much since the image on his ID and he’s thankful for that as he waits patiently and uneasily for a confirmation that all is good. Even if in the back of his mind he still worries that he might be being singled out. It wouldn’t be the first time UEGSec had been guilty of such things. In fact, it’s a widely known danger of coming face-to-face with the agents. To make matter worse there never seems to be a trigger or pattern to when it occurs and that makes it all the more terrifying.

If Fredrik could see the agents face it might ease some of his fears but the helmet that covers his face makes his expression indistinguishable. If only that were the same for the other agent who continues to snarl angrily as his helmet is lodged under one of his arms.

Fredrik knows for a fact that the agent should not have his helmet underarm. Not that he is about to question the UEGSec on his adherence to regulations.

Suddenly Fredrik catches a quick jab from the helmet wearing agent to his colleague. It’s a clear sign of attempting to gain the attention of the other UEGSec member and one that Fredrik concludes cannot be good. They didn’t take this long to conclude the previous passengers in this carriage were clear. At least Fredrik doesn’t think they did. He can’t be sure. The passage of time when it is you under the microscope compared to when you are a bystander is very different. But his belief is that his ordeal is lasting much longer than those around him did. That alone makes Fredrik want to gulp. He resists the urge encase it somehow implicates him in some negative way. How he doesn’t know, but he is in no way inclined to risk anything right now. He can gulp, sigh, shake, and anything else he feels necessary when this is over. If this is soon to be over, a voice calls in his head rather unhelpfully. The engineer tries to dispel it but fails and is instead forced to admit that he’d be lying if he wasn’t aware that when UEGSec agents are bored he’s heard tales of them picking on members of Lunar’s populace just because they can. The believed reason for this is said to be because it is something for them to do that helps break up the dull hours of their shifts. The truth, in Fredrik’s eyes, is they’re sick, sadistic and cruel.

The helmetless agent grunts and then asks, “What you doing on this transport?”

His voice is deep but quicker than Fredrik remembers compared to the last time the agent spoke. Still, it doesn’t change the short couple seconds of being unable to think before his brain finally kicks into gear, subconsciously taking over and forcing him to reply, “Heading back to my bunk in Persius.”

Even though his brain forced him to speak Fredrik still managed to blurt his answer with more fear and shifting pitch than he would have liked.

“Where from?” The other agent asks. His eyes are now hidden by his helmets visor. Fredrik doesn’t know when the man slammed it down, but this change is more than enough to further panic the engineer.

“I-Ishita Electronics. I just finished my shift.” Fredrik stutters as he glances from the faceless agent to the snarling one.

Fredrik is now convinced this is bad, very bad. He is the first and only one, of the few others in this carriage, who they have gone so in-depth with. That in no way can be a good thing. He should have run. He knows it now, but at the time was convinced that if he’d tried he’d have been gunned down. And it is true that he might have been, but he might have survived it. Whatever this is on the other hand it seems his likelihood of survival is much slimmer.

“What do you do there?” The helmet wearing agent quickly queries with curiosity and suspicion in his tone.

“I-I’m an…engineer.” Just as he finishes overcoming the catch in his throat to give the answer, Fredrik turns ever so slightly to show the wrench that is hanging off his waist.

He hopes that it will be enough to placate the agents. Whether he believes that it will he dares not consider but the answer soon comes as both UEGSec personnel before him draw and raise their weapons so that they are pointed at the centre of Fredrik’s chest. By that point the one who had been snarling at Fredrik his now wearing his helmet and barks, “Do not move!” His voice loud and angry but befitting its owner entirely.

Fredrik instinctively raises his hands, slowly, in surrender. They shake visibly as he holds them up. Though he does manage to ask with a mixture of panic and desperation, “What is this about?”

“You fit the description of a confirmed Dissident.” The agent on Fredrik’s left announces.

“What? That can’t be!” Fredrik spouts with incredulity, his eyes wide as they flit from one UEGSec member to the other and then back again. “I’m no Dissident! I’m a good honest worker!” Fredrik continues to promise as he attempts to peacefully protest against the insinuation. To do anything else will end in his execution, here and now on this shuttle. It might be want the agents want, but he isn’t about to give it to them.

However, the UEGSec agents ignore the engineers protests as the one who had been snarling, before he donned his helmet, asks, “How do you want to handle this?”

“Better safe than sorry.” The other agent replies with a shrug and a particularly cool tone of voice.

“What does that mean?” Fredrik demands as his heart races.

“It means you’ll never be involved with terrorism again, scum.” The agent on Fredrik’s right spits angrily.

“I’m not, never have been. I’m just a simple engineer.” Fredrik exclaims hoping, but knowing, that his pleas will go unanswered. So he screws his eyes shut and shrinks visibly as he cowers and waits for what he is sure is about to be his death. A thousand thoughts race through his head. Many are memories, a few are regrets. One such regret is how he ended up here in this moment. How he hadn’t listened to the voice in his head when he’d had the chance. It wasn’t a singular chance he’d had. In fact, it had been multiple and he’d ignored them all. He only really remembers the first, and not all those that had followed it. Still, he knows they had existed. But he’d ignored them and deemed them to be unnecessarily rash and overly risky. If only he’d listened.

Instead of shots however Fredrik hears one of the agents exclaim in surprise. Even though it could be a ruse, for what reason he cannot imagine, he dares to open his eyes to see what is going on. To his surprise he finds a woman with black hair cut into a bob completing the takedown of the second of the UEGSec agents using a shock dart pistol.

The agent on Fredrik’s left completing his drop to the floor as his body convulses and shakes angrily and beyond his control. His words, whatever they had once intended to be, are nothing more than unintelligible errs and groans.

Fredrik’s jaw drops, literally, for he cannot believe his eyes. Even though there is no way that his eyes deceive him. He’s saved and yet he feels no joy, just confusion. It’s why he stands rooted to the spot with a gawping look on his face unable to speak.

“We need to get going before more arrive.” The woman with the bob cut announces with a strong and steady tone as she locks her hazel eyes on Fredrik.

Her focus on the blond man who had been picked out as a target by the currently downed UEGSec agents lasts only several seconds. Following that her head turns this way and that as if she is searching for something.

Before Fredrik can answer and utter more than a pointless um the woman grabs his arm and hauls him forward and into motion.

They head back the way she came and the way he had been intending to go before the agents had ordered him to stop.

As they near the far end of the carriage, other passengers making sure to keep back and out of the pair’s way as they approach, more UEGSec agents arrive. Without warning or hesitation they open fire on the woman and Fredrik.

The woman with the bob cut shoves Fredrik violently, her hands slamming into his chest, to force him back into one of the boarding areas. As the shuttle is moving it is little more than alcove sealed shut against the world beyond its relatively thin metal skin. Not that there is any danger if the doors were not sealed. The time of the Moon being fatal to its inhabitants has long since passed.

For some reason it is at that moment that Fredrik rediscovers his voice and utters, “Thank you for saving me. I’m Fredrik Emerson.”

“Don’t mention it. I’m Carmen…Sarkisyan. Though now really isn’t the time for introductions or a chat, especially when agents are closing in on us.” The woman says without looking at Fredrik.

Instead, she dips in and out of cover to take hastily aimed shots at the advancing UEGSec agents. Her focus is on that entirely.

Meanwhile her statement forces Fredrik to recall the chaos that he is embroiled in and had somehow forgotten about. How he does not know, but as soon as the reality of his situation returns he feels an almost overwhelming surge of panic race through every muscle in his body. It’s paralysing and that paralysis almost sends him into a frenzy of considerations that he would have been better off never having dawn on him.

Carmen ignores Fredrik. She hasn’t the time to drag him out of the emotions he’s wallowing in right now. She just hopes he stays put as if he steps out and gets himself shot then there is little she will be able to do to help him.

Unfortunately, her limited ability to attempt to keep their attackers at bay quickly vanishes when she is forced to leap back into complete cover to avoid rounds that ping her position from the opposite direction.

Carmen curses as she searches the space around them, as limited as it is, while her brain calculates just how much time they don’t have before the UEGSec agents will collapse on their position from both directions and without hesitation slaughter them.

Her conclusion comes mere seconds later, not that she likes the one and only option available to her. And it is only a single option. It was one that first registered with her but that she had been hoping to avoid. However, it seems they are out of luck and before much longer they will be out of time too. As a result Carmen shouts above the sound of gunfire, and the resulting impacts, “Are you ready?”

“Ready for what?” Fredrik hollers back in reply. His voice is barely able to rise over the sounds of violence that is raining down on their position from both sides.

Carmen says nothing. She knows her voice would simply be lost to the cacophony of sound if she tried again. So instead she hits the emergency lock release, which is behind her, for the doors.

Fredrik cocks his head to one side, a quizzical look across his face that forces her to sigh, the sound of the exhalation lost, in the short time before she then roars, “To jump!”

The engineers’ eyes go wide in response, confirming that she has, somehow, been heard over the deafening din. That surprises Carmen, not that she has time to consider her success as Fredrik bellows, “Are you mad? If we jump at these speeds the impact will kill us!”

Carmen knows that which is why she smiles and indicates with her index finger what her free hand is hovering over.

Fredrik follows and traces to where the dark haired woman with hazel eyes is pointing. Once his eyes come to rest on the relevant item it takes him several seconds to realise what the woman intends. Once he does he can’t say that he really feels any less unconvinced. Not that Carmen gives him a second of extra time to declare as much as a smile creeps across her face that Fredrik can’t determine the reason for only for. He doesn’t have to wait long to find out as a split second later her now balled up fist slams into the emergency button.

An alarm squeals into life, drowning out and calling a halt to the weapons fire, before right after the shuttle lurches violently forward. For Fredrik and Carmen it is sideways and why both, though braced, are jolted in the same direction, toward the front of the shuttle. Meanwhile the UEGSec agents are thrown off-balance entirely. They at no point considered that the two assailants might activate the emergency brakes for the shuttle.

Carmen having regained her footing, unlike the agents surrounding them, focuses entirely on the view beyond the now open doors of the carriage. Seconds pass, only a handful of them. She’d like to wait longer but can’t be sure they have that much more time, so as Fredrik goes to speak she charges him. The taller man recoils in surprise just as she slams her shoulder into his torso, launching him backward off his feet.

He sails out the open doors and through the cool air that is ever-present on the surface of the Moon, his expression turning from confusion to terror as he goes. Then he turns his head expecting to see some danger awaiting him only to find that is that lies beneath him is the grey dust of the Moon’s surface. In that moment his expression softens, slightly, and then he slams into the ground. It’s a bone-shuddering thud but not as painful as he would have anticipated. Though, it doesn’t change the fact that he goes rolling over and over and over. His arms at his sides as Carmen, who jumped out right after, too goes tumbling along the grey dust.

Her vision is blurred and filled with dust kicked up by her and Fredrik’s antics, it stings. Then finally, after what feels like a half dozen minutes, the world around her stops spinning now that her momentum is finally spent.

However, her head continues to spin for a little longer as she is forced to wait precious seconds she isn’t sure she has to determine her surroundings. Just as she does UEGSec open fire once more on both of them from the wide open section of the still slowing shuttle on the elevated rails above and ahead of them.

Carmen’s head whips round just prior to her diving from her original position to avoid being lanced with military-issue ammunition. At the end of the dive she transitions into a forward roll. It isn’t perfect and sees her veering off to one side because she is still dizzy.

What she doesn’t realise is that her veering roll actually saved her life as the UEGSec agents shot where they anticipated the roll would complete and not where it actually did because of her sudden sharp change of direction during the manoeuvre.

Now back on her feet, Carmen dives behind a small outcropping of rocks that Fredrik has also scuttled behind for cover. He’s cowering and for good reason. After all if even one of those rounds hits it will tear a large bloody hole through whatever section of body it strikes. Carmen has seen the devastation UEGSec weapons cause. Not first-hand but in the aftermath of a firefight when all is still and deathly quiet. She can’t think about that right now. If she does it will stop her from doing what must be done, which is why she quickly gathers herself, forcing her thoughts and memories aside, and then clambers up onto her knees so that she can carefully peak over the edge of their cover.

As she does so bullets continue to pepper their position but none actively aim for Carmen. The woman concludes that either means they are not willing or able to attempt the shot. Her assumption is the latter because of the movement of the shuttle. For that Carmen counts her blessings, a surprising one but one she isn’t about to argue against.

Fredrik, beside her, breathes loudly through his gritted teeth as he covers his head with his arms, as if that will in some way protect him if the bullets managed to erode his cover. They wouldn’t, but it’s an instinctive and natural reaction and one that no one, not even Carmen, could fault him for.

But the woman with the bob cut isn’t aware of what Fredrik is doing. Rather, she has brought up her shock dart pistol, which she has somehow managed to keep hold of it throughout this ordeal. Rounds continue to pit the surface of the ancient rock that is serving as their protection until finally she is satisfied that she has lined up the shot. Several more seconds pass during which she attempts to steady her aim and then once concluding this is about as good as her chance is going to get, she fires, once. Not at one of the agents as that would have been pointless and futile, especially at this range. Rather, she aimed at an emergency panel. An identical copy of the one that she used to afford her and Fredrik their opportunity to decant from the shuttle without being eviscerated and transformed into little more than bloody smears on the Moon’s surface.

The shock dart hits its mark a short while later, much to Carmen’s relief who had been sure that she had missed due to how many seconds had passed. It really shouldn’t have seeing as it had to cross to a point that is a good way out of its stated effective range. But it has and instantaneously overloads the panel to reverse the implementation of the shuttles brakes. They release almost instantly, which sees the shuttle rapidly accelerates back up to what would be normal velocity for the transport, thus eliminating any opportunity the agents would have had at also departing the shuttle to pursue Carmen and Fredrik.

Carmen, however, isn’t inclined to stick around and find out if any agents are willing to test the likelihood of their survival if they do decide to leap from the once again speeding shuttle. It’s why she grabs a hold of Fredrik’s arm and hauls him up and onto his feet. He doesn’t resist. If he did and refused she would have no way of moving him. But thankfully he complied with her actions and why before he can say anything she states bluntly, “Follow me if you want to live to see another day.”

Fredrik, still in shock, nods without thought to confirm that he both understands and agrees even if he doesn’t know who this woman is really.

Sure he knows her name and that she saved his life while simultaneously risking her own numerous times, but that’s it. He knows nothing else about her.

At any other time he’d be wary of her because of that, but right now he cannot think about much other than this woman, whoever she is, has been his saviour.

Missing

Years gone by and still I don’t know
Did you walk or were you forced to?
Empty home with no note to declare
It seems like so many got over despair
Simply returned to the ways of old
Not quite sure when everyone turned so cold

Yet, I still wonder what went down
I’d have been blind not to see your frown
Sadness etched into such a pretty face
Was your life turned to disgrace?
These are some of the words I’d say to you
Maybe these are things you already know

To make matters worse no one speaks your name
It’s like it’s been extracted from their brain
Still I refuse to join in with the crowd
I will remember and mention you loud and proud
Bring you up despite the angry swathe of glares
If they want it to stop they should show they cared

Red Moss

Red moss
It spreads like wild fire
Thankfully it’ll never reach higher

Red moss
It consumes all it can
Never will it stop its pursuit of more land

Red moss
Resilient as they come
No other weed has been as cursed by anyone

Red moss
Choking all it does surround
Never will beauty win against its ruby shroud

Red moss
Taking all the life
What remains gives little hope to anything else

Red moss
Poisoning the ground
Weaving across the very surface until it’s all that can be found