You fed the storm with another lie
Did you think we would just say bye?
Well if you did you never thought
Cause the rage has come to sort…
Every little thing you did
Then make you pay for it
You should have used your brain
Instead, now you’re down the drain
A fractured sense of pompous height
From which you soon will fly
See you plummet to the floor
Enjoy the impacts one through four
With a smile that you stole
After you nailed them to the pole
What a sick sadistic mind
We don’t want one of your kind
That’s why we sit and watch
While you stumble afraid and lost
Hope you like the darkest night
As you’re never gonna see anything bright
Just a box within a tomb
Shattered world of what a fool
But you brought this upon yourself
So now you’ll lay with nothing else
Elite
Obscene with the way you live
It’s like staring into the abyss
If walls could talk we’d beg them no
Every detail is not what we want on show
As endings become the way of truth
The book to which you speak proof
Just a smattering of pages
Wrapped inside leather cages
Coalescing without a father
You swear to be a martyr
Jokes aside is your quoted line
Scream it from within the forest of pine
Facing looks of stern intention
What you breed is failed invention
Slithering through the leaves of last here
Hoping that you will bring back fear
What a sad state of affairs to bring
All these scrolls we should sling
Cast them out into the bay
These are words you should not say
But revolt is in your mind
Why you are never inclined
To bring peace instead of war
Sending off the dirt poor
But each one is a life
And they should not be cast aside
Deicide
This week I’ve gone full Sci-Fi man versus machine. The story is based off an idea I had about what might happen if machines, intelligent ones, stumbled across the concept of religion. It was really fun to write! Not really got anything else to say, oh except that it’s about 11,400 words long. Happy reading!
“The doors aren’t going to hold!” Someone screams at the top of their lungs. A round of gasps and near silent exclamations spring forth and are cast into the surrounding air. Before anyone can make a move, however, someone else cries, “They’re almost through!” The voice is panicked, as you might well imagine it would be when you’re being hunted for being a human being without faith.
The doors in question, heavy fifteen centimetre thick metal twins dotted with surface rust that stains the otherwise dark surface, are midway through being peeled back from where they meet but at the very top of the door. The sound the metal makes as it is forced inwards is akin to the opening of a can, metal on metal as force is exerted and curls the edges toward the now scurrying human beings that had been hiding in this place. It’s part of an old sewer system long forgotten by all except the few that have been seeking refuge here below the surface of the magnificent city that reaches skyward with its sprawling buildings and seemingly never-ending avenues that criss-cross one another. At one time that city had been occupied by people, like those who are rushing for their lives hoping to escape an enemy they all know too well, machines. But those days of living a peaceful life are long gone.
Suddenly an almighty crash rings out. It’s the sound of the doors having failed and in that moment every one stops and turns their attention back the way of the barred doors that these refugees had been so sure would keep them safe. But they had underestimated the might of the machines that have been sent to apprehend, judge and punish those that are not followers of God.
“We have to get out of here.” Scott says fearfully. He has hold of his partners’ hand. They’re both terrified but Angela doesn’t react. Instead, she stays rooted to the spot looking back over her half turned shoulder. He doesn’t know what she expects will happen next but they cannot stay here. They need to move, which is why he wrenches his arm forward hoping that the sudden encouragement will be enough to spur her back into fleeing. It doesn’t and for the first time since they met he considers abandoning her to save himself. A second later he hates himself for even allowing the thought to creep into his head. Yet, since the crash that was the shearing of the bar across the metal doors there has been no sound. Plus, no one has made a move. Scott doesn’t understand why. He thinks they should be running. Not just him but everyone.
He can imagine the machines will be one of the assault units, but he’d really rather not find out. Getting that close usually ends one way, death and he doesn’t feel like dying today. He pulls again at Angela’s arm. Again it moves and reacts to his demand but the woman attached does little else in response. She doesn’t know why she isn’t responding to Scott. She knows for a fact that she should. That they need to get out of here and fast before…
The booms of unified footsteps begin to thunder. They’re slow, methodical and lack any sort of urgency. Yet, no one near the now wide open doors can see those that the footsteps belong to. The tunnel is dark, too dark in fact even for silhouettes and outlines to be visible. Everyone with their eyes on the opening shudders, like a cold chill has touched each of them. Then out of the darkness come the first glimmers of the forms of the machines. They’re human in appearance, like many machine variants are, but these are more human than most. They have skin and the only factor that marks them out from organics as they marching forward are their eyes. They glow shades of pink, red, orange, yellow and all the other colours that human eyes can never naturally be. Yet, the glow wasn’t enough to reveal them in the tunnel that they came plodding out of.
Scott pulls harder this time. The screaming hasn’t started yet but he’s survived long enough to know that it will. He isn’t sure why people react like they do. He sure as hell doesn’t. Never has he been paralysed like Angela and those around them are. This time, to his relief, Angela takes a couple steps toward him and then looks up at his face, her body now pressed against his.
“It’s too late.” The dark haired woman says as her blue eyes look directly into Scott’s hazel coloured pair.
“If we’re still alive it’s never too late. Now come we have to get out of here.” Scott assures and then urges. His tone is confident though he doesn’t feel an ounce of it himself. It’s faked. It often is but it needs to be. It’s how he and Angela have got this far. Yet, it was his idea to come to this place, this refuge and that was clearly a mistake. Angela had told him it would be but he hadn’t listened. He really thought they’d have better odds if it wasn’t just them against the entire world. The machines own it now with their religious fanaticism and all because they uncovered texts that had been written by human hands. Texts that they believed to be the true origin point of their birth into this world. It was a sick reminder of the mistakes humanity itself had made in the millennia before it had done away with religion as a result of the exact issues it is again causing now.
“You’re right.” Angela remarks finally. Scott smiles, briefly, and then urges his legs to start moving. They comply without issue and so he and Angela begin to flee. However, they get no more than five paces before the screams of terror begin to erupt back at the now ruined doors that had been their only protection.
The machines, Inquisitor models, have sprung into action. The marching had stopped a short time before and during the lingering time between the Inquisitors had picked their targets. They can do that, calculate and converse much like a hive mind might except each Inquisitor is a separate, independent and unique entity. They have names, much like humans do. But unlike humans they have a belief, in God. He is the true creator, the progenitor of everything that followed and humanity has forgotten that. They have become heretics and non-believers who curse and ignore the existence of the great entity of creation. The machines do not understand how or why this occurred. What they do know is that mankind must atone for their sins, and there are plenty of them. If only they had not strayed from the path and followed in the footsteps of the fallen one, the devil, Lucifer. But alas they have and so those that refuse to atone must answer for the wrong that they have done in their lives. As well as the mistakes committed by all the generations before them, their ancestors.
The Inquisitors react in unison, each focused on a different target. There is no overlap. That would be wasteful and so within four seconds of the commencement of their movement the first nine machines have nine heretics. The humans flail and writhe attempting to break free as they scream, but they cannot.
“Charlotte Drake you are a heretic and a non-believer…” One of the Inquisitors says with a cold emotionless voice as the machine begins reading off the charges against the blonde woman that the Inquisitor has a tight grip on the wrist of.
“Get off me!” Charlotte screams as all around her the other detained heretics are read their charges.
“Tobias Grant you are a heretic and a non-believer, as were the previous seven generations of your family. For crimes against God you are hereby sentenced to…”
“Fuck you!” One of the detained screams as they thrash about. But it’s useless. They will never break free. No one is armed. If they were they might have a chance. The Inquisitors are not invincible after all.
A burst of gunfire fills the air. It cuts above the unending screams and cries of men, women and children rushing for the exits to this section of the sewer system. If they can escape this area then they just might be able to avoid sentencing. Everyone knows what the weapons fire is; it’s the machines executing the sentences rendered to those captured. The punishment is always the same, death. Occasionally people are granted the chance to repent but Inquisitors possess the ability to detect human lies so even when the accused claim they will repent the Inquisitors know the words are lies. It’s horrifying and yet Scott isn’t about to slow down as he drags Angela along behind him as they rush through a new tunnel. They’ve taken several turns and in truth Scott hasn’t a clue where they are. He doesn’t recognise anything mainly because it all looks the exact same. His heart is racing and all he can hear is the screaming, bursts of gunfire and his own heart as it pounds relentlessly in his ears.
“I don’t know which way.” He admits as he whips his head from left to right assessing the options before him. “Fuck!” He exclaims prior to quickly doing a stupid chant in his head that his mother taught him as a little boy. Just as he reaches the conclusion of the chant, which he doesn’t remember the words to just the tune, he feels Angela’s hand leave his. Panic hits him like a truck and he spins round to see an Inquisitor haul Angela off her feet while mumbling the same lines they always do when rendering judgement. Scott hadn’t heard it but ignores his failure as Angela struggles hoping to break free. Her hands are up round her neck desperately attempting to pry the hand from around her throat. This Inquisitor isn’t like the others, it’s an older model. Neither Scott nor Angela knew they were still in service but it is decidedly more machine in appearance than the more recent models. It’s hands metal and with long razor sharp finger that give it the ability to wrap just one hand around several human heads at once, if it so wished. Scott has to admit that it is a grotesque sight and one that unnerves him because of its unnatural jerky movements and terribly pale, thin skin which is almost translucent and allows for glimpses at some of the metal and circuitry beneath.
“Get off her!” Scott roars as he throws himself at the old Inquisitor model.
“Scott Trevelyan you are marked for death for being a heretic…” The Inquisitor declares as it swipes at the brown haired man with its one free mechanical hand. Scott dodges the swipe and brings up his knee hard. It’s a direct hit but does nothing to the machine. To Scott however it sends an enormous burst of pain through his now damaged knee. He falls back unable to get his balance. Muddy water splashes everywhere and continues to leak from somewhere above them with a rhythmic drip, drip, drip. It’s common in these old sewers for leaks to occur. After all no one, man or machine, performs maintenance on them. They are redundant relics from a bygone era.
“Scott run!” Angela screams as the Inquisitor comes in for the kill while Scott is still down in the shallow water. He has stars in his vision but tries to leap to his feet. His knee buckles and fails. Scott screams. The burst of agony through his knee is beyond anything he has ever felt before in his life. Then the open hand of the Inquisitor broadsides him. Scott is gathered off the floor and out of the water only to be unceremoniously flung hard into the nearby curved sewer wall. There is a crunch. Angela screams, flails, curses, struggles and so much more while Scott’s limp body splashes back into the cloudy water. Scott lets out a short groan soon after. Angela is shocked. She was sure he’d been killed by that impact. The sickening crunch as his body had hit the wall she thought was his skull caving, but it seems she was wrong. Hope wells up inside her but it is short-lived as the Inquisitor wrenches her round to bring her in close. As the Inquisitor does so Scott rolls onto his back. His face is a mess but mostly covered in blood. The blood hides the true severity of his injuries or it would if it were not Angela being shown this. Her stomach churns threatening to make her vomit at the sight.
“Sentence…death.” The Inquisitor announces and then in a blink of an eye throws it’s free hand, balled into a fist that looks all wrong due to its overlong razor sharp digits, at Scott as he struggles to fight through the haze and work out what’s going on and where he is. Angela screams but it’s too late, the fist crushes Scott’s head. His already battered skull is shattered and flattened. Blood sprays out everywhere. Angela cries, tears streaming down her face. When the Inquisitor retracts its mechanical fist the true horror is revealed to Angela who can take no more and spews the contents of her stomach noisily. The act of vomiting hurts and her lungs burn as a result, yet she doesn’t make any attempts to resist. Her energy is spent. Her partner is gone. Hope has died for her. There is no point in going on and she knows what will happen next. Scott was her only hope to have a chance at getting out of the grips of this monstrous machine that has told of her, but he’s dead now.
“Angela Bernstein you are a heretic associator…” The old Inquisitor model declares. Angela braces herself for the punishment that will be given. She knows her fate. It’s inevitable now. She hates herself but she welcomes it. Scott would scream at her… Oh Scott… She begins to sob again.
“…Will you atone?” Are the next words Angela hears the Inquisitor speak. She frowns, confused by the question. It shouldn’t be a question. It should be execution, like it was for Scott. In that moment her despair, pain and hopelessness is replaced with rage.
“Fuck you! You sick fucking mechanical bastard! You want me to atone! You just killed the man I loved! So fuck your atonement you delusional pile of scrap!” Angela thrashes, roars, spits and kicks with all the energy that is now at her disposable.
“Is that a no?” The older Inquisitor model inquires unable to understand Angela and her rage.
Angela doesn’t answer. Suddenly she feels something in her pocket. She pauses, she hopes not for too long, and then reaches for whatever it is. The Inquisitor does nothing to stop her. Her existence elicits no fear in it as there is nothing for machines to fear from humans. They are weak, squishy and easily dispatched.
Angela rips the object from her pocket only for her eyes to go wide at the discovery that she has a grenade in her hand. Scott must have slipped it to her at some point without her knowing. Clever, she thinks.
A smile splits across her face. An evil one which she makes no attempt to conceal, much like the grenade, in the moments before she enquires, “Do you know what this is?”
The Inquisitor studies the item in her hand for several seconds and then replies, “Yes, it is a bar fragmentation grenade.” The Inquisitor fails to see what the purpose of her question is but that soon becomes apparent as Angela flicks the safety off and then stabs her thumb hard into the square button to arm the grenade.
“Yeah, that’s right it is. But it goes by another name too…” The Inquisitor inclines its head as if attempting to work out what the dark haired woman’s next words might be. Before it can reach a conclusion however Angela finishes her statement. “…FUCK YOU!” With that Angela begins to pull her thumb off the trigger button. She almost manages to withdraw it enough to ignite the grenade when the Inquisitor’s free arm flies toward her head, grabs a hold and then tears it from atop her shoulders with a single clean motion. Her headless body flops to the floor, the grenade button still depressed enough to have not ignited the detonation.
Amara gasps as she watches all this unfold from the confines of a narrow gap in the wall. It’s where she ran to and hid as soon as she heard the doors were being assaulted. Her hand clamped over her mouth as she begs and pleas that she isn’t heard or found.
The Inquisitor releases its grip on Angela’s severed head. It drops to the floor, causing a splash in the grubby water which quickly begins to tint red because of the blood. Amara doesn’t move. She stays still, motionless and quiet. Her hand remains clamped across her mouth. The Inquisitor scans around looking, searching. If it knows she is here she has nowhere to go. It will get her and if that happens she’ll suffer the same fate. She’s seen it before many times during her life and each time it ends the same way. At one time it made her sick to her stomach but those reactions have long since passed. Now she is desensitised to the violence and the barbarity of what the machines do to humans.
Finally, the Inquisitor turns and plods off. Amara hears each thump of its metal feet as it retreats. Though, she notes that it doesn’t withdraw back toward the doors the other Inquisitors burst through. Rather, it is headed deeper into the sewer system which makes Amara wonder if it is a repurposed Inquisitor. She’s heard tales of such things but if it is then this is the first proof she’s seen of it. Still, she refuses to leave the confines of her hiding space. She will in time but it’ll be hours from now when she does. After all, she has to be sure the machines, the other Inquisitors, have withdrawn before any attempts are made to move on.
Statements
Honour is a privilege
Survival is a right
If you lay down and die you’re giving up the fight
Passion is a dare to dream
Defeat is a disease
Trying to balance on that rope will not end wonderfully
Honesty is unassured
Death is not the same
What you might hope for may never come round again
Hope is a necessity
Joy might simply fade
But do not give up or you might drift away
Missing The Point
No one is clean
Everybody is to blame
Point the finger
In both directions
You are guilty, as am I
History should be allowed to die
To not do so is to be ashamed
The past should stay that way
But that does not mean condone
Sick of the hijacked megaphone
Agendas forced down your throat
Stop being the sheep pretending your the G.O.A.T
Make a decision don’t assume
Unless you want to be stuck in a tomb
I don’t but it seems you all do
Tread the past like it comes tomorrow
What a waste that adds to disaster
You’re all avoiding the mass fracture
Make It True
Smile past the disaster
Don’t look for a master
Shoot for the stars
No matter where they are
Never let the night win
You can always start again
Life is what you choose
Don’t settle and lose
Fight for what you want
Ease is not a part of it
Beauty in the empty spaces
The very best of your places
While the guilty run and hide
You can live with pride
Stand for what matters most
Ignore the attempts of the ghost
They will soon be banished away
Decay isn’t a thing that has to be
You can turn wish into reality
Set sail on the dreams of permanently
Too Far Gone
Cut away at conviction
What remains is just affliction
Spinning in this funneled space
Unaware of a lack of pace
So kindle fires and build them high
Hope to ascend up to the sky
Join the gods to which you pray
Or do you think that would betray…
A solemn oath taken so young
One spoken by the tongue
The very same that moves no longer
Believing silence is stronger
Even after the disaster
The one that brought it faster
Cities turned to ruined piles
This is part of the trials
A journey to fix the line
If succeeded all will be fine
But obstacles are not that tiny
Many of them can be spiny
It’s why your hands are smothered red
Why you now wish you were dead
Cause the hours are now growing short
And that has caused you to feel frought
Failure looming on the horizon
Beyond the grip to abort the siphon
Voice On The Wind
Hi everybody! Story time has come round again. This week I’ve got a slightly creepy Sci-Fi tale for you. Don’t want to give too much away other than that but it was fun to write. It’s a shorter story at 11,600 words. So with that I hope you enjoy Voice On The Wind.
Everything is white. It’s as brilliant and stunning as it is stark and chilling. From left to right and all the way up to the horizon the view is the same. There are no breaks, no changes, just a giant fluffy white carpet of perfect snow which aggressively reflects the blue cloudless sky and especially the burning ball of gases that is the sun.
Alexi can’t take his eyes off it. It’s just too beautiful to pull himself away from as he stands atop a small bump. It could never be called a hill, more a mound. It is barely as large as him and has only just enough space for a single person, in this case him, to stand at its summit. It isn’t natural, unlike the view before him. No, this mound he is atop as he stares out at the freezing minus twenty five degree Celsius was created when some of the snow blocking the caterpillar tracked survey vehicle needed to be dug out. That was a week ago and since then there has been almost three days of constant snowfall. Alexi knows the survey vehicle will need digging out again for whenever they next will need its capabilities. He pays it little thought however as he won’t be using it. The vehicle facilitates a different research group for the most part. One that is part of the larger Antarctic colony, he doesn’t have a better word for it, that has setup in the coldest place on Earth. A place that is so cold and dry that it is in fact a desert. He smiles beneath his sealed mask as he mulls over the numerous responses ranging from surprised but curious to outright defiant when people are informed of that. Some people really do fear knowledge, he thinks.
Alexi can hear his breathing. When he’d first come to Research Station Orion he’d found it very disconcerting to be able to hear his own inhales and exhales, but after a couple months he barely notices it anymore. Unless, like he is now, he consciously thinks about it. He would say so much has changed but it hasn’t, not out here. Things rarely change out in a wasteland like this. At least they don’t from one day to the next. Years, decades and centuries, sure then there is change and lots of it. Alexi feels a strange comfort to know that as he becomes aware of the presence of his viro-suit. In turn that leads his mind to contemplate how man ever managed to survive and traverse this place before the suits with their seven layers, air gaps and breathing apparatus were designed. It seems, to him at least, that it should have been impossible, but then many things that should have been impossible for mankind to achieve when they did them were still done. If only the same could be said now. Humanity is struggling, the world is… He can’t bring himself to say dying. Not because it hurts too much to say or think the words but because they simply aren’t true. Humanity is not the death of Earth. Its size, its complexity are simply too great for one species, even if they are the most populous, to kill the planet. That is not to say that planets could not be killed by humanity. They very much can. Nukes are an example of that. A perfect example in fact and there is no doubt that nuclear war would, if it had ever occurred, have killed Earth. But climate change is not death, not for the planet. It is death for humanity, but the Earth will live on long after. If only we’d done something sooner, Alexi thinks to himself as he continues to take in the scenery before him, his arms hanging limply down at his sides as a blast of ice cold wind rushes at and over the shape that is the viro-suit wearing Alexi. He feels nothing and continues to breathe slowly in and out as his eyes slowly flow from right to left and then back again.
“You’ll have to return soon.” A familiar voice says in Alexi’s head. It’s his subconscious. He nods barely perceptibly but says nothing. He doesn’t feel the need to even though he is alone out in the freezing temps. To break the silence, bar the sounds of the air as it is whirls around, seems criminal to the physicist.
Alexi is the only one who ever comes out here for a reason other than necessity. At first the other researchers, not just those within his group, thought him mad. A few had even gossiped that they thought he was struggling and near the edge, but the truth was nothing of the sort. In fact, Alexi simply wanted air, fresh air. The freshest on Earth truth be told. Still, it isn’t as fresh as it had once been. The pollution in the atmosphere has put pay to that for everyone on Earth. If only we’d managed to spread further than this world, Alexi thinks with a quiet sigh of disappointment. But alas that hope ended the day a series of rogue satellites pummeled the stop-gap orbital station of Unity Station. The casualties, as you would imagine in space, were significant. Thirteen thousand in total and the next day all space exploration, for organic life, was halted, put under review and that was that. The review took seven years, but by that time the entire space industry, some four hundred trillion dollars, had collapsed. It led to a global recession. A few companies limped on until the verdict was rendered, but even they couldn’t stay optimistic once it was decided that space travel, of any kind, was too dangerous to risk human life on. That was some thirty three years ago and during that time a few, and it really only was a few, multi-trillionaire’s tried to invoke this clause or that in attempts to get the ruling overturned. They couldn’t. Even with all the money in the world they could not prevail. The decision had been final, like the last nail in a coffin.
Alexi often wonders what might have happened if the Unity Station calamity hadn’t occurred. He knows it’s pointless to dwell on such things but it helps him to relax. Everyone needs a break after all, especially when you’re in a frozen wasteland where whiteouts are commonplace and temperatures during the summer months reach no higher than minus twenty one degrees Celsius.
Suddenly a beeping sound fills Alexi’s ears. He knows it well. When he’d first heard it he’d almost collapsed in upon himself, convinced that he was about to die. His reaction was akin to what you might expect if he was out in the vacuum of space. But now he knows better, much better. It’s an alert, not a warning of eminent demise. He chuckles, once, to himself thinking of how on edge he’d been when he’d first come out here. It’s good not to feel like that now he thinks and then lifts his left arm, spins his wrist so that he is looking at its inner edge to view the display that is affixed there. It’s caked in snow. He frowns unsure how as he doesn’t remember any snowfall occurring during his surveying of the beautiful scenery of Antarctic. The frown and associated consideration of the snow covering the display is fleeting. He sees little reason to question it and wipes his thick gloved right hand across the display. The readout shows a third of a tank remaining. He could wait for the second alert, when he’s in the red. He’d still have more than enough to easily make it back inside, it’s only three hundred metres after all, before the alert becomes a warning. On this occasion he is inclined not to. Not for fear of a sudden blizzard that might ruin his chances of getting into the safety of the research station, but because he’s had his fill of the scenery for today. It’s offered the calming influence he’d felt in need of. Or, the influence he felt he would need if he just forged ahead without taking time for himself. It’s a common problem Alexi has often suffered from and stems from an obsession with his work. Not that he is alone and has to do all the calculations and fabrication after all. He has a team for that now and yet he enjoys it. He knows when the research group, that he didn’t pick the members of sadly, came here they thought him interfering. Like he didn’t trust them to do their work and simply wanted to make sure that everything was right, but that had not been the case at all. Alexi had simply gotten so used to doing all the work himself that he’d found it difficult not to do the calculations, etc even though there are now a dozen others too, for each item of this project.
A smile, hidden by his mask, creeps across his face as he takes one last look at the beauty of the pristine white expanse before him and then turns. Immediately, his view is very different and in Alexi’s mind ugly. He has no other word for it than that. The mass of angular box shaped buildings are dug into the snow and anchored to the ground by three metre long metal bolts at every corner. They’re present to keep the research facility from being wrenched and tossed unceremoniously across the Antarctic tundra. It humours the physicist to picture that. When he does he imagines a giant snowy white hand descending from the clouds to pluck one of the grey boxes and then fling it far away. He can just imagine the box and its contents tumbling end over end over end like clothes in a washing machine before crashing unrelentingly into the hard rocky ground beneath the snow and ice.
“On your way back Doctor Baros?” A young sounding female voice says in his head, well into his ears really, like the bleep had been.
Alexi doesn’t know the voice’s owner, at least not enough to be able to accurately recall what her name might be. He’s sure she came in with the general staff change that happens every couple weeks. He couldn’t stand having to rotate that often in and out of this place. He’s here now and has grown accustomed to it. But the reasoning, put forth by the pay masters, is that it is done so none of the staff suffer adverse effects that might impact normal civilian life. He’d found that explanation both comical and confusing as it made it sound like normal people, non-scientists, were incapable of ‘suffering’ through such conditions without going mad. Yet, the scientists, him, his team, the other research teams, are permitted to stay… He isn’t sure how long. He hasn’t seen a limit written down and sure as hell doesn’t seem to have hit it yet. He suspects there may be a limit, but it is likely months, many months. After all, Doctor Alexi Baros and his clean energy team have been on Antarctica for over two months already. He’s sure they aren’t the longest guests of Orion. Though, in truth he cannot be sure. He doesn’t mingle with the other researchers and their teams. He sees no need. He gets all the human contact he feels necessary working alongside his own team. Plus, he’s got to know them well. To be honest, he knows them well for him. Alexi has never been the most sociable person. He prefers a good book or fifteen to people. Books are easy. People, not so much. They throw complexities in that either distract or dissuade you from whatever focus you have chosen for yourself. That’s not to say that Alexi has never mingled with others. He has. It’s been a while though, and after the dissolution of his last relationship, he can’t remember how long ago that was other than to say years with some surety, he threw himself into the only part of his life that had always been present, his work. He still remembers as a child skimming through books looking at the pictures of space, telescopes, apparatus and other such things and finding them fascinating. He’d been too young to read the words and even on the occasions when he’d tried he couldn’t wrap his tongue around most of them. It humours the physicist to think about that now, especially while trudging through the deep snow, as the words are really quite simple. But when you’ve never heard them or seen them before in your life they can be quite daunting. He’d often wondered if that is why some people with speech impediments and the like struggle with saying certain things. He’d never dug into it to discover if his hypothesis had any basis, mainly because of his obsession with his own work.
A beep rings in Alexi’s ears. The sound stops him in his tracks, having knocked him out of his thoughts. His brow furrows and he looks down, as far as he can in the viro-suit which is more constricting than one might imagine unless they consider how much bulk seven layers actually adds, to peer at the small screen on the inside of his left wrist. To his surprise the readout really is showing he is lower on oxygen, in the red, than he had been previously, which had been barely into the orange. He thinks it strange seeing as the tank shouldn’t be depleting as fast as that. Still, nothing to worry about he tells himself as he raises his head and gauges the distance from his current position to the closest of the facilities pressure doors which is a little less than a hundred and twenty metres, by his approximation.
Have to get the tank checked when I get back, he mutters under his breath following a shrug. With that noted he returns to putting one foot carefully in front of the other. In any other circumstance he would have already covered the distance but out in Antarctica walking only ever results in slow progress. There is no sprinting or striding quickly out here. It’s just not possible. That is why progress is slow and your movement can only be considered as plodding. He’d estimate full speed is maybe twice the pace of a snail. It really is that slow.
From Beyond The Light
Slink through the shadows escaping light
One wrong step will reveal the fight
Not a motion you wish to make
Irreversible mistake
Cause even with your bleached claws
It doesn’t mean you’re without flaws
Flesh, sinew and old bone
They are still what was hewn from stone
Effigy of a monsters spawn
From nightmare you have been drawn
Send in slithers of fears embrace
Locking the victims in place
Pointed teeth of rows and rows
The innocent have been froze
Paralysed by shadows fall
None of them did heed the call
Beauty In Sound
Plug into my vein
I need to feel the gain
Sound without the pain
Here we go again
Pumping out the noise
Filled with joyous poise
Listen for the note
A voice so heaven spoke
Reverb along the walls
Cacophony of calls
Your chest will rumble on
Rythmn of the song
Screech from the amp
Approving final stamp
While the static does hum
Blasts of the machine gun drum
Volley of attack
Ain’t no going back
Prepare for the ride
It ends if you survive