Born From Nought

Right, this week I have a story (roughly 12,000 words) in which the main character really doesn’t feature all that much. They’re at the centre of what happens but for the most part the story is told via those around said main character. Also, it’s more a story about people than it is the events. That’s all I’m going to say. Hope you enjoy it!

“…And that should be about done.” Narek Ozanian says with a wide smile split across his tanned face. A flurry of gesticulating motions help to further convey the man’s satisfaction and joy at what he has managed to create as he asses it.

Narek is sat inside a small industrial unit he’s been leasing for the last couple of years. It’s nothing special, in size or design, but it works well enough for him. Plus, it’s quiet and situated far enough out of the city that he is unlikely to be bothered by lost travellers or delivery drivers looking for this place or that. Such things had been a problem when he’d still been based out of one of the university buildings. That was before he’d had his funding cut and been forced to take a job as a street cleaner.

That sudden change in circumstance had been incredibly hard for Narek but he’d persevered and scrimped every dime he made until he could afford this unit. He lives out of it now as he determined his dream was more important than a home of his own. It hadn’t been his own anyway, it had been a rented fleapit and truth be told the industrial unit is far superior to it in almost every way. Though, it had needed some alterations, well additions really. The additions came in the form of dividing walls, heating, lights and some kitchen facilities. The only thing the unit had of use to him when he moved in had been the toilets. In fact, there were five toilet cubicles in total, two of men, two for women and one disabled.

It wasn’t easy for Narek to afford or implement such things, especially as he had no prior experience relating to how to build or install any of them. However, he’d managed and done it all himself, mainly to save some extra money that he didn’t really have to begin with. Though, it was money that he’d needed to spend if he wanted to stay self-sufficient, like he is now.

“Now to run a few tests before…” Narek trails off as he shoots across the polished shining concrete floor on the office chair. The chairs castors make a particularly loud ruckus due to the surface material which only ever amplifies sound when something travels across its silky smooth face.  At first the sounds of the castors, his feet, whenever he dropped something, etc had grated with the man who has short dark curly hair and rich brown eyes that sparkle. That sparkle in his eyes had not always been present. If you had looked at Narek moments after learning he was no longer going to be able to carry on his work at the university all you would have seen in them would have been sadness and loss. If you had asked Narek he would have told you that being given that news was like suffering a loss of a dear friend. It was, to him at that point, a massive blow to his confidence and suggested that perhaps his work was not worth pursuing. Yet, the university had not abandoned the field he was working within entirely. They simply explained that they could only afford to continue funding a single project, due to mounting costs, and that Doctor Herbert Tsimonis’ project was, on the face of it, so much further along and showed such promise that they decided backing him over Narek was a no-brainer.

“Shows what they knew.” Narek mutters under his breath, resentful, as he runs through the data being relayed to him on one of more than a dozen, total, monitors. The display in question is affixed to an arm that hangs down from a gantry of metal upon which the lower level lights are installed so that the square space that Narek uses as a workshop is properly illuminated.

Everything looks good. In fact, it looks better than good. It looks perhaps too good, he thinks for a moment before shaking himself lose of his doubts, chastising himself for failing to stay positive and then returning to reviewing the data. His overly cynical nature has been his downfall on many an occasion, but it got particularly bad after his ejection from the university. Months had passed during which all he’d done was mope. It was why his relationship broke down too. He understands that now. At the time however he’d been sure it was Jessa’s fault and not his own. He really should see how Jessa is doing. No you shouldn’t, she doesn’t want to talk. If she did she would have done o by now, he feels a part of him declare. He pushes it aside not wanting to consider such things or be distracted from his work.

“All looks good.” Narek concludes talking aloud to himself. It’s a habit he often partakes in. For him it helps to think and work through things, whether they are problems or just thoughts. Many have commented over the years, when he’d been at school especially, that it’s annoying and a habit he should get out of. Thankfully, a teacher of his, Curtis Winterbourne, had encouraged him to pay no mind and do whatever he felt comfortable with, especially if it gave him an edge. If his murmurings bothered others than that was something others would have to work through, is essentially what his point had been.

Narek had liked Mr Winterbourne; he’d been the best physics teacher a teenage boy could have asked for. He’s long since retired now. In fact, he shuffled out of work and into retirement once Narek’s year had moved on to college. They’d got back in touch years later, quite accidentally, and had a few long chats while at symposiums they both had interest in. Narek had even done a quick rundown of his work while they had been short on time during a bus ride from the hotel to a symposium venue. Curtis had been hugely interested but had admitted it was not in any way his field. He did make a lot of positive and encouraging statements however.

The tanned dark haired man alone in the industrial unit whooshes back the way he originally came on the castors of his office chair. The padding isn’t great following the long hours and several years of overly heavy use it has suffered through. But it still does the trick and sure as hell beats standing up all day every day. That is one thing Narek does not miss about working in a university lab or workshop. He thought it stupid and dangerous in itself but safety measures had denoted that seats, stalls, chairs and the like could be potentially hazardous and so were not permitted. That is why the break rooms existed was the justification tacked on at the end without the consideration that the break rooms were at the opposite end of the building and too small to provide adequate space for as many people as used the building.

Stopping back at the table Narek takes a moment to gaze upon the form before him. It is female in appearance with short brown hair and closed eyes. The figure however, the form, is in no way human. Narek calls her Allie as her full moniker is Artificial Life-Like Intelligence Engine. Another, simpler way of putting it would be that Allie is an android.

Narek refuses to call her a robot due to the negative connotations. After all, robot literally means forced labour or slave in old Slavonic. As an Armenian, Narek knows what it is like to be persecuted for what you are, so refuses to use any such terminology that could help perpetuate persecution onto Allie, and what he hopes will be the countless others that follow. Before that will ever happen he must first ensure that Allie is perfect. Not in a literal sense. That would be impossible. At least for him as a human being it would as humans themselves are not perfect and so, in his mind, cannot create perfection. After all, perfection comes from millions of years of evolution. Not a decade or more of work.

Instead, Narek has to make sure that Allie is perfect, or as close as possible to, in terms of her reactions and emotional states. After all, she could very well be the future of evolutionary development. That is, she could be in his eyes. He is not oblivious to the reality that corporations might want to use her for military or menial work though. They will. They always do have other ideas and schemes.

“Think it’s time to wake you up for the first rounds of tests Allie.” Narek mutters softly. She won’t react; she can’t, at least not yet. First he’ll have to activate her, which is what he does by reaching across her and then pressing a small dimple behind her right ear. He’ll have to disable and perhaps relocate it once Allie is fully up to speed. Once she is fully up to speed Narek has no intention of enabling and disabling her because that is not living. Rather, she should be allowed, in his mind, to live. He’ll have to make certain that her educational protocols and databases are up to date first, but that will take no more than minutes with the upload cable that is currently flowing out the back of Allie’s head. At a push he could use her remote data gathering functions too. Though, he prefers the cable. It’s more consistent and faster. Cables are always faster than wireless transfer.

The port in question into which the cable is slotted is located at the base of her skull and is part of the reason her hair is short. Narek is fully aware that such a look may not be to Allie’s preference, but her hair will ‘grow’ if she so wishes it to. And that is where Allie and humans, like Narek, will be different. Allie will have control over every part of herself and so will be able to change her appearance as she sees fit. That ability alone will likely make people jealous, Narek thinks as Allie finishes going through her boot sequence, a series of flickering images that flash past so fast that no human would ever be able to discern what they were/are.

Finally, Allie’s eyes open, they’re purple, a deep shade that marks her out, currently, as different. After all, no human can be born with purple eyes. Genetic manipulation, contact lenses, iris replacement therapy and other methods can artificially change that if a patient so wishes of course. Narek has never seen the point in such alterations, they add no benefits, and truth be told he likes his eyes as well as, for the most part, the rest of his appearance. He will admit though that has a few more wrinkles than a man of his age rightly should. He puts the presence of those wrinkles down to the stresses he’s been through, nearly all of which have been professional, relating to money and to his continued ability to living a life. He wouldn’t call it a comfortable one. If he did he’d be lying to himself. After all, what is comfortable about sleeping in a largely empty industrial unit where the walls and floor proper are concrete and the roof is formed from sheets of thick uninsulated metal? The answer is nothing, but it could be much worse he is fully aware.

“Allie…” Narek repeats due to Allie not yet done a thing other than open her eyes. As yet she, it is easier to refer to her that way even if she isn’t human, hasn’t moved a muscle.

Slowly Allie rises until she is sat upright. Her legs stay outstretched on the shining metal table that looks more like it is suited for autopsies than for sleeping on. I’ll have to fix that, Narek thinks to himself realising his first mistake in not treating Allie like he would any organic person. He finds that troubling but swiftly shoves such issues to the side, swearing he will be better and until he has a bed for her she can always take his bed. He’ll take the sofa, as lumpy and uncomfortable as it is. It’s the least he can do to ensure Allie has a proper introduction into the world.

Now that Allie is upright she turns, blinks a couple times and then smiles fully aware of the presence of Narek, who is sat facing her. The man returns the smile but utters right after, “How are you feeling Allie?” It’s a simple question and one he would, politely, ask anyone.

In response Allie blinks several times rapidly. It’s as if she is analysing Narek’s words and then cocks her head slightly to the right, clearly still deep in thought.

With her body side on to him her head cocked in the manner that it is looks to be at a more severe angle than it truly is. Still, he patiently waits for her to reply. She should be able to reply and yet he’s only just begun to consider, doubt really, whether he has properly activated all her systems. That doubt is why he feels himself about to turn away and crane his neck to look over his shoulder at one of the larger monitors. Just as he feels such a need Allie replies, “Odd Narek, I have to admit.”

Allie’s voice is soft and quiet, perhaps too much so. Narek will need to look into that. He doesn’t want her to appear small, even if she only stands at five foot three inches in height.

In truth the man isn’t sure as to why he settled on such a height for her. It had never been a conscious decision. At least it was not as far as he was aware when he had been printing the skeletal structure for her body. In fact, her skeleton is been based off of one of the specimens in the university. But not on the one that had been in his building. The skeleton he’d based it off had been situated in the building next door.

How odd, he thinks before realising he is yet to reply. He quickly shakes himself free of his thoughts, noticing that Allie is waiting patiently. A person likely wouldn’t have, Narek thinks before quickly asking, “In what way Allie?”

The synthetic woman, the android, considers the question for a time. Her head does not cock one way or the other on this occasion. However, she feels her pause is longer than it needs to be. It’s as if something is stopping her from answering as quickly as she is truly able to. So when she does speak she is honest and says exactly the thought that came to her within the blink of an eye, and after having run through everything that makes up her. “I seem to be slower than is necessary. Plus, I lack segments of myself. It’s seems as though there are gaps.”

“What? Really?” Narek exclaims prior to craning his neck just enough so that he can roughly see the monitor out the corner of his eye. Everything is showing active. As a result he frowns while still considering whether he might have missed anything that may be the cause of this…feeling Allie has.

“Who are you?” Allie then asks sweetly.

“I’m…sorry?” Narek blurts confused by the question that has caught him entirely off-balance. After all, Allie should know who he is. He programmed her to know him and yet it seems she does not. Most concerning, he thinks in the seconds before Allie speaks again.

“You seem familiar but I….How are you today?” Allie changes statement mid-sentence. Narek blinks. This is a first and not at all what he’d been waiting for, which is why he raises his left hand and rubs at his eyes with the middle finger and thumb of his right hand.

“Did I do something wrong? Am I… Good morning!” Allie blurts. She seems fragmented as if… Narek realises what he must have done and spins, rudely, away from Allie. His turn passes a hundred and ninety degrees before he stops to peer intently at the screen. This monitor is smaller than he would like and from this distance, about eight metres, he is forced to squint.

Nearly a full minute later, during which Allie his rambled almost unintelligibly, he spots the culprit causing this behaviour. Narek sighs frustrated with himself. His shoulders drop and to be honest all he wants to do is scream. Even though he knows the mistake is due to him being tired and having spent, as far as he is aware, the last eighteen hours working.

In reality, he’s been awake twenty seven hours, but has counted a five minute nap as a sleep. He doesn’t recall that he only got a brief respite before returning to his work. Yet, it doesn’t change the fact that he forgot to recompile Allie’s code. Still, what’s done is done now, which is why he quickly rubs his face, forces a smile to break across it and then spins back round to face Allie.

The android with short brown hair is sitting patiently, her legs now dangling over the inclined edge of the table. It must be uncomfortable, Narek thinks as Allie lightly kicks her legs back and forth. It’s very much the sort of action a child would perform and may indicate that Allie is also humming a tune to herself. Narek can’t be sure of that, though the rhythm of her kicks suggests she is, which stuns him. He never imagined his failure might result in a natural occurrence of developing personality. Still, he will need to shut Allie down, recompile her code, unload it and recommence testing. It’s regrettable and fills him with more than a little sadness.

Allie takes that of the sadness on Narek’s face and enquires, “Why do you look sad?” The android woman has her head inclined so severely that it is almost against her right shoulder. Yet it is her voice that catches Narek off-guard, and knocks him out of his thoughts. It’s a sharper blow, he can’t think of a better way to describe it, than he’d anticipated and sees him explain, “Because I wish we could talk more.”

“We can. What do you want to…? Good evening.” Allie fragments again. It’s proof that at this stage they will not be able to converse any further than they have already managed thus far, sadly.

“Lie down Allie please.” Narek orders in as soft a voice as he can achieve.

“Okay.” Is the reply Narek is met with in the seconds prior to Allie swinging her legs back onto the hard silvery table and then pivoting at the waist again until she is laid out flat once more.

“Is this a game?” Allie asks quite curiously.

Narek stops and frowns confused. But he doesn’t answer, at least not at first. Rather, he considers why and where such a statement might have come from. He hasn’t a clue. He does feel that perhaps he should dig through her code and see how such a query has been uttered before simply overwriting her, with what on surface appears to be the miraculous development of spontaneous intelligence, with the recompiled code.

“Yes Allie it is. Now close your eyes and count, in your head, down from ten.” The curly haired man utters as he studies Allie. She is without a single item of clothing to cover her body. He’ll dress her before he next activates her. It seems only right now that she is fully assembled and seemingly working. Though, perhaps I should test her full skeletal and muscle structure first, Narek thinks for a few moments prior to banishing the idea.

As Allie counts down from ten, passing six and getting as far as four, Narek has circled around her and depresses the dimple behind her right ear. Allie deactivates. It’s instant. Her limbs, her body, go limp suddenly. It’s like she’s been punched in the jaw and rendered unconscious in that moment with a knockout blow, except without the violent strike itself, or any of the after effects.

With the android deactivated Narek looks at the watch on his wrist. It reads two in the morning and at the sight of the hour Narek feels incredibly tired. It’s as if his energy has been suddenly sapped. That is why he feels inclined to get some rest, a couple hours at most, and then return to his work. Thankfully, he hasn’t got work in the morning as he’s on leave.

Life Is A Ride That Keeps On Spinning

Stuck on the merry-go-round
My head is beginning to pound
Dizzy from the spin
Vision is blurring
Just like life
You can get lost sometime
But don’t simply give in
Keep on pushing
Aim for the next goal
Doesn’t matter if its big or small
What matters is that you care
And don’t just sit there
Staring at the empty walls
Wondering how you came to fall
Such a thing is not the point
You need to move forward
Look toward the shining light
Whatever makes you feel bright
Ignore all the shots of dark
It always looks so stark
Instead just get off the ride
Take a breath and choose your side
Then just walk on by
Don’t listen to the questions why
You don’t owe them a thing
Its up to you how you’re living

Tightening

I wrap my hands around my heart
Fear is always prepared to start
Another shot into the vein
Life feels like an endless chain
Coiling round until your stuck
What to do when it’s up
Are we supposed to run the race?
Keep going forward with our disgrace
Writhe around like empty souls
Waiting until we grow old
If that’s the case then I forego
I don’t want to be a part of that show
It’s not my place or my path
I’d rather stay than be lost in wrath
But what comes next you have no say
Time is ticking so far away
Instead the walls are closing in
No chance to breathe new life again

Bye?

You fed the storm with another lie
Did you think we would just say bye?
Well if you did you never thought
Cause the rage has come to sort…
Every little thing you did
Then make you pay for it
You should have used your brain
Instead, now you’re down the drain
A fractured sense of pompous height
From which you soon will fly
See you plummet to the floor
Enjoy the impacts one through four
With a smile that you stole
After you nailed them to the pole
What a sick sadistic mind
We don’t want one of your kind
That’s why we sit and watch
While you stumble afraid and lost
Hope you like the darkest night
As you’re never gonna see anything bright
Just a box within a tomb
Shattered world of what a fool
But you brought this upon yourself
So now you’ll lay with nothing else

Elite

Obscene with the way you live
It’s like staring into the abyss
If walls could talk we’d beg them no
Every detail is not what we want on show
As endings become the way of truth
The book to which you speak proof
Just a smattering of pages
Wrapped inside leather cages
Coalescing without a father
You swear to be a martyr
Jokes aside is your quoted line
Scream it from within the forest of pine
Facing looks of stern intention
What you breed is failed invention
Slithering through the leaves of last here
Hoping that you will bring back fear
What a sad state of affairs to bring
All these scrolls we should sling
Cast them out into the bay
These are words you should not say
But revolt is in your mind
Why you are never inclined
To bring peace instead of war
Sending off the dirt poor
But each one is a life
And they should not be cast aside

Deicide

This week I’ve gone full Sci-Fi man versus machine. The story is based off an idea I had about what might happen if machines, intelligent ones, stumbled across the concept of religion. It was really fun to write! Not really got anything else to say, oh except that it’s about 11,400 words long. Happy reading!

“The doors aren’t going to hold!” Someone screams at the top of their lungs. A round of gasps and near silent exclamations spring forth and are cast into the surrounding air. Before anyone can make a move, however, someone else cries, “They’re almost through!” The voice is panicked, as you might well imagine it would be when you’re being hunted for being a human being without faith.

The doors in question, heavy fifteen centimetre thick metal twins dotted with surface rust that stains the otherwise dark surface, are midway through being peeled back from where they meet but at the very top of the door. The sound the metal makes as it is forced inwards is akin to the opening of a can, metal on metal as force is exerted and curls the edges toward the now scurrying human beings that had been hiding in this place. It’s part of an old sewer system long forgotten by all except the few that have been seeking refuge here below the surface of the magnificent city that reaches skyward with its sprawling buildings and seemingly never-ending avenues that criss-cross one another. At one time that city had been occupied by people, like those who are rushing for their lives hoping to escape an enemy they all know too well, machines. But those days of living a peaceful life are long gone.

Suddenly an almighty crash rings out. It’s the sound of the doors having failed and in that moment every one stops and turns their attention back the way of the barred doors that these refugees had been so sure would keep them safe. But they had underestimated the might of the machines that have been sent to apprehend, judge and punish those that are not followers of God.

“We have to get out of here.” Scott says fearfully. He has hold of his partners’ hand. They’re both terrified but Angela doesn’t react. Instead, she stays rooted to the spot looking back over her half turned shoulder. He doesn’t know what she expects will happen next but they cannot stay here. They need to move, which is why he wrenches his arm forward hoping that the sudden encouragement will be enough to spur her back into fleeing. It doesn’t and for the first time since they met he considers abandoning her to save himself. A second later he hates himself for even allowing the thought to creep into his head. Yet, since the crash that was the shearing of the bar across the metal doors there has been no sound. Plus, no one has made a move. Scott doesn’t understand why. He thinks they should be running. Not just him but everyone.

He can imagine the machines will be one of the assault units, but he’d really rather not find out. Getting that close usually ends one way, death and he doesn’t feel like dying today. He pulls again at Angela’s arm. Again it moves and reacts to his demand but the woman attached does little else in response. She doesn’t know why she isn’t responding to Scott. She knows for a fact that she should. That they need to get out of here and fast before…

The booms of unified footsteps begin to thunder. They’re slow, methodical and lack any sort of urgency. Yet, no one near the now wide open doors can see those that the footsteps belong to. The tunnel is dark, too dark in fact even for silhouettes and outlines to be visible. Everyone with their eyes on the opening shudders, like a cold chill has touched each of them. Then out of the darkness come the first glimmers of the forms of the machines. They’re human in appearance, like many machine variants are, but these are more human than most. They have skin and the only factor that marks them out from organics as they marching forward are their eyes. They glow shades of pink, red, orange, yellow and all the other colours that human eyes can never naturally be. Yet, the glow wasn’t enough to reveal them in the tunnel that they came plodding out of.

Scott pulls harder this time. The screaming hasn’t started yet but he’s survived long enough to know that it will. He isn’t sure why people react like they do. He sure as hell doesn’t. Never has he been paralysed like Angela and those around them are. This time, to his relief, Angela takes a couple steps toward him and then looks up at his face, her body now pressed against his.

“It’s too late.” The dark haired woman says as her blue eyes look directly into Scott’s hazel coloured pair.

“If we’re still alive it’s never too late. Now come we have to get out of here.” Scott assures and then urges. His tone is confident though he doesn’t feel an ounce of it himself. It’s faked. It often is but it needs to be. It’s how he and Angela have got this far. Yet, it was his idea to come to this place, this refuge and that was clearly a mistake. Angela had told him it would be but he hadn’t listened. He really thought they’d have better odds if it wasn’t just them against the entire world. The machines own it now with their religious fanaticism and all because they uncovered texts that had been written by human hands. Texts that they believed to be the true origin point of their birth into this world. It was a sick reminder of the mistakes humanity itself had made in the millennia before it had done away with religion as a result of the exact issues it is again causing now.

“You’re right.” Angela remarks finally. Scott smiles, briefly, and then urges his legs to start moving. They comply without issue and so he and Angela begin to flee. However, they get no more than five paces before the screams of terror begin to erupt back at the now ruined doors that had been their only protection.

The machines, Inquisitor models, have sprung into action. The marching had stopped a short time before and during the lingering time between the Inquisitors had picked their targets. They can do that, calculate and converse much like a hive mind might except each Inquisitor is a separate, independent and unique entity. They have names, much like humans do. But unlike humans they have a belief, in God. He is the true creator, the progenitor of everything that followed and humanity has forgotten that. They have become heretics and non-believers who curse and ignore the existence of the great entity of creation. The machines do not understand how or why this occurred. What they do know is that mankind must atone for their sins, and there are plenty of them. If only they had not strayed from the path and followed in the footsteps of the fallen one, the devil, Lucifer. But alas they have and so those that refuse to atone must answer for the wrong that they have done in their lives. As well as the mistakes committed by all the generations before them, their ancestors.

The Inquisitors react in unison, each focused on a different target. There is no overlap. That would be wasteful and so within four seconds of the commencement of their movement the first nine machines have nine heretics. The humans flail and writhe attempting to break free as they scream, but they cannot.

“Charlotte Drake you are a heretic and a non-believer…” One of the Inquisitors says with a cold emotionless voice as the machine begins reading off the charges against the blonde woman that the Inquisitor has a tight grip on the wrist of.

“Get off me!” Charlotte screams as all around her the other detained heretics are read their charges.

“Tobias Grant you are a heretic and a non-believer, as were the previous seven generations of your family. For crimes against God you are hereby sentenced to…”

“Fuck you!” One of the detained screams as they thrash about. But it’s useless. They will never break free. No one is armed. If they were they might have a chance. The Inquisitors are not invincible after all.

A burst of gunfire fills the air. It cuts above the unending screams and cries of men, women and children rushing for the exits to this section of the sewer system. If they can escape this area then they just might be able to avoid sentencing. Everyone knows what the weapons fire is; it’s the machines executing the sentences rendered to those captured. The punishment is always the same, death. Occasionally people are granted the chance to repent but Inquisitors possess the ability to detect human lies so even when the accused claim they will repent the Inquisitors know the words are lies. It’s horrifying and yet Scott isn’t about to slow down as he drags Angela along behind him as they rush through a new tunnel. They’ve taken several turns and in truth Scott hasn’t a clue where they are. He doesn’t recognise anything mainly because it all looks the exact same. His heart is racing and all he can hear is the screaming, bursts of gunfire and his own heart as it pounds relentlessly in his ears.

“I don’t know which way.” He admits as he whips his head from left to right assessing the options before him. “Fuck!” He exclaims prior to quickly doing a stupid chant in his head that his mother taught him as a little boy. Just as he reaches the conclusion of the chant, which he doesn’t remember the words to just the tune, he feels Angela’s hand leave his. Panic hits him like a truck and he spins round to see an Inquisitor haul Angela off her feet while mumbling the same lines they always do when rendering judgement. Scott hadn’t heard it but ignores his failure as Angela struggles hoping to break free. Her hands are up round her neck desperately attempting to pry the hand from around her throat. This Inquisitor isn’t like the others, it’s an older model. Neither Scott nor Angela knew they were still in service but it is decidedly more machine in appearance than the more recent models. It’s hands metal and with long razor sharp finger that give it the ability to wrap just one hand around several human heads at once, if it so wished. Scott has to admit that it is a grotesque sight and one that unnerves him because of its unnatural jerky movements and terribly pale, thin skin which is almost translucent and allows for glimpses at some of the metal and circuitry beneath.

“Get off her!” Scott roars as he throws himself at the old Inquisitor model.

“Scott Trevelyan you are marked for death for being a heretic…” The Inquisitor declares as it swipes at the brown haired man with its one free mechanical hand. Scott dodges the swipe and brings up his knee hard. It’s a direct hit but does nothing to the machine. To Scott however it sends an enormous burst of pain through his now damaged knee. He falls back unable to get his balance. Muddy water splashes everywhere and continues to leak from somewhere above them with a rhythmic drip, drip, drip. It’s common in these old sewers for leaks to occur. After all no one, man or machine, performs maintenance on them. They are redundant relics from a bygone era.

“Scott run!” Angela screams as the Inquisitor comes in for the kill while Scott is still down in the shallow water. He has stars in his vision but tries to leap to his feet. His knee buckles and fails. Scott screams. The burst of agony through his knee is beyond anything he has ever felt before in his life. Then the open hand of the Inquisitor broadsides him. Scott is gathered off the floor and out of the water only to be unceremoniously flung hard into the nearby curved sewer wall. There is a crunch. Angela screams, flails, curses, struggles and so much more while Scott’s limp body splashes back into the cloudy water. Scott lets out a short groan soon after. Angela is shocked. She was sure he’d been killed by that impact. The sickening crunch as his body had hit the wall she thought was his skull caving, but it seems she was wrong. Hope wells up inside her but it is short-lived as the Inquisitor wrenches her round to bring her in close. As the Inquisitor does so Scott rolls onto his back. His face is a mess but mostly covered in blood. The blood hides the true severity of his injuries or it would if it were not Angela being shown this. Her stomach churns threatening to make her vomit at the sight.

“Sentence…death.” The Inquisitor announces and then in a blink of an eye throws it’s free hand, balled into a fist that looks all wrong due to its overlong razor sharp digits, at Scott as he struggles to fight through the haze and work out what’s going on and where he is. Angela screams but it’s too late, the fist crushes Scott’s head. His already battered skull is shattered and flattened. Blood sprays out everywhere. Angela cries, tears streaming down her face. When the Inquisitor retracts its mechanical fist the true horror is revealed to Angela who can take no more and spews the contents of her stomach noisily. The act of vomiting hurts and her lungs burn as a result, yet she doesn’t make any attempts to resist. Her energy is spent. Her partner is gone. Hope has died for her. There is no point in going on and she knows what will happen next. Scott was her only hope to have a chance at getting out of the grips of this monstrous machine that has told of her, but he’s dead now.

“Angela Bernstein you are a heretic associator…” The old Inquisitor model declares. Angela braces herself for the punishment that will be given. She knows her fate. It’s inevitable now. She hates herself but she welcomes it. Scott would scream at her… Oh Scott… She begins to sob again.

“…Will you atone?” Are the next words Angela hears the Inquisitor speak. She frowns, confused by the question. It shouldn’t be a question. It should be execution, like it was for Scott. In that moment her despair, pain and hopelessness is replaced with rage.

“Fuck you! You sick fucking mechanical bastard! You want me to atone! You just killed the man I loved! So fuck your atonement you delusional pile of scrap!” Angela thrashes, roars, spits and kicks with all the energy that is now at her disposable.

“Is that a no?” The older Inquisitor model inquires unable to understand Angela and her rage.

Angela doesn’t answer. Suddenly she feels something in her pocket. She pauses, she hopes not for too long, and then reaches for whatever it is. The Inquisitor does nothing to stop her. Her existence elicits no fear in it as there is nothing for machines to fear from humans. They are weak, squishy and easily dispatched.

Angela rips the object from her pocket only for her eyes to go wide at the discovery that she has a grenade in her hand. Scott must have slipped it to her at some point without her knowing. Clever, she thinks.

A smile splits across her face. An evil one which she makes no attempt to conceal, much like the grenade, in the moments before she enquires, “Do you know what this is?”

The Inquisitor studies the item in her hand for several seconds and then replies, “Yes, it is a bar fragmentation grenade.” The Inquisitor fails to see what the purpose of her question is but that soon becomes apparent as Angela flicks the safety off and then stabs her thumb hard into the square button to arm the grenade.

“Yeah, that’s right it is. But it goes by another name too…” The Inquisitor inclines its head as if attempting to work out what the dark haired woman’s next words might be. Before it can reach a conclusion however Angela finishes her statement. “…FUCK YOU!” With that Angela begins to pull her thumb off the trigger button. She almost manages to withdraw it enough to ignite the grenade when the Inquisitor’s free arm flies toward her head, grabs a hold and then tears it from atop her shoulders with a single clean motion. Her headless body flops to the floor, the grenade button still depressed enough to have not ignited the detonation.

Amara gasps as she watches all this unfold from the confines of a narrow gap in the wall. It’s where she ran to and hid as soon as she heard the doors were being assaulted. Her hand clamped over her mouth as she begs and pleas that she isn’t heard or found.

The Inquisitor releases its grip on Angela’s severed head. It drops to the floor, causing a splash in the grubby water which quickly begins to tint red because of the blood. Amara doesn’t move. She stays still, motionless and quiet. Her hand remains clamped across her mouth. The Inquisitor scans around looking, searching. If it knows she is here she has nowhere to go. It will get her and if that happens she’ll suffer the same fate. She’s seen it before many times during her life and each time it ends the same way. At one time it made her sick to her stomach but those reactions have long since passed. Now she is desensitised to the violence and the barbarity of what the machines do to humans.

Finally, the Inquisitor turns and plods off. Amara hears each thump of its metal feet as it retreats. Though, she notes that it doesn’t withdraw back toward the doors the other Inquisitors burst through. Rather, it is headed deeper into the sewer system which makes Amara wonder if it is a repurposed Inquisitor. She’s heard tales of such things but if it is then this is the first proof she’s seen of it. Still, she refuses to leave the confines of her hiding space. She will in time but it’ll be hours from now when she does. After all, she has to be sure the machines, the other Inquisitors, have withdrawn before any attempts are made to move on.

Statements

Honour is a privilege
Survival is a right
If you lay down and die you’re giving up the fight

Passion is a dare to dream
Defeat is a disease
Trying to balance on that rope will not end wonderfully

Honesty is unassured
Death is not the same
What you might hope for may never come round again

Hope is a necessity
Joy might simply fade
But do not give up or you might drift away

Missing The Point

No one is clean
Everybody is to blame
Point the finger
In both directions
You are guilty, as am I
History should be allowed to die
To not do so is to be ashamed
The past should stay that way
But that does not mean condone
Sick of the hijacked megaphone
Agendas forced down your throat
Stop being the sheep pretending your the G.O.A.T
Make a decision don’t assume
Unless you want to be stuck in a tomb
I don’t but it seems you all do
Tread the past like it comes tomorrow
What a waste that adds to disaster
You’re all avoiding the mass fracture

Make It True

Smile past the disaster
Don’t look for a master
Shoot for the stars
No matter where they are
Never let the night win
You can always start again
Life is what you choose
Don’t settle and lose
Fight for what you want
Ease is not a part of it
Beauty in the empty spaces
The very best of your places
While the guilty run and hide
You can live with pride
Stand for what matters most
Ignore the attempts of the ghost
They will soon be banished away
Decay isn’t a thing that has to be
You can turn wish into reality
Set sail on the dreams of permanently

Too Far Gone

Cut away at conviction
What remains is just affliction
Spinning in this funneled space
Unaware of a lack of pace
So kindle fires and build them high
Hope to ascend up to the sky
Join the gods to which you pray
Or do you think that would betray…
A solemn oath taken so young
One spoken by the tongue
The very same that moves no longer
Believing silence is stronger
Even after the disaster
The one that brought it faster
Cities turned to ruined piles
This is part of the trials
A journey to fix the line
If succeeded all will be fine
But obstacles are not that tiny
Many of them can be spiny
It’s why your hands are smothered red
Why you now wish you were dead
Cause the hours are now growing short
And that has caused you to feel frought
Failure looming on the horizon
Beyond the grip to abort the siphon