Essence

Fear is the fear of fearing
Life is a life worth living
Time is a clock thats ticking
Joy is a gift worth giving

Breath is the life worth breathing
Hope is a chance of hoping
Loss is a rope unending
Light is a bright light shining

Love is the love of loving
Friendship is the hand worth taking
Energy is the energy of being
Emotion is the essence of everything

Souls In A Jar

Hey! OK, now we’re going to have something a little different. Up to this point its all been poetry related posts, so this will mark the first departure from that. Though, I’m not going to lie, I have no idea what to call this. While writing it I called it a transcript. Essentially, its just the speech between various people and how it has been recorded for posterity. This was something I tried because I’d been reading quite a lot of text entries in games like The Outer Worlds. So thought I’d try it. This is the first of five such “transcripts” that I wrote. Each will be released, though they don’t follow on directly from each other, every Wednesday. Then I’ll move onto posting some other stuff. Anyway, that’s enough from me, so here it is:

Transcript/Lost Diary/Fathoms Old/Retelling/Forgotten Knowledge: – Four (4) present: One (1) Guide, Two (2) Sole Traveller, Three (3) Sole Traveller, Four (4) Deceiver – Loki

[1] The wolves are at the door, baying for blood.

[1] You have three options: fight, run or welcome what fate decides. What do you do?

[2] That’s not really three options. It’s two. Fight or don’t.

[1] You believe running is the same as welcoming fates decision?

[2] Well it is.

[1] Interesting.

[2] You either fight or run. Fate’s decision is death, so it’s the same as running.

[1] And you dear man, what do you say?

[3] I don’t believe in fate, so I see only two options.

[1] But which would you both pick?

[3] What are we facing? Are they wolves?

[1] Does it matter?

[2] Course it does. A single foe is a fight. An army would be a massacre.

[1] Then you face your fear?

[3] You can’t fight a fear.

[1] Oh but you can.

[2] Then I fight it.

[1] And you who say’s fear cannot be fought?

[3] I’d fight too.

Silence

[3] What would you do?

[1] I welcome fate.

[3] So you run?

[1] No.

[3] You accept defeat.

[1] Accepting fate is not defeat.

[2] Yeah it is. You accept fate, you die.

[1] Truly your belief?

[2] Yep. If you run you might survive. If you fight you might survive. But fate is death. It’s giving in. Giving up.

[1] Then how do I still stand?

[2] You accepted fate?

[1] We must all accept fate one day.

[3] Why?

[1] Cause choice is a lie that the masses convince themselves is true.

[2] What does that even mean?

[1] You think you chose to be here? But do you even know where here is?

[3] A refuge. A place to rest.

[1] Then why do you still linger?

[2] We don’t. We’re resting.

[1] Then try to leave.

[3] We don’t wish to.

[1] No, you can’t.

[1] You made a choice and now you stand together but alone. Trapped in this place. You call it refuge. I call it prison.

[2] Lies!

[1]Then prove me wrong.

[2] Fine!

Silence

Silence

[2] I can’t leave. What is this place?

[3] Bad joke.

[2] I’m not joking.

[3] Here, let me try.

Silence

Silence

[3] What is this? Why can’t I leave?

[1] Your choices were wrong.

[2] What have you done? Let us out?

[3] Release us!

[1] I cannot release you for I had no part in your entrapment.

[2] Lies!

[3] Lies!

[1] You chose poorly. I did not. I bid you farewell friends.

[2] Let us out!

[3] We are not friend’s captor!

[1] They still don’t see.

[4] They never will. You knew this before.

[1] I thought I could guide them.

[4] No one can be guided here.

[4] Like you said: they chose poorly.

[1] Did they choose or did you deceive them?

[4] Whatever do you mean?

[1] You know full well Loki. You know full well.

Mountaintop

A chasm between us two
No way of seeing you
Eyes lost to the void
Another day feeling annoyed
Searching for a way
To see you stand before me
Dream i still cling to
Violence took me from you
Shattered days burn away
Another bottle might end this day

Eternity keeps us apart
Life is without light
Bones hollowed by time
There is no happy ending
Fairy tales are a lie
What stands before me is misery
Nightmares are all i see
Death is here with me
Pills won’t fix the pain
A gun might be my true calling

Standing atop the mountain
Staring at the abyss surrounding
Weakened by my days on Earth
Another night might be too much
Iced veins agonising
Black heart unbeating
What was i ever thinking
Time has been fleeting
Stand waiting for the rush
Soon my body will be crushed

Warrior

Axe and bone
We fight for home
Raise the flag
Lets take the land

Arrows and fire
An old desire
Blow the horn
Inward we come

Armour and blood
Here comes the flood
We still rise
As the river cries

Peace and war
There is no more
Strive for life
In comes the knife

Sword and shield
We are revealed
Ships of ash
Ascendent wrath

Awaken

Do you see that your enough?
Or will you keep aiming to right stuff?
Sailing seas of hope to be
Accept your past and you’ll be free

Will you linger at the gates?
Repeating over and over the things you hate
Stuck on this hamster wheel
Will only inhibit your chance to feel

Do you only feel despair?
Haven’t noticed your sleeping at the wheel
Too engrossed in passing through
The choice will end here with you

Is there light within your eyes?
Or would you rather just accept your lies?
Painting visions mindlessly
Absent to the place you truly see

Is the voice even you?
I know the truth but can you face it?
We all face that deep inside
Ignore its taunts and you’ll be alive

Starting by breaking my own rules

Hi everyone, this is my first post and just like the title says I’m going to start by breaking my own rules. Well its less a rule and more a statement I put in the About section of this site, but that’s just splitting hairs. So I said everything I write is and will be creative, but I’m going to start by talking (briefly I promise) about my influences when I write, anything really. So here we go.

My influences come from a lot of different places but are really no different, I’d guess, than where anyone else would get inspiration, namely books, films, TV (what little I watch), music, games (my favourite medium) and just everyday life in general.

Now that probably sounds like a wide range of places to take inspiration from, and it is, but still the genres I tend to gravitate most toward are fantasy and sci-fi related (I’m not writing science-fiction each time, sorry). That doesn’t mean I don’t consume anything outside those genres, it just means that is what resonates most with me and inspires me to write. Some examples would be Mass Effect, Star Wars, Elder Scrolls, Dune, Witcher (books and games), Destiny and Halo.

But I think that little introduction is enough for this first post, and I swear that from now on the posts will not be focused on me (and my ramblings). In fact a lot will likely be poem type posts. I won’t give any exposition to such posts. I’ll just post them and you can interpret their meaning in a way that resonates with you.