Mountaintop

A chasm between us two
No way of seeing you
Eyes lost to the void
Another day feeling annoyed
Searching for a way
To see you stand before me
Dream i still cling to
Violence took me from you
Shattered days burn away
Another bottle might end this day

Eternity keeps us apart
Life is without light
Bones hollowed by time
There is no happy ending
Fairy tales are a lie
What stands before me is misery
Nightmares are all i see
Death is here with me
Pills won’t fix the pain
A gun might be my true calling

Standing atop the mountain
Staring at the abyss surrounding
Weakened by my days on Earth
Another night might be too much
Iced veins agonising
Black heart unbeating
What was i ever thinking
Time has been fleeting
Stand waiting for the rush
Soon my body will be crushed

Warrior

Axe and bone
We fight for home
Raise the flag
Lets take the land

Arrows and fire
An old desire
Blow the horn
Inward we come

Armour and blood
Here comes the flood
We still rise
As the river cries

Peace and war
There is no more
Strive for life
In comes the knife

Sword and shield
We are revealed
Ships of ash
Ascendent wrath

Awaken

Do you see that your enough?
Or will you keep aiming to right stuff?
Sailing seas of hope to be
Accept your past and you’ll be free

Will you linger at the gates?
Repeating over and over the things you hate
Stuck on this hamster wheel
Will only inhibit your chance to feel

Do you only feel despair?
Haven’t noticed your sleeping at the wheel
Too engrossed in passing through
The choice will end here with you

Is there light within your eyes?
Or would you rather just accept your lies?
Painting visions mindlessly
Absent to the place you truly see

Is the voice even you?
I know the truth but can you face it?
We all face that deep inside
Ignore its taunts and you’ll be alive

Starting by breaking my own rules

Hi everyone, this is my first post and just like the title says I’m going to start by breaking my own rules. Well its less a rule and more a statement I put in the About section of this site, but that’s just splitting hairs. So I said everything I write is and will be creative, but I’m going to start by talking (briefly I promise) about my influences when I write, anything really. So here we go.

My influences come from a lot of different places but are really no different, I’d guess, than where anyone else would get inspiration, namely books, films, TV (what little I watch), music, games (my favourite medium) and just everyday life in general.

Now that probably sounds like a wide range of places to take inspiration from, and it is, but still the genres I tend to gravitate most toward are fantasy and sci-fi related (I’m not writing science-fiction each time, sorry). That doesn’t mean I don’t consume anything outside those genres, it just means that is what resonates most with me and inspires me to write. Some examples would be Mass Effect, Star Wars, Elder Scrolls, Dune, Witcher (books and games), Destiny and Halo.

But I think that little introduction is enough for this first post, and I swear that from now on the posts will not be focused on me (and my ramblings). In fact a lot will likely be poem type posts. I won’t give any exposition to such posts. I’ll just post them and you can interpret their meaning in a way that resonates with you.