Forcing Views

You push your agenda onto all that surround
Pretty sure you won’t achieve in the end
Our choice, our decision
Don’t try and make us follow your mission
Can’t you see it won’t end well
Don’t you get its not our will
Trying to force your point is stupid as hell

You say how wrong we truly seem to be
While continuing to push your way
Your life, your goals
Don’t try and blame us for having our own
We won’t back down no matter what
Every person is different
So stop trying to change that reality

Still you never seem to learn
Spouting about how we’re wrong
Lost in some kind of fog
Not following the path of righteousness
But its not you who has the say
We will now just walk away
Goodluck with your preaching endlessly

Crumbling

Devious smile of torturous intent
Your integrity has been spent
Sold the dregs to the dogs
Its why you’re stuck in bogs
Sinking deeper until the end
No longer can you pretend

Envied knife of lesser design
You are the last from this time
A relic trapped inside the flame
Reflecting off all the blame
Writhing while locked inside the cage
Lying about being a sage

Paralysing poison of dread
Attempting to make us all dead
Shiver down the collective spine
None of us are feeling fine
Instead we’re wrapped in endless chain
Continually repeating the inbred pain

Rapture from the shattered sky
From where we have to say goodbye
As demons dance and angels cry
This eternity is about to die
Too warped by the madness you did bring
No longer will this universe sing

Salt And Souls

Hey everyone! Back again for another short story post. This time it’s another fantasy story and is in fact linked to the last one, Veil Of Lies, as it features a character from that story. It’s not really a sequel but more a sidequel (and about 14500 words). Anyway, see what you think.

Captain Ceres Erelen stands on the deck of her ship with her arms folded across her chest as Veli walks away. Once he is out of sight Ceres walks across the deck of the Good Grace to her first mate Kenner. The man is human and stands over two metres tall with a shaved head and brown eyes. He’s been with Ceres a good few years but in all that time he has never disclosed his name as being any longer than Kenner. She doesn’t know if he has a surname or whether that is his surname, but if he has he has never been willing to share it. From anyone else that would make Ceres suspicious but with Kenner it’s different. He has proven himself countless times and so if the man doesn’t wish to, or can’t, disclose anything else relating to his name then Ceres accepts it.

“Kenner.” Ceres calls as she nears the towering man who turns toward her in the moments after he has set down a chest that will need to be refilled at the markets of Baron before they set out on the next voyage. Ceres doesn’t know where or when that will be yet, but she knows she can count on Kenner.

“Capt’n.” Kenner returns with a nod as he looks upon Ceres with friendly eyes. It’s a look that Ceres never takes her granted. She knows how few people find good honest friends in this world and she is beyond pleased to have one, as she advises, “I’m going ashore. The Good Grace is in your hands until my return.”

Kenner is a little take aback by Ceres’ words. It is unlike her not to specify details but he knows better than to push or question his captain so simply replies, “Yes Capt’n. Thank you Capt’n. I hope wish you well on your business.”

Ceres hesitates for a moment. She contemplates whether to fill Kenner in on what she is doing, but she quickly concludes not to. If he knew he’d jump at the chance to help her and while she would appreciate his presence, she isn’t about to risk his life for a cause that is purely her own. So instead, she simply nods her head to express her gratitude. Then adds a smile to make sure her thanks is properly conveyed.

After that Ceres turns and heads across the deck of her ship for the dock. She doesn’t know how long her business is going to take to settle, or even if the information she was given back in Jonestown is true. She has to find out though. If she doesn’t she may not get another chance. Seeing as this is the first lead she has gotten in years.

Ceres steps off the Good Grace and onto the dark wood planks of the dock. She pays no mind to the hustle and bustle as the dock workers and sailors load and unload cargo from the myriad of ships in the harbour.

This is Ceres’ third visit to Baron. The first had been before she’d been a captain of her own ship. On that visit Baron had been lost under black clouds and driving rain. Much like the storm she had taken her crew and passengers through to get here today.

Veli comes to her mind but for what reason she cannot say as she strides down the middle of the wide avenues. On either side of her three storey terraced houses rise high enough to blot out the chunky wooden cranes and warehouse buildings she knows are beyond them. Ceres doesn’t know who lives in these houses but from the colourful facades she doubts they are owned by simple dock workers. Then a woman in a long floral dress appears from one of the doors confirming Ceres’ suspicion. It neither surprises nor concerns Ceres. Though, it is clear that the woman is trying to pretend she is of a higher station than she really holds within society. Ceres has never understood such attempts as she turns off the main street that runs right to the market square of Baron. Her destination isn’t found at the centre of the city. She assumes it shouldn’t be called a city but doesn’t know for sure.

This new road much like the main one is wide and occupied by a wide array of people. Some are dock workers, while others are clearly merchants, bankers and traders. There aren’t many women, which Ceres decides likely means that it is market day. When that comes around the women are always light on the ground as they go out shopping, or tag along to help their partners setup for the long day of hopefully fruitful trade.

Suddenly a loud neigh rings out as a horse tries to bring itself to a halt before it and the cart which the animal is towing runs right over an absentminded man who is clearly drunk as a spunk. The driver of the cart screams and bellows obscenities at the drunk about how he was nearly crushed and that he shouldn’t be out in the street. But the drunk says nothing back. Instead he simply groans some unintelligible nonsense while continuing to stagger and sway in a direction that can only just about he called forward.

Ceres shakes her head at the sight but carries on her way. The exchange is of no consequence to her. She’s more interested in getting to the pub that is nestled between two stores in this district. She has never been there before but she’s seen it and knows of its reputation, which is no better or worse than the majority of drinking establishments she has ever caught wind of. Still, she knows people sometimes like to turn a slightly shady reputation into something far worse.

By the time Ceres reaches her destination, The Golden Firepit, she has witnessed a number of almost scuffles, loud conversations in the middle of the street and a chase. They had all been events of middling interest to her, and did not delay her any great period of time. She had even considered taking part in the chase which had, from what she could gather, been the result of a thief claiming a pretty young woman’s handbag. But Ceres having seen four men take pursuit had decided better of it. Four was more than enough to have a high chance of catching the thief. Whether they did though, or are still in pursuit, Ceres cannot say as she pushes against the chipped white door of The Golden Firepit to reveal its interior.

The Golden Firepit isn’t impressive in the slightest. However, like most pubs it contains all that is necessary for it succeed in its purpose. The candles dimly light the single open space and dance as Ceres lets the door of the building swing closed. It does so faster than she would have considered it possible to achieve. Though, its swiftness does perhaps explain some of the chips in the fading white paint.

Ceres’ eyes cast over the patrons. None of them pay her any mind as she winds between a couple tables to the bar. It’s a single long straight box shape with a wider top that is made from pretty boring brown wood of a species she can’t discern.

The bar seems in a much better shape than the door she entered the pub through, but that is to be expected. After all, the bar is what is most necessary for trade to occur, besides the ale that is.

There are no seats at the bar. That doesn’t surprise Ceres who instead braces her elbows against the counter top and then puts her weight into the lean. The barkeep casts her a quick glance but continues cleaning the flagon in his hands. It takes only a few seconds for the man, a human, about her height with blue eyes and blond hair that resembles a mop to finish and then set the flagon down right in front of her.

“What can I get you?” The barkeep asks with a smirk.

“A pint to start.” Ceres orders while removing a couple coins from the purse Veli had offered her.

“Coming up.” The barkeep replies before quickly going into a clearly well rehearsed set of steps that prove the man has done this countless times before in his life. If the display is meant to impress than the barkeep has failed. Ceres pays no attention to it as she instead casts her gaze around the room without allowing her look to rest for too long on any one patron. If she does she might draw unwanted attention and that is the last thing she wants. In fact, it’s one of the reasons she refuses to wear a captain’s hat and right now she is thankful for her insistence. Such an item would draw curiosity that would be counterintuitive to her wish to fly under the radar, so to speak.

Suddenly the flagon is slammed down next to Ceres. She doesn’t jump and in fact saw it coming, but the lack of a response clearly surprises the barkeep.

Instead, Ceres simply slowly turns her attention back to him. His hand outstretched in anticipation of payment which Ceres drops into his open palm. The coins clang as they smack into each other, but the gap filled smile Ceres gets in response is what she had hoped for and why the barkeep quickly withdraws. There is no way for her to know if he really is the barkeep or just some opportunist patron serving and stealing the coin. It matters little to her either way as she wraps her right hand around the still damp wood of the flagon, ignoring the chunky handle. She lifts the flagon to her lips and takes a quick swig. She knows better than to simply gulp it down, especially as the liquid could be vile, or worse poisoned. To her relief however, the ale is sweet tasting and markedly better than she has had in a long time. So with her fear assuaged, she quickly takes a few gulps and then licks her lips. It’s good to be alone, Ceres thinks.

The barkeep returns and Ceres has to resist the urge to roll her eyes. She knows it isn’t the man’s fault. He doesn’t know that she’s been on a ship for weeks on end surrounded by people in close proximity and entertaining passengers. Not literally, but figuratively speaking.

Ceres lowers the flagon back to the bar ready for the keep to speak. It is clear that is what he plans and though Ceres would like some peace she is also here for a reason. That’s why she is being so patient and hasn’t simply blown the barkeep off and made her way to one of the empty circular tables that have clearly seen better days. They are dotted about the open space and only about half are occupied. That is of no surprise for this time of day. Though, Ceres would hate to think how crowded this pub gets at night. Just the thought makes her feel uncomfortable as she can well imagine that they will pack in like sardines in a jar.

“Looking for work?” The barkeep says without trying to keep his voice down, or leaning in to ensure their conversation is kept private.

That confirms to Ceres that he really must be the owner of this establishment. No one else would be so brazen, or suffer from such a lack of fear from repercussions. That quiets some of the muttering fears that had been rolling through her mind. Now they’re gone and Ceres simply answers, “Always.”

“Good. Good. Thought as much. You look like the type, and there is plenty work going.” The Barkeep blurts still as loud as ever, but then seems to randomly pause. It seems he expects a response from Ceres as to what sort of work she is angling for, but she isn’t about to answer. She needs him to tell her what’s available so she can pick something that she hopes will guide her toward being able to fulfil business that has needed resolving since she was a young girl.

Finally the barkeep that the hint and concludes an answer to his non-question isn’t going to be forthcoming. So instead he begins to list off available opportunities. “We got dock work, labouring, skilled stuff like ship repairs, bounty hunting, privateering…”

None of the work opportunities that the barkeep reels off are of any interest to Ceres. Though, she does have to admit that the options do seem near endless. However, she isn’t surprised to hear some less than savoury options listed among good honest work. As much is to be expected no matter what port located pub is visited.

She’s heard it a thousand times before. However, she can’t say if it’s the same outside of port pubs as she has never frequented them, but she imagines that it is. Just swap privateering for mercenary work, or more likely highwaymen.

Then the barkeep mentions something that makes Ceres’ ears prick up.

“…Albin Torkester is looking for souls.”

The barkeep says it matter-of-factly. As though the mention of someone’s name is of no consequence, but it is to Ceres and so she inquires, “Souls for what?”

She hopes the query is as vague and matter-of-fact as the barkeeps own statement, but she isn’t sure it is.

It also crosses her mind that the dropping of the name might have been part of some attempt to illicit a response from her beyond a simple question. If that had been the intent then it had failed, or at least Ceres hopes she gave no physical sign of interest. She can’t know and now is too late to consider pulling out as it seems the rumours she had heard were true and that Albin Torkester really is in Baron. That surprises her more than she thinks it should, but after having spent so many years chasing the name and only coming up on dead ends, it perhaps shouldn’t have been a surprise that she was shocked to hear that one of these threads actually leads somewhere for once.

“Can’t say. I just know he’s looking for folks. A few have taken his offer. But if you want details he’ll be in later. He comes here most nights.” The barkeeps words set an alarm bell off in Ceres who had already been suspicious of the ease in which he mentioned Albin. But now he’s so willingly advised that the man will be in later, those alarms are in full force. Still, she feels she can’t let this go, even though she knows that this might be some form of trap. Not for her specifically as there is no way Albin knows she is in Baron. If he did she would almost certainly have already come face-to-face with him. Likely on her ship with a group of armed thugs. It wouldn’t have been enough but she doubts Albin would have considered the chances of him losing to her, because of his arrogance.

“I’ll keep you supplied ‘til then.” The barkeep soon adds while motioning toward the flagon still in Ceres’ hands. She smiles and nods at that as there is no way she is going to pass up a steady stream of ale. Even if she is sure beyond a doubt that this is a trap and that the barkeep is in on whatever Albin is really doing with these people he’s recruiting.

Ceres can imagine them being not so voluntary crew for his mammoth galleon, but quickly pushes those images aside. They’re images from her own less than perfect childhood. She isn’t about to reveal that and so she replies, “Now you’re talking my language.”

That doesn’t mean Ceres is going to stay leaning against the bar however. Her arms are starting to grow tired as are her already exhausted legs, which she is trying to keep most of her weight off.

She needs a proper rest after hours upon hours of being on her feet. So, Ceres turns and wanders to an empty table on the opposite side of the pub. The patrons continue to pay her little mind as they drink and chat while she winds between the tables and basic looking wooden chairs. The table she has chosen is near the door but will force her barkeep to have her drinks sent over. She has no idea how or who will do it, but that’s a problem for him to resolve, not her.

As she drops into the unpadded chair she swirls the half empty flagon in her hand while keeping one eye on the door of the pub. Feelings of hatred begin to well up from deep within her as she thinks about how long she has waited for a chance to get back at the man that butchered her family and put the scar on her right cheek. Her only solace is that she escaped the slaver before he could turn her life into an endless string of pain and suffering.

Nevertheless, she intends to repay his cruelty and put an end to his disgusting oppressive operations once and for all.

Craven

You linger behind the rocks
Afraid to speak up
Subvert what you believe
Just to remain at ease
Duck out of sight
Afraid to fight
What do you have left?
Seems you gave up the best
Tried you so hard to conform
Acting like you hadn’t been born
Its why you’re craven through and through
Very little for you to do
So you watch from afar
Hidden within an ancient scar
Trophy nailed to the wall
No voice with which to call
Just a shell devoid of fight
Your future is not looking bright
Moral duty cast to the wolves
Abdicated for no cause
Is this how you wish to be?
Hiding for all eternity
Thats why craven has become your label
Perfectly unable to be at the table

Unhappy Ending

Ascending the spire
That lies in the mire
A swamp of the damned
Drowning the land
While the tower decays
No getting away
Locked deep inside
Prisoner up higher
A princess of fools
Adorned in jewels
Waiting for the one
Who can end this run
Stuck in the tower
Chances are lower
As the darkness spreads
A world of the dead
She sleeps away
Maybe one day
As a knight does ascend
Hoping to amend
The crime of her life
End imprisonment
But at the spire
He finds no desire
Too long has passed
The princess is glass
Hard as ice
The truth of life

Fate

You look to destiny
Ask if you’ll be free
Pray to the storms
Wait for the answer to come
Live for the dream
Hope for something
Even as you sit
Alone with all of it
A weight on your chest
No way out of this
Fetching the sun
You search for one
A bright day to come
No time for fun
Chants to your fame
Proof of your shame
Sick of the same
As in comes the rain
Driving back the old
To bring in the new
As the flowers bloom
You’re sure its due
A chance for you
Not happening though
As you sit in the waves
Life crippled by flames
Sparks do just fade
As light is just day
Realisation will come
Destiny is nothing

Complain Or Pain

Bring the bottle that’s full of whine
Kick the brick to say I’m doing fine
What a tale to weave about yourself
Pity the toast is not to good health
Just a sliver of glass beneath the nail
Enough to cause me to shout and wail
It’s why the banshee never shuts up
If it did then there’d be a chance to fill the cup
Dance across the nameless tomb
The one from which comes the deformed boom
That’s why we raise the chalice and sing aloud
Making it clear about how we’ve never been proud
Cause what’s the point in getting drunk
It’s like a boring game of find the headless monk
So I’ll declare that we should bitch and moan
Every word screamed down the megaphone

Veil Of Lies

New story day! Back to fantasy with this one. And it’s a lot shorter than the last (about 11000 words). Wasn’t sure about this one when I wrote it, but after going through it I’ve decided I do like it. I needed some changes and additions but what doesn’t. Anyway, that’s enough rabbiting from me. Hope you enjoy, Veil Of Lies.

Veli stands with his hands clasped behind his back while the strong winds of the salty sea air cause his silver braided hair to ripple wildly behind him. The galleon he is on, named Good Grace, is rolling in all directions as it bounces across the increasingly angry waves. Veli hopes that they don’t hit the storm that seems to be looming large dead ahead of them. Veli hates storms at sea, but decides to distract himself as he stands on the deck next to the vessels captain, as well as the other passenger on this voyage.

Veli is heading home. It will be the first time in a good few years since he will have set foot in the port of Baron and then his families hundred acre estate of Qos. How he has missed the place and his family in the years since his uncle, Wessel, got him a placement within the grain guild as a prospective merchant. The placement had required Veli to travel to the other side of the continent but the, at the time, fresh young elf had leapt at the chance not only to gain a position within such a prestigious and vital sector, but also to have the ability to see some of the world. And it had not disappointed, though Veli had made sure to work hard and make his family proud. But now he will be returning home and not just as part of some visit. This time he will be staying. He has made other prior visits but they had been fleeting, whereas this one will not as he intends to setup a store in Baron from which he will trade and grow his arm of the grain guild. It had not been an easy feat to persuade the elder guildsmen that a store in Baron would be beneficial but after showing his aptitude they had agreed.

“So how likely are we to meet this storm?” The other passenger named Polita asks from her position on the far side of Captain Ceres.

Polita is about ten centimetres shorter than Veli who stands at one hundred and eighty three centimetres. She has long silky black hair that sits in loose curls that hang most of the way down her back, or it would if the sea air was not whipping it backward making it appear similar to a cape that begins at her head instead of flowing off her exposed shoulders as a cape should. She bats her emerald green eyes as she speaks but has to fight with her long dress to stop the wind from whipping it up and exposing anything that would not be befitting a lady of her position. Veli has no idea what that position might be but from the quality of the dress it must be substantial. That strikes him as strange seeing as he is not aware of any nobles within the counties that surround Baron. Still, he has to admit that he has been away for a long time and that in that period it would be reasonable to assume that a great many things may, and likely have, changed.

“Undoubtedly.” Captain Ceres says without taking her ice blue eyes off the horizon ahead of her while she steers and fights with the wheel of her ship. Her jaw flexes as she concentrates and as it does so the scar down her right cheek dances, while her short blonde hair ruffles.

Veli gulps. He doesn’t think it is loud enough for the pair of women to hear but he can’t be sure as his own long silver braid of hair billows angrily behind him somewhere. He can feel it swaying and bouncing on the wind but as yet cannot catch it in the periphery of his vision. That pleases him as if he did he would fear that the braid might come round and slap Captain Ceres in the back of the head. That would leave him feeling incredibly embarrassed. But as yet it has not happened, so he utters thanks to no one mentally, not wanting to be questioned by the women to his left.

“Is there cause for concern?” Veli asks finally. He can no longer resist the urge to ask even if he fears what the answer might be. His voice manages to just about stay even as he asks the question though and that he hopes won’t raise any suspicions relating to his hatred of being at sea and in a storm. He doesn’t know where the fear came from or whether he was born with it. If it is indeed an affliction he was born with then he wonders why as it seems rather irrational to be afraid of something that you had never experienced before. In fact, his fear is so severe that he has previously cancelled voyages out of a belief that he may be caught in a storm. Those instances while seldom had resulted in unwanted questions being directed his way, but he had simply provided some rational excuses that seemingly were bought by those they were provided too. Whether they were truly believed though, he cannot say.

“Only if it turns out to be a hurricane.” Captain Ceres replies honestly and with a shrug of her shoulders that does nothing to ease Veli’s worries.

He glances past the Captain to Polita who herself looks a little on edge because of the response. Veli can’t be sure but that is what he thinks the bleak expression on her face is a response to. That gives him a modicum of comfort, but nothing more as he then asks, “Should I ask the odds of that?”

“You should not.” Ceres advises before looking away from the horizon ahead of the Good Grace for the first time to take a quick glance at Veli. Ceres eyes the male elf dressed in black knee high boots, a burgundy tunic and grey trousers. He looks to her much like most guild members do and that neither interests nor offends her. Though, the addition of the brown cloak, which is slung over his shoulders and seems to have a loose fitting hood which is currently waving back and forth, a strange choice. She isn’t about to pass judgment however as many would consider her own attire of brown boots, a white blouse and brown trousers a strange ensemble for a Captain. But Ceres prefers to go unseen, which is why she refuses to wear a captain’s hat over her short blonde hair. However, her distinctive scar draws all the attention that her lack of Captain-esque attire removes. She can’t do anything about the scar, though she has tried a number of things in years gone by. None had worked so she had stopped attempting to conceal it.

“Pity because it was such a fine day.” Polita announces after a period of silence.

“It was. But weather changes quickly at sea, does it not captain?” Veli answers before pulling Ceres into the conversation.

“That it does.” Ceres replies. She isn’t a woman of many words, especially when at sea, fulfilling paid requests and when they are heading into what she is sure will be a substantial storm. She isn’t about to tell her passengers that the storm will be substantial, they’ll learn that soon, though she doubts either would welcome the news if she provided it.

“Familiar with the seas are we?” Polita asks looking to Veli with her emerald green eyes, the long eyelashes of which flutter rapidly.

“Mildly. But the expert is Captain Ceres.” Veli says trying to be gracious and avoid sounding arrogant.

“You’re being modest, I feel. You’re clearly a merchant. There’s no need to play down your travels. I can tell from the way you’re standing right now that you’ve sailed a fair few ships in your time.” Polita retorts strongly, much to the surprise of Veli who had not been expecting the forcefulness with which she delivered the words.

“You flatter me miss?” Veli asks. He doesn’t know the young elven woman’s name as she stands to the left of Captain Ceres wearing a dress that seems at any moment, because of the mounting strength of the winds, might see her take off.

“Polita.” The woman says with a beaming smile and a slight bow of her shoulders and head.

“Veli.” The male elf responds touching his left hand to his chest lightly as part of a subconscious gesture that isn’t necessary at all.

“Where are you headed Veli?” Polita asks with another flutter of her eyelids.

“Baron.” Veli replies succinctly while Ceres tries to resist the urge to roll her eyes at the obvious answer the male elf on her right has given. It’s difficult but she manages it as she suddenly spins the wheel in her tough hands left, much to the surprise of Polita who blinks in surprise twice but then quickly focuses on Veli again.

“Business I take?” Polita then questions. She had been expecting more out of the male elf with a silver braid but apparently that is all she is going to get.

“In part yes. What about you Polita?” Veli replies with genuine interest.

“Oh I’m always on business.” Polita answers before letting out a short chuckle.

At this point Captain Ceres decides to tune out the conversation between the pair. It’s of no interest to her, especially as she is required to steer her ship. Even if she wasn’t being paid by the elves that flank her on either side it is what she would be doing. The ship needs a captain and she is that captain.

Suddenly Ceres throws the wheel in the opposite direction in response to the increasing severity of the wind. Storms close now, she thinks as she grabs hold of the wheel tightly in her hands and fights against its desire to spin free. She can’t allow that to happen. There is a set destination and if she releases her grip there is no telling where they will end up, especially as they are headed into the storm.

The sky is no longer a patchwork of fluffy white with cracks of light blue. Instead the heavens are an unbroken mass of dark greys and black. Then a grumble of thunder booms out from somewhere ahead of them. It’s quiet so isn’t close, yet it results in Polita pausing mid-conversation to look toward the darkened sky. Ceres doesn’t know why but she takes note of the pause, likely for no other reason than it was a silence in the otherwise continuous din of her and Veli’s exchange. Ceres has no opinion on the dress wearing woman but she has on Veli and that opinion is that he seems a decent sort. Though, it is clear that he is idly chatting and would prefer not to be, but she isn’t about to intervene. Ceres herself doesn’t want to be left with the mantle of providing idle chatter as she again spins the wheel in her hands while the sails billow and ripple loudly above her head. Her on deck crew go about adjusting and fixing the sails to make maximum use of the winds that are now howling and cutting through each and every one of them.

Before long the rain begin to fall. It isn’t like the rain felt on land. No out here on the seas it is more unrelenting and persistent while coming in at an ever changing angle. Ceres spits some of the rain from her mouth in the moments after she shouted to her crew to pull the sails. Ceres doesn’t want them to rip and in the crosswinds that are changing with every blow that seems very likely. When she had shouted the order she wasn’t sure she would be heard above the noise of the storm but the response of her crew following her orders had proved that they had managed, somehow, to catch her words. Either that or they had simply concluded the same. Ceres wasn’t about to question it as she looks to the passengers still on either side of her. Veli has his loose fitting hood up now, but the rest of him is soaked through. Meanwhile Polita looks like she’s been for a swim. Veli had done the gentlemanly thing and offered his cloak but the young elven woman in the dress had refused. Ceres isn’t sure why. If it is part of some determination to look strong then the Captain of the Good Grace thinks her mad. Had anyone offered Ceres some relief from the rain she would have taken it. Instead, Ceres is fighting to keep her eyes clear and failing. So quickly resorts to wiping a still dry section of her blouse sleeve over her eyes. The action doesn’t solve the problem, though it does ease it and for that alone Ceres is thankful, even if the Good Grace pitches harshly left. Ceres curses and then spins the wheel the same direction trying to cut the bow of her vessel through the wave that is attempting to capsize them.

Veli, who is at this point terrified, nearly loses his footing as Captain Ceres continues to fight against the raging storm. This, he has to admit, is one of the worst storms he has ever had the displeasure of being in, and is relieved when Ceres conquers the wave and saves her ship from what otherwise would have been certain doom.

Veli regains his footing soon after and composes himself as best he can just. Then a huge flash of forked lightning tears its way across the sky almost spearing into the mast of the ship. Veli jumps physically as does Polita. Ceres meanwhile simply blinks in surprise and then deciding that the storm is becoming too much for her passengers orders, “Get below. It’s only going to get worse before it gets better.”

Polita and Veli exchange glances but fail to make a move so Ceres bellows, “NOW!” It’s an order not a request and whether they like being ordered by a sea captain or not Ceres doesn’t care. Her job is to get them to their destination of Baron alive. So out here on the waves her decision is final.

Both of them comply without argument however, and quickly file off the exposed deck of the ship. They both slip and slide as they fight to stay upright and on target until finally after a few hairy almost overboard minutes they descend below decks. As soon as they do they both breathe sighs of relief. Neither had wanted to stay at the Captain’s side any longer than they had. Had they attempted to they are both sure beyond a shadow of a doubt that it would have cost them their lives.

“I’m in need of a drink. Will you join me?” Polita says as she attempts to dry some of the copious amounts of water from her body.

“I think I will.” Veli admits surprised the young woman has asked, but seeing no reason not to indulge. He needs something to ease his panic and a good drink or two seem like the perfect idea. He just hopes the prattling small talk won’t continue like it did on the decks. He’s too weary to continue that level of converse. Instead he just simply needs to relax, unwind and try and forget about the howling winds and pounding rain that are not very far away at all.

The pair file into the section of the ship that had been reserved for them. What it normally serves as Polita cannot say but she had been impressed to learn that she and Veli had both been granted rooms separate from the rest of the crew.

The two rooms are linked by a small open area where a stack of barrels filled with ale, a small round table and a few chairs lay. Polita can’t say that the chairs are standing as when they walked in they were on their sides. It didn’t surprise her to find them this way but she wonders if she should query what Veli thinks their chances of making it out of this storm in one piece are. She decides not to and instead simply drink with her fellow traveller for a while.

Over the next few hours Veli and Polita drink and drink. The ship pitches, creaks and moans under the stresses exerted upon its timber hull, but it holds. Not that the pair of elves notice as they become more and more inebriated. If Ceres were aware and able she would have joined them but on deck she is still fighting for the life of her, her crew, the now very drunk and chanting passengers and of course, her ship.

This isn’t the worst storm the Good Grace has ever faced but that doesn’t stop Ceres from wishing that it were weaker than it is.

She continually fights to keep the vessel afloat until eventually the storm breaks and subsides.

She decides not to check on her passengers as she continues to head for Baron with a split mast and a dozen or more temporary repairs that should keep them water tight until they reach port. Ceres now knows Polita and Veli are drunk. Her crew told her as much after having made repairs to the hull. The Captain only hopes Veli doesn’t make the age old mistake of sex at sea with a woman he doesn’t know. That particular mistake had been the bane of many a man’s life, especially when the lover turns up on their doorstep with a child in tow a few years later.

Thankfully, that is not a position Captain Ceres will ever find herself in. She smiles with relief at that thought while continuing to stare at the horizon ahead of her, the clouds now a lighter grey in colour as the storm continues to rumble somewhere behind her.

Neural Fires

Cross off the prediction that you can still fly
Such a claim did go spiraling down to die
Fracture past the outer edge to what lays beyond
An area within which the world is still to come
Hosting jokes that were never funny from the start
Grasping at the shadow of the ever shifting heart
While calls of memory descend into the pit
Your vision has degraded more than just a bit
So as the waves come crashing down you’ll need to climb up high
If you don’t then you will be pulled out by the tide
An ample place to tread and ask what will come next
There will be no answer though cause you are cursed with hex
Such a seldom route to take that you never saw the trail
Batting back the enemy over which you’re hoping to prevail
But deep within the inner core there is just a space
Drenched in mud and flecked with blood is all that remains
So grasp a hold and sail upon the fever dream of you
The mold from which you broke never had a clue

No More

A knife in the back
Here you go again
Searching for a weakness
Betraying a friend
But too little too late
You won’t be fulfilling that hate
I’m too busy moving past it
Smiling into what’s coming
Invincible from your pain
Better luck on the next game

Kick to the teeth
You refuse to be beat
Aiming for my dreams
But I’m far from this
Oblivious to the attempt
Focusing on my future event
As you sit and weep
Unable to bring defeat
While I do as I please
I’m immune to your disease

Trapped in the night
No one to bite
You rage at the air
No one is there
Friends have all gone
They too decided to move on
Now you’re stuck there
A place we can’t hear
Maybe you should have changed
Instead you just wanted it to stay the same