Shrivel these words you snivel.
Every line out your mouth is drivel.
Pivoting just to cause a row.
Still wondering why and how.
It makes little sense to anybody.
Yet sounds like it may be your hobby.
Sad state of affairs.
Pointless to force others into tears.
THough bully would be a better label.
Your past is made from fable.
Not an ounce of truth or compassion.
Behind backs you are always trashing.
Until someone gets in your face.
Then you shrink and try to replace…
Claim that they have it all wrong.
That you called them strong.
But your eyes are the tell.
Get you condemned to hell.
No skin off my nose.
Won’t have to listen to your false woes.
Which is why we will continue to say;
You need to get some real help baby.
Not drag around and pull down…
Every soul to join your frown.
No more time to deal with it.
It’s why we have settled to split.
But before we depart one last thing:
You are not a princess to a king.
Inaugural
Hey, the first story of May. OK that rhymed and wasn’t intentional. Anyway, the story this week is one that changed quite a bit from the idea to what it is now. That’s because I sort of envisioned it as more comedy, but didn’t come out like that as it was being written. Reality is, I don’t think I can write comedy. Which is fine. It is what it is. Anyway, this is a story about aliens. Wow, so original. Well, no but it was fun. I also used a couple other bits that had been floating around for a while, like some made-up words as the alien language. I could go into more detail but I’d probably spoil the whole story, so I’m not going to. Have fun!
Screeching of alarms, the kind that alert of impending fatality, deafen the inside of the plummeting space-faring vessel as it spirals toward whatever rock it might be that the would-be captain and sole member of the crew fired it toward.
Odzok thinks of no such things as he glides back and forth from sparking console to darkened panel jabbing and slapping at every option presented to him. Truth is he hasn’t a clue what he’s doing. He isn’t a pilot. He was a worker. Only reason he is here, on this ship, is because the ancient hunters of his people returned for the last culling and Odzok didn’t want to suffer such a fate. It’s why he stole this ship. Yet, can it be considered stealing if your civilization is in ruins, being systematically eradicated? He thinks not.
None of that aids him now. Nor does it soften the impending fear that soon, if he doesn’t manage to achieve some victory, he will be as dead as his neighbours who waited for their ends at the hands of the Grand Bipeds. A nickname for the Nazarine, a species of towering bipedal aliens who for countless eons have invaded and slaughtered the Jaltot, the species of which Odzok is a member of.
Suddenly the alarms abate. Odzok breathes a sigh of relief from between his vertical lips. He believes himself safe. Danger averted. No idea how but it matters little for survival is the key. Sadly, no sooner has such a thought shot through his mind then a new set of alerts blare.
Immediately Odzok concludes he preferred the sirens with their deafening volume to the frantic repetition in the tongue of his people.
I might be the last, is all he manages to think in the moment prior to the bulky seed shaped vessel silver and ochre punching belly first into the ground sending an enormous eruption of dirt and stones spewing high into the air like a fountain. This same high flung debris obscures the ship and its spiral roll spin which sends it careening across the land creating a deep carved wound until a rock formation deflects and sends it ricocheting off partially back the way it came, spinning like a bullet, throwing Odzok round and round inside.
The poor alien of two foot seven had been unable to grasp a hold of anything sufficient enough to endure against the forces being exerted. However, he did mercifully pass out as a result but a few fractions into the ordeal, due to the excessive forces that were exerted upon his body.
Having carved a path that bisects the initial trench first hewn through the wide open space of what had once been a combination of grass and crop fields, the ruined vessel finally comes to rest, somehow on its nose, a wide stubby affair.
Inside Odzok lies motionless with sparks firing, tubes crumpled, wires drooping like lazy snakes soaking up the midday sun. Outside light is falling fast as the single yellow sun slides below the horizon to signify the end of another day.
“Did you hear that?” Benjy exclaims with delight, his arms high and wide as he leaps repeatedly up and down with excitement.
“How could we not?” Linara replies with more than a tad of sarcasm, learned not fully understood.
“Sounded like an earthquake!” Says the bespectacled Ewan in the seconds prior to him re-enacting it with little comparison to what was actually heard by the trio of children all aged between nine and eleven.
“Not like that, like this!” Is the prelude to Benjy too joining in on giving his own interpretation of the sound.
It too has little in common but Ewan does concede, silently, that Benjy’s attempt was the better one before moving on by suggesting, “Let’s go see what it was!”
“No! Are you mad?” Linara replies with a chastising tone she learned from her grandmother. The look to accompany her words is far less convincing as it betrays hints of intrigue from the girl with short brown hair whose arms are folded neatly across her chest clad in a loose fitting tatty vest, grey in colour to contrast with her brown shorts and rugged black boots.
“Come on, like you don’t wanna look, Lin.” Benjy, the mouthy one of the trio, shouts back because he’s already broken into a run in the direction he thinks the massive sets of booms and roars came from.
“Huh. Boys.” Linara blurts with a deep sigh, her shoulders dropping as she wonders why on earth she ever thought it a good idea to hang out with these two, especially since she is the oldest. Alas, the reality is she’s new in Hallbrook County and the first, only, people her age who had been willing to introduce themselves were Benjy and Ewan. She understands now, a week into being in the county, why there is only the two of them. They’re the weird kids, the outcasts and now she’s almost certainly considered to be one too. Fitting, for Linara has never really fit in anywhere. Principally that is because she is never anywhere for long enough to have chance to fit in. Likely it’ll happen again, probably in a couple months; though it could be less, as little as a few weeks. It’s why she isn’t worried about being counted amongst the outcasts. If things were different, if her mom didn’t have to keep moving them all over the map then she might think differently but…
“Are you coming, Lin?” Ewan, your typical quiet until he is overly excited sort of child, asks while stood roughly beside the young girl with short hair. By contrast Ewan has longer hair, gold in colour, with a pair of mismatched eyes, brown and green.
“You two are so slow! Come on.” Benjy the long dark haired self-appointed ‘leader’ of the group roars having slowed to a walk, which he is now performing backward with hands cupped around his mouth to amplify the demands he is issuing back to his friends suggesting they make haste.
It’s almost as if he thinks whatever caused all the racket is going to disappear, vanish. Yet, he hasn’t the foggiest as to what might have resulted in such a monstrous cacophony. An earthquake seems like a sound bet, though can you see the result of a quake? He doesn’t know. At ten, just seeing as his birthday was a few days ago which made him the oldest until Linara came along, he’s never seen an earthquake.
When he found out he wasn’t the oldest anymore he was far from thrilled. He’d always been the oldest and thought he might be supplanted as decision maker as a result. Thankfully, Linara had been in no way inclined in such a manner, as yet.
“Isn’t Benjy worried it might be dangerous?” The pouting eleven year old asks with hands on her hips.
“I don’t think so, but do you think it will be? Dangerous I mean.”
Looking Ewan in the eye Linara immediately regrets her choice of words for as well as being quiet the youngest, by 2 weeks, is also the one who is most fearful. She knew that but didn’t think before opening her mouth. It’s why she quickly forces a smile upon her face and assures, “It’ll be fine. We’re together.”
A smile appears across Ewan’s face. Thankfully, it doesn’t take much to reassure him but boy does he need it periodically once his uncertainty sets in. It’s probably why he used to get picked on all the time at school. That was until Linara arrived and made the bully of bullies eat his own fist a few days ago.
A smile rips across her face recalling that ‘fight.’ Not only did the boy, bigger than her in every dimension, not want to hit a girl, he looked flabbergasted when she deftly inserted herself between him and Ewan, grabbed his fist and forced it back, hard, into his own face. Since then he’s steered well clear. Unlikely it’ll be forever but something is better than nothing she thinks.
“Time we get going, don’t want Benjy having all the fun, do we?” Is the encouragement Linara provides breaking into a jog.
Her statement has the desired effect as Ewan quickly catches up and then rushes past, determined not to be left behind. Laughing, Linara too speeds up the pumping of her legs over the uneven ground, not a care in the world they crest the hill, exhausted, and… stop.
Jaws hanging lose, mouths gaping, Benjy, Linara and Ewan stand in an unintentional neat little row across the hills peak looking down at the devastation that has been wrought across two conjoined fields.
“Uuuuuum, I don’t think an earthquake did this.” The youngest of the trio manages between stutters and worried pauses while he fidgets nervously.
“I think you’re right Ewan.”
Ignoring the flow of conversation Benjy announces, “Let’s get a closer look.”
“Wait, it might not be…” It’s too late the long black haired boy of barely ten is gone; barrelling down the steep incline of the hill toward the devastation.
The sight is unlike anything Linara has seen previously in her short life. At least without massive machines, dozens of them, being present, and you would know if they were because of their size; impossible to hide.
“We should go after him, shouldn’t we?” A concerned sounding Ewan asks, his voice little more than a squeak.
“Yeah.” The girl admits with trepidation of her own.
“Think it’s safe too?”
Turning to lock eyes with Ewan, Linara replies honestly, “Wish I knew.”
Resignation appears on the young blonde boys face. It makes him look older. Linara can well imagine that as the years go by Ewan might end up looking older than he is due to all his worrying. Doubtful she’ll see it. She’ll more than likely be long gone before that happens. Sadness, large and heavy, materialises in her gut. It weighs her down. She hasn’t felt this in a long time, since she was six or seven when she’d had to first start moving from one place to another because of her mom’s work. The girl barely recalls those friends she was so upset about losing. Admitting that only adds to the pain she feels. It’s part of the reason her and her mom barely speak anymore. Not that they get much chance with how little they see of one another.
Maybe it would be different if her dad were still around. Linara never met him, at least that she can recall anyway and her mother refuses to discuss him other than to say he died abroad helping others. Not much to go on and without a name it’s been close to impossible for her to dig anything up. Her mom doesn’t even seem to have photos of him, so Linara hasn’t a clue what her dad looked like.
“It’s going to be OK, Ewan. Benjy will be fine. We all will. Plus, I know you want to find out as much as I do what did this.”
Encouraging the shy quiet boy has the desired effect as he a smirk appears across one side of his face. It’s an unsurprising revelation but a welcome one, plus it distracts her from the anger she feels welling up inside of her toward her mom’s lack of transparency on the matter of her father. She has a right to know who he was, what he did, how he died.
“Let’s get going then.” Linara commands with a gesturing jab of her head a few short moments prior to them both beginning the descent.
In no way could said descent be called controlled as both children hurl themselves down the hill in pursuit of their long haired friend, and hopefully answers as to what made this mess too.
Fighting Through
Ball my fists and raise them up.
Preparation for the snub.
Slice aimed to severely wound.
In this place hope feels doomed.
But call me stubborn, call me dumb.
I refuse to turn and run.
Fought this far and I’ll do more.
All to get through the door.
Beyond which peace does lie,
It’s where serenity can never die.
Might sound too good to be true,
But I’ll take it over this and you.
Cause I’ve been beaten down and strung out;
Since all that I have no doubt,
That these ways are not for me,
With my actions I’ll make you see.
Not that I think you’ll sit and watch.
As all you want is to earn a notch.
Upon the belt you wear so proud.
And put on show to any crowd.
But behind closed doors it is a tool,
You use it to be so cruel.
Lash out and make us limp.
Scream about how we are wimps.
No longer could I bear the noise,
Or your lack of decorum and poise.
So I challenge you to be a man.
Not simply act like you think you can.
Though you should know I’ll get through.
I’ll survive this, them and you.
So don’t believe that you have won.
For my fight has only just begun.
Somber
Somber is the evening air,
A place so low even darkness won’t go there.
And then a strike of lightning flares,
Filling the sky with copious glare.
The cackle of thunder soon does follow.
All to mark the next crack, so hollow.
But nothing is ever quite the same.
There lies missing an important name.
Without them present all seems lost,
Cutting back freedom has a cost.
Yet not in halls of ash do we lay.
For there are demons still to pay.
And the strike of the drum is so foreboding.
Time to take an oath to prevent eroding;
Damning down the lightless path,
Except for the bursts from the skies wrath.
Now lay the wreath at the base of the plinth.
Upon this rock lies the headstone thats his.
Declaration to his days.
Spent them in his own ways.
Judgement is gone from the lives of the departed.
For they now tread a place not charted.
By the bodies of the living and alive,
That place is not somewhere they can thrive.
Yet one day we all shall take it.
Tread down these halls empty and vacant.
Hereafter
Time waits for no man.
Stretch out your open hand.
Welcome in the new age.
Don’t get stuck on one page.
Cause life is short and it’s worth living;
One day you’re young and the next you’re giving…
Advice to your teenage kids.
And no there is no taking bids;
On what’ll succeed and what’ll fail.
All that matters is too prevail.
Live the best damn life that you can achieve.
All so when it’s your time to leave…
You can say it was yours and you have no regrets.
It was never about all the assets.
Knowledge and experience matter more.
Everything else is just left at the door.
So if you’re happy and smiling wide;
Then you are on the victorious ride.
Remember the joys, the grins, the laughter.
They are what continues in the hereafter.
Round And Round And Down
Spiral round and round and down;
Take the pathway to the town.
Then sit upon the empty bench;
Under the dark clouds that drench,
While puddles grow around your form.
More and more of them do spawn.
Before the wind comes cutting through.
It ignores the layers that cover you.
Chills without a hint of pause.
Snapping just like a set of jaws.
Then it dies to give way to rain.
All of it is coming down again.
Not a glimpse or a glimmer;
That this day may soon be a winner.
Just a rotten soaking pour.
One that is reaching to your core.
But bothered it seems you are not.
You look happy with your lot.
For the air is fresh if not chilly.
And you feel like a water lily.
So you remain and watch the world.
As all it’s beauty is unfurled.
Then when your fill has been met.
Up you stand and off you get.
Heading back to your home.
To climb that spiral which is known.
Monster In Our Midst
Yay we’ve got to the end of April. Might not sound like an achievement but it feels like one as writing has been slower for me recently. Still, I’m proud I’ve got here. Anyway, to the reason as to why we’re here, the story. It’s a mixture of Sci-Fi and fantasy. Not something I’ve really done previously, much like I don’t often not explain the overarching world but this is one of those times. I did that mainly because I wanted this tale to be more about the events then the universe it takes place in. But that is all you’re getting from me. If you want to know more you’ll have to read on. Enjoy!
In his youth Sascha Numerov had walked the roads of the world searching for… well, he didn’t know other than to say something. Perhaps it was a cause, a purpose, a calling. Whatever the reason was that was why he walked all over Qwervee.
To pay his way he would undertake jobs. Some were peaceful, simple things like mending doors and gates while others were disposing of… let’s just say less than favourable souls who took pleasure in the suffering of others.
Before he took to this nomadic life he’d trained in combat. He never did become a soldier but he was more than proficient with most weapons that might be laid out before him. But as to why exactly well that is a different story entirely; one that will not be told here, today.
It was on these travels across and over the lands of kingdoms, fifes and republics that Sascha came across a village. If he were given a map he would not be capable of pointing it out and expected it was too small to be marked.
Such is often the case with these quaint communities which dot the land comprising far more of the worlds populace than the big cities behind their walls of rough hewn stone. That might change one day but Sascha cannot say for sure that it will. People like space after all and the cities offer so little. Yet, more flock to them all the time. In a fashion that suggests the numbers might be endless. They are not but appearances can be deceiving, especially on busy days or following struggles and conflicts.
This village however, felt different from the moment he set eyes upon it from a not very great distance.
Where others, most he had ventured through, were bustling places filled with life, joy and people grafting hard as they work. This village, Ptunem, could be no further from that for the settlers skulked around, gazes averted, heads lowered. If their clothes were not so ragged and torn he might not have been aware of their skeletal bodies either.
On several occasions he tried to introduce himself to a number of the inhabitants. All of them ignored or quickly scurried away as if he were cursed, diseased. One in particular quaked in fear as if Sascha were about to strike him with malice. He was not. He had no reason to.
Not long after he caught a whiff of the air, it smelt of fear. He should’ve known from the moment he arrived but hadn’t. That was a failure on his part. Though, as to what the people were fearful of he could not say, did not know. As far as he could see the village held no keep or palace; the common seats of dictatorial power which aid oppression and subjugation. The very same entities which are believed to have led to the downfall of civilization until it was back at its early roots, forcing it to build and grow once more, except now in the shadows of the ruins of before.
Sascha has never concerned himself with the before. Those days are long gone, dead, but sadly not quite buried. Perhaps it would be easier if they were, though he is not sure.
Alas, the world is the way that it is. Though, with the speed at which many of the ruins of before have been falling as of late it is possible that few reminders will remain soon. That, he thinks, might be for the best.
Anyway, with the people of the village adamant about refusing to acknowledge his existence, Sascha continued on. For while help is something he freely offers it can only be done so if it and he are welcomed. It was clear these villagers did not welcome an iota about him and so he settled on pushing through.
Soon he’d be out the other side able to continue on his journey. It didn’t feel right but…
Before he could leave Ptunem there was a call that drew his attention. If he were to describe it he would’ve said it was somewhere between a whistle and a click. Oddest sound he ever did hear. If it hadn’t been it would likely have never registered with him for its volume was so unbelievably low. It was a miracle it ever reached his ears and yet it did.
In reaction to said sound his head swung right to find a shape lodged into a narrow gap shaded by the palm leaves of the roofs of the villages’ shacks. Without delay the shape beckoned him over with a gesture. If anyone else saw this shape they ignored it. Perhaps a little too well if Sascha were honest. Still he held no fear, only curiosity, and so with that trudged over to the narrow gap at times thinking himself mad for the mass in the shade regularly disappeared and reappeared during his approach.
That had to be an optical illusion, a trick of the mind. Probably also meant it was purposeful too; a way of hiding their presence in case anyone with prying eyes might grow too curious as to why a stranger is walking toward a narrow slit between two unremarkable buildings they have no business with.
It struck the wanderer that if he were omnispective the strangest thing would be the lack of interest from those around in him venturing toward a space between the two buildings. Hell, even as a member of the community it would strike him as odd, truth-be-told.
“You are not from round these parts, yes?” The voice said from beneath a long hood covering much of their face but doing nothing to hide the deep wrinkles and skin folds around the base of their neck.
“That is right.”
Try as he might Sascha’s replies have always sounded far more official than is necessary. What comes from having grown up being trained in duty and the art of combat, he thinks. Still, it surprises him that it’s a habit, learned and practiced, he has never fallen out or away from. He often wonders if others have or if they like him are too practiced to be rid of such things.
“Do you think this a strange question?” The shape says raising their head as if to look at the traveller but only managing to reveal, whether that is their intention or not, a glimpse at their pointed chin and cracked lips.
Dehydration, an affliction Sascha has, at times, known far too well for his liking. Though from him the sight illicits no physical reaction for he is used too much worse sights. However, he would’ve been lying if he did not admit the time it would take to sink to such a level of suffering stirred feelings deep within him, for he was brought up with a code. The highest tenet of said code being that the innocent should not suffer at the hands of others. From what he has glimpsed thus far this suffering is not natural, it is enforced for he has spotted plenty of food stuffs. Enough to feed all he has seen several times over and with no sight of rot or malnourishment to indicate that crops might be failing, yields low.
All this makes in more perplexing as to whom, from where and exactly how this oppression might be occurring. It is a reminder to him that there are things in this world he does not yet know. As a child that would’ve seemed ridiculous with all the study he undertook, but with advancing years comes the realisation that what any one person knows is only a fraction of what exists.
Is that why I took to the roads of Qwervee, he wonders while issuing his reply, “I do not.”
“Are you a warrior?” The shrouded shape blurts quite uncharacteristically yet obviously referring to the heavy repeater slung across his back.
A shake of the head is followed by, “I am but one man who walks this world.”
“For what reason? It does not matter, I’m sorry. But you know how to use that weapon, yes?” The sudden shift from curiosity to desire is jarring, as if an internal conflict is pulling the figure in different directions.
“I would not carry it if I did not.” Comes the honest, succinct and frank reply from the man on the road.
“Then you might be what we need most here in Ptunem.”
There is hope in that statement, an abundance of it. Nevertheless it sounds strange, not to his ears but rather as if the figure had lost and forgotten such a thing existed. It’s why in reply Sascha at first raises an eyebrow high and then utters, “And that is?”
He is curious, intrigued, interested in what it is the people of Ptunem, which he assumes is the name of this village, might require of him.
“Aid. We need aid. We are starving, suffering and cannot take much more. Will you help us?”
The tone is pleading, desperate. Clearly they are sincere with their request.
The shapes hands, wrinkled and pale, shake as they reach toward Sascha. They never reach him; they stop short, hold in the air continuing to tremble.
Finally the villager has shifted enough to showcase their eyes. One is bright and gleaming through the shadows of the hood, the other is dull.
“I have no food, nothing to give.”
The hooded figure shakes their head with a mild look of surprise upon their face.
“We want no supplies, only your skills. If you are speaking truth, that is.”
“What is happening here?” The traveller questions believing there is a need to get to the point rather than dancing around it.
Alas, before any reply can be given to Sascha’s query a whoosh of air tears down the street. The hooded figure goes stiff as a board with fear, then mutters some unintelligible words only to scurry off down the narrow slit between the buildings leaving Sascha, the traveller, the stranger, alone.
The hooded figures escape is quite impressive for the narrow route was barely wide enough for a single width of shoulders; still they made quick work of it prior to disappearing as if they never existed to begin with.
A sigh escapes the wanderers’ lips, it’s followed by a nod and then finally Sascha turns. To no surprise the street is empty, entirely, now. The citizens of the village, who had been milling about forcing themselves to avert their gazes previously, have since vacated, fled into the other buildings that line the road that bisects this village. Alone, Sascha was left to wonder if he should call out. He didn’t, though better of it. Instead, he unslings the repeater from across his back, pulls on the short lever which sticks out one side of its long body to ensure the rounds are ready for discharge and prepares for what might come next.
In an instant the clouds descend, unnaturally, all around only to begin swarming as if sentient. Then rain sprays like he has only ever seen once before when he a child. That was back at the training grounds when one of the before pipes burst. He recalls being told the cause was something called pressure and then watched with interest as the pipe was patched until the spray was no more. He hadn’t then and doesn’t now understand such things. He’d never needed to, but they drew his curiosity regardless, at least when he was a child they did anyway. These days he accepts things for what they are. There should be sadness in that he thinks prior to being ripped from his thoughts when the sounds of youthful cackling reach his ears.
For the first few short fractions of a second he believes the sounds to be little more than another memory laying itself indelicately over others. That is until he feels motion around him. It’s close, maybe an arm’s length away at most. In response to it he turns this way and that, though sees nothing but the too low clouds. They are almost touching ground now and resemble impenetrable fog more than anything.
Whispers kill any other thoughts he has, wrench him from that place and following a blink Sascha finds himself stood, hand clamped around the thin wrist of a child. He shakes his head from side to side to dispel… he has no name or description for what it is he hopes to dispel; a dream perhaps, no it is something else entirely.
In fact in so many ways calling whatever he saw, he felt, he experienced a dream is wrong. A vision?
“Who are you?” He demands of the child in his grasp.
The sudden change, the vanishing of the fog cloud is the first he recalls having seeing them, and in his mind if he has hold of them then it is for a reason, he believes.
“I’m no one. Now let me go. I did nothing wrong. You attacked me.” The boy assures, seething and struggling to break the grip upon their wrist.
Without a doubt Sascha will not be complying and letting go unless he wishes too, or unless it turns out the child has a weapon. That is doubtful, severely, he feels.
“Do not listen, they are a thief!” Someone exclaims from nearby.
Casting his gaze further than a narrow zone around him, Sascha realises he has an audience where previously there was none. It makes little sense, none at all honestly, for he was alone seconds ago. There was no one. His brow furrows, though he hides his confusion.
“A thief?” The words slip from his lips.
“Yes, he is but one of those who steal all we have to survive on and because of it we are starving.” The tone is filled with desperation. Something that is echoed by many others who think it time they add pleas in hopes this stranger, this traveller, will aid them. Right the wrong of what is happening in Ptunem. Yet, how they can be so united in their belief they are starving he does not understand as there is food… His dark eyes catch sight of the simple wooden boxes he saw chock full of food stuffs, they are slim. He does not understand how that can be possible.
“You’re stealing these good people’s food?” Sascha hears himself say in the moments prior to returning to the present.
“I have no choice. None of us do.” Are the assurances from the boy continuing to struggle. Though, it appears they are less against Sascha’s restraint and more in reaction to the accusations from the villagers that surround the pair.
There are so many, Sascha notes as cries of, “Lies!” “We’re dying.” “Save us.” fill the air with a cacophony of sound too much for his ears to cope with.
“Silence!” Is the order given from the closely cropped blonde haired man as his dark brown eyes scan those that surround.
The command has the desired effect as all those present fell silent with no efforts having been made to offer refusals or resistance.
“You ask for my aid yet bombard me with cries. If I am to aid you I must know what is going on. Let me question the boy.”
“But he’s a liar! He cannot be believed!”
“Yeah!” Is the unified agreement which follows the outburst.
“I will be the judge of that.” Sascha fires back with a glowering stare cast across many of those gathered around and closest to him.
Right after this his gaze softens when it shifts to the boy he has hold of still.
“Tell me all you know. There will be no interruptions.” I quick hard glance at the crowd is met with bowed heads and nods of confirmation.
“We…we work for this group. They… took us. Keep us locked up. Force us to steal for them. If we don’t they… they…” Rather than say what this group, which to Sascha sounds an awful lot like a bandit clan, might do he shows his free hand.
The boys palm is heavily scarred with what the traveller knows to be a mixture of punishing cuts and cruel burns. The sight sickens him, boils his blood. This is not how the innocent should be treated, especially children.
To Sascha’s eyes the boy looks to be nine or ten.
“Where are they?” He asks rather than demands.
“In a clearing, I can show you if you like.” The boys’ eyes shine bright with hope when he says those words.
Ignoring the grumbles, the man releases his grip upon the boy, who has his shaved head to stubble broken by where scars have healed making it impossible for hair to grow. A smile slips into place across the boys face. It’s followed by a frantic nodding.
“This way, I’ll show you where they reside.”
As he boy scurries off villagers espouse their concerns. Sascha ignores all of them and follows the boy out of the village and deep into the jungle woods which surround the palm leaf roofed timber cabins of Ptunem.
I Want To Say
I want to say the sun’s gone,
I want to say you are wrong;
No more listening here.
Can’t wait to say, bye my dear.
Revolutions are spinning wildly.
Who are they that are acting wilely.
Double trouble antidote,
So much fire among black smoke.
Not something I expected here.
You stop at the edge just to stare.
Another number comes after you.
What are the next words that will spew?
Cause this is not right.
We’re stuck in this fight.
Overbearing;
Endless swearing.
Names across the eroded rock.
Chattering jaws that just won’t lock.
Give a pause for a little while,
Is snapping like a crocodile.
Desperate for the slimest taste.
Soon these errors wil be erased.
Shattered down to tiny specks.
All so not to feel the affects.
With a zone in mind.
And a lack of kind.
Vent the air and go.
Rejoin the endless flow.
For the crime is only a source.
And we have no recourse.
Pick a moment and go.
Words muttered are just so.
Empty and crass,
Like they wish to talk trash.
Breed a rift in the heart.
Bored now lets press restart.
I want to say the sun’s gone,
I want to say you are wrong;
No more listening here.
Couldn’t wait to say, bye to my fear.
Reverting
Stacking bricks to the ceiling;
Just the way I’m feeling.
Platics cubes of pure joy;
So much more than just a toy.
Entertainment for all ages;
Not willing to turn pages.
Walking away seems so dull;
When it’s too busy with its pull.
Plus I’m obsessed with all the fun;
Never will it be gone.
So call me whatever you might wish;
Yes I’m a child so go fish.
Any issues lie with you.
Do what you want to.
For I intend to do just that.
Not interested in combat.
Stupid game for cruel souls.
Not one of my lifetime goals.
Make it wide and make it tall;
Build it into the shape of a ball.
I’ve done it once and will again;
Appeals to both boys and men.
Which is why I carry on;
Will do this until all is gone.
Smile wide from ear to ear;
One time there is no fear.
Just imagination and inspiration;
It helps with my situation.
Cause overthinking is a curse;
Makes everything feel worse.
That is why I do this.
No more moments I want to miss.
Construct whatever comes to mind.
Not at all is it defined.
The design seems so boring here.
Just want to enjoy, is that clear?
If its not then that’s on you.
Not that you give a screw.
You don’t need to and I know.
This is how I’ll grow;
Build a place just for me.
Don’t care whether you agree.
Days Are Long
I’m not listening anymore.
I don’t care if I’m a bore.
Let me dwell and be happy.
Stop trying to always be so crappy.
I get that you don’t like the same.
That you just wish to play a game.
But to me this life is not so easy.
Why I have to absorb it freely.
Unmitigated by your hand of God.
Don’t want to be a part of the flood.
Lost in a maze that hurts my brain.
Putting up with that might see me burst into flame.
I can’t deal with it any longer.
No your antics aren’t stronger.
They’re just a shield to resist.
No more of this raised up fist.
It isn’t fun or even clever.
Feels like you failed to sever;
Realise that I’m not like you.
That there are days I may feel blue.
Uninspired and locked in wallow.
Its not about feeling sorrow.
Phases come and they go.
Just let me work through all of it though.
Yes I know I need to lay my head.
Due to so much is spinning while in bed,
And emptying it is not so simple.
I can’t pop emotions like a pimple.
Good you can but that’s not me.
Leave me alone and you’ll see.
I’ll walk out the otherside.
This is all part of my personal ride.
Temporary but still it’s scary.
About everything I feel wary.
But once I’m free it’s all good.
So let me work through this hood.