I feel all the eyes on me
And they just won’t go away
Always burrowing deeper in
Its like they’re judgement won’t end
Unblinking and without a care
They’re just filling me with fear
The searing I feel at all times
As my chest fills ’til I’m drowning
Shortness of breath I can’t fix
I’m sure my lungs will burst
As they continue to watch
Like they’re humoured by this
Just leave me be
I can’t carry on this way
As paranoia takes a hold
I feel my sanity fold
Collapsing into a grave
You’re laughing I’m lost
Just avert your eyes
Let me rest a while
I can’t take it being eternal
If it is i’ll lose the kernel
Shatter like glass
Drown in the emptiness
So just blink for once
And focus on someone else
Figurehead
You are the reason the world has gone dark
Instigating a war that you crave to start
Couldn’t care less about the lives that are lost
Death should come no matter the human cost
With a knife to the throat of the world
Happy to watch the hope continue to erode
Twisting lies that you call truths
You will never admit the blatant proof
Burn the evidence that might proclaim
How many victims have you left in pain?
Shattered hearts with empty minds
You pretend that you are kind
Lying to every single face
Claiming to be the best of the human race
Sick little mind on an open stage
Never willing to turn the page
As the rot continues to spread
You hide behind names long dead
Rewriting history to favour your cause
You’re the problem that needs to pause
So get out before the damage is done
You’re a fool playing on religion
Kismet
This didn’t go to plan. Not in a bad way. More in a, I planned for this to be about as long as the last story, Root Magic (which was about 11500 words), way.
Instead its more than twice that (about 28500 words) and is now the longest story I will have posted here. Oops! Nevertheless, here is my latest short story, Kismet.
Paris Isabell is sat on one of the low bench seats that line either side of the flatbed of a truck. It’s one of three trucks in the convoy. One of the other pair of vehicles is identical to the one she is in, while the last is twice the size and has a canopy over the bed obscuring what is filling the rear three quarters of the trucks overall length.
Paris is paying no attention to the brilliant sun that looms in the cloudless sky as the convoy snake across the fine dirt of the island of Itna. The convoy are well on their way to the archaeological dig site. Paris is a member of the security detail providing protection to the archaeologists and scientists that are studying the curious ancient structure that has recently been unearthed.
She is one of three people on the flatbed of her truck in addition to the driver and passenger that are crammed, quite literally, into the small cab of the truck. She is clad in light grey fatigues over which she wears hardshell body armour that should protect her from any trouble they might run into out here. And she fully expects trouble seeing as Itna has recently become the epicentre of a civil war between the Planetary Authority, or PA, and an extremist group called Sickle. That’s why her head is on a swivel as the trucks engine burbles loudly and its thick deep treaded tyres spew several metre long crescents of fine dirt.
Taking this job was not her idea. In fact, it had never even been offered to her, but instead to her close lifelong friend, Alice Jimenez. Alice had begged, practically, for Paris to join her on this job saying that while yes they will be traversing areas in conflict it should still be a pretty easy gig with a substantial payout. Paris had asked why the research team weren’t being provided with a PA team or two and the answer that came back was that apparently the PA did not have the personnel to spare in their fight against Sickle. Paris had been sceptical but seeing as no PA officials were present for the story to be corroborated, and as the researchers already had PA approved documents, Paris had seen little option but to put her fears aside and agree. She needs the money after all, as rent, utility bills and food are not cheap, even when doing security work. And her work pays a hell of a lot higher than most other jobs in the region. Not that that really says much. Plus Paris could do with a change of scene. She’s grown tired of the towering edifices of the city and there are certainly none of those on Itna, which is a small island with a single city of about three hundred thousand people. The city is situated at the southern end of the island which is otherwise composed only of mountains, desert and scrub land. It’s certainly about as far a cry as Paris could have hoped for.
Paris understands why Alice had wanted her to take the job so desperately, time to catch up. It had been years since they’d been able to get together, mainly due to the jobs that they had both taken. Paris regrets the lack of quality time together between her and her oldest friend but knows that Alice regrets it even more. That is why she had practically begged Paris, who not wanting to be the villain, had agreed. Still, Paris isn’t sure whether she agreed because of the money or the chance to be around her friend again. She hopes that it’s the latter, but it wouldn’t surprise her to learn it’s the former. She hopes that she never truly works that out, or at least admits it to herself because if it is the latter she will feel like the biggest bitch in the world. And it’s a pretty big world.
Suddenly her vehicle brakes hard. Paris turns her head to see why but makes no attempt to pull the bulky grey fifteen round semi-automatic battle rifle that is slung across her back to a ready position. There is no need as the truck is simply slowing now that they have reached their destination. The wheels of the truck lock and stop rotating but because of how fine the dust is the vehicle continues forward a metre and a half until it finally comes to rest. If Paris had been new she assumes she would have panicked to see the vehicle seemingly out of control as it glided across the surface, but she isn’t. In fact, not even the first day that she ventured out here had she been surprised. Though, she would have to admit that she paid far more attention to the movements of the truck she’d been on then than she does now.
Paris stands and then steps off the higher side of the flatbed. She lands on both her feet, bending her knees to soften the impact. Then she pulls her battle rifle and shoulders it. She scans her eyes across the horizon before her but sees nothing except the mostly flat expanse of dust. She pays no attention to the other members of the security detail or the researchers as they more hesitantly disembark from the back of the larger truck, shielding their eyes against the bright sun after having spent the last thirty plus minutes under the rust coloured tarpaulin.
Paris raises her battle rifle to peer down the larger of the two sights affixed to its top mounting rail. It’s a telescopic sight suitable for mid to long range encounters, while the simple iron sight atop it is for much shorter combat encounters. Paris hopes that she isn’t going to have to use either sight as she scans the horizon again. She is pretty sure other members of the security detail will be doing much the same, but she isn’t about to check. She isn’t in charge here. This is Alice’s show and she knows her people. In fact, Paris is the only member of the forty five total security personnel that isn’t one of Alice’s people. But her oldest friend had vouched for her, in addition to having provided a slew of glowing references from some of the most important clients that Paris has done security for. Paris had been completely unaware that Alice had acquired the references, but it had neither surprised nor bothered her that she had.
After a couple sweeps Paris feels fairly confident in saying that there is no impending attack incoming. Her shoulders drop as she lets the tension, that had built up, out of them. The barrel of her battle rifle drops too, though she keeps it at the ready as appearances can be deceiving. She hopes they won’t he here seeing as there is little to no cover for her or anyone else to take if they are attacked.
“Come on, the eggheads want to get right to it today.” Alice says touching Paris’ arms softly to alert her old friend to her presence.
Paris turns and gazes back at Alice’s round face and blue eyes, which are just discernible through the shadows cast by the tactical helmet on her head. The tac helmet doesn’t quite sit right as her just above shoulder length blonde hair is gathered back into a ponytail that sticks out from below the rear edge of the helmets rim. It looks uncomfortable Paris always thinks, and is why she had decided long ago to adopt an entirely different approach and have her black hair closely cropped. As a result of this she has gone through many years of men especially saying that it isn’t an attractive look, but Paris honestly doesn’t care. Function is what matters to her.
Paris smiles faintly having realised that Alice is still staring at her awaiting a reply that she is yet to give.
“What’s up?” Are the next words to leave the much shorter than Paris’ one metre eighty five centimetre height.
Paris shakes her head from side to side and offers in response, “Nothing. Forget it.”
“You sure?” Alice queries feeling a growing concern for her friend who she thought would have been in her element out here far away from the hustle and bustle of the big city. It was what Paris had said that she needed but now Alice wonders if her old friend with big green eyes had been wrong. It wouldn’t be the first time that someone had got homesick after following what they thought they needed most only to find it was the worst idea they’d ever had. Alice wouldn’t blame her if that was the case, or if Paris felt she needed to get back to civilization. Though, she would miss Paris if that is the decision she makes.
“Yeah.” Paris says shaking off whatever tone it was clear was drawing concern from Alice wand then adding a smile for good measure.
It seems to do the trick as Alice then herself smiles, clearly subconsciously, and then says, “Let’s go then, Ri. We’ve fallen behind.”
Paris joins Alice in a giggle as they both quickly break into light jogs so they can cover the expanding gap between them and the rest of the security detail who are flanking either side of the gaggle of scientists and archaeologists. The academics casually mutter amongst themselves paying to attention to the possible dangers which the security detail are alert to.
If the group noticed the absence of either Alice or Paris they didn’t show it, but as the group of twenty pass between the white mobile laboratory units the horizon changes. Instead of an unbroken line of dust and rock the ground instead drops away. The drop looks much sharper than it is and Paris can still remember when it hadn’t been there. That had been a few weeks back when the expedition had first begun and the land had been almost pancake flat. Since then the archaeologists have made use of massive rock breakers and particle vacuums to remove the rock and dust to create this massive hole some two hundred metres across and almost four times as deep. It had astounded Paris the first time she’d set eyes on what they had been digging around. Before she was sure that it was some kind of false reading, but since having been able to set her eyes on it she has been able to see the true beauty of the arrowhead shape. The ground mountings of the structure meanwhile are still buried under mounds of dark grey dust.
Paris had asked one of scientists why they hadn’t bothered to remove the piles are the grounds and the answer she’d got was simple. They feared that the links may have corroded and failed and in removing the matter they could cause the object of unknown age, alloy and origin to come crashing down. That made a lot of sense to Paris when she’d heard it and was glad that the researchers were as competent in their fields as she and the security detail were in their own.
That’s why since that day Paris has asked a myriad of probably obvious questions. If they had been however the researchers had certainly never acted as though the questions irritated or annoyed them. In fact, in response the researchers had themselves taken to questioning Paris about her own field. She’d found that far more difficult to explain seeing as detail often involved explaining intricately the ways of ending someone’s life before they have the chance of doing it to you. And the last thing she wanted was to scare the poor academics to the point that they would forego remaining a part of, what she knows is for them, the greatest discovery in generations. A discovery that would never have been possible a little over two generations ago as they would have needed pressure suits to be out here on the surface.
As Paris and the researchers descend the gentle slope toward the wide flat base that has been carved from the rock she nods at those she passes by. Paris can’t say that she knows each and every academic by name, as their numbers have ballooned in the last ten days, but she knows a decent number of them. They return her nods with similar acknowledgements of their own.
Alice meanwhile has moved to the front of the group. As lead in this security detail she has to be seen as being at the forefront when arriving and departing for the day. And right now is when the shifts are due to rotate. It isn’t easy to actually achieve the rotation as the researchers often get lost in their study and lose track of time. But Alice has made sure to accommodate them as best she can. Even if she does wish they had a little more PA involvement, or any at all really, seeing as the military police faction won’t even provide constant monitoring of the area. Even though they are fully aware that most of those in this location are civilians without any form of prior combat training. It’s a bit of a logistical nightmare but one that is made easier by the presence of Paris.
Alice finishes chatting with the chief of the last shift who had little to report before Alice had dismissed him for some much needed rest following the sixteen hour shift he has just completed. Still, Paris finds it refreshing that the chief, Alan, looks more energised than she would have expected him to after such a period. It’s a good sign, she thinks as the last of the prior research shift shuffle off, chatting enthusiastically about their latest theories. Paris has no idea if any of them are, or will, turn out to be true. Plus none of that stops her from taking in the view of the towering arrowhead shape that looks as smooth as glass. Its upper sections gleam almost white under the rays of the sun. The lower sections of the structure meanwhile are a pristine silver and Paris has no idea how that can be possible after what must have been millennia underground during which some form of erosion of corrosion should have taken place.
“No briefing today.” Alice declares much to the surprise and joy of the researchers. It’s the one thing they loathe about their days, even if it’s a procedure that has been put in place to alert them of things that could otherwise cost them their lives. Paris can guess why there’s no briefing, but as the academics prepare to file off to go about their study of the structure that no one has an answer for its purpose or origin, the sky erupts into cyan fire.
Paris’ eyes go wide in the seconds before she goes to pull the battle rifle from her back. She slung her weapon back there when they entered the camp proper. But before she can she and everyone else collapses to the floor. They aren’t rendered unconscious, though none of them are able to fight against the suddenly exerted pressure that is weighing down on them.
That doesn’t stop Paris from trying as she attempts to thrash in the hopes of breaking free. She has no idea why this is happening or what is causing it and that terrifies her. It fires through her mind that it could be an attack from Sickle, but using what form of weapon she can’t say. It is unlike anything she has ever experienced before. Then it strikes her that perhaps the atmosphere is failing. She quickly shoves that idea aside seeing as she can still breathe.
Then something catches the corner of her eye. Paris shifts her gaze and finds something is moving. She doesn’t know what to call this something but if she were asked for an explanation of what it looks like she would say that it has the consistency of fog except formed into a shape akin to an arm.
At first the fog thing moves slowly. Then suddenly and inexplicably it accelerates and begins to dart this way and that right toward her and the rest of the digs personnel. Paris tries to break free of whatever it is that is holding her in place but her attempts are futile.
Seconds later as the air around her seems to disappear and she becomes short of breathe the fog snakes down her throat. Paris begins to choke and her lower jaw chatters, while her mouth remains open. Whatever this fog thing is it’s filling her lungs and stopping her ability to breathe. She can feel her body begin to convulse and her eyes roll back into her head.
Then Paris hears Alice’s voice scream, “…is is…”
It happens only once and all Paris can think before she takes her last breath is that it sounded like Alice was trying to scream her name, but that it came out all wrong.
Blurb: Kismet
Here’s the preview of what’s coming tomorrow. Enjoy!
Isis has been reborn. After centuries of death she has returned to life. But the world is very different now. It is not the world she was born into and the name she has been given is not the one she once held. She doesn’t remember her past. At least not all of it. Just feelings and a few memories.
But her past life is not what concerns her most. Isis has returned to a species on the brink of death. And she must fight the bringers of doom if she is to avert extinction and have a hope of bringing peace.
Troll
You wanna tear someone down?
Well you can wear that cursed crown
I won’t be part of another witch hunt
And couldn’t care less about the words you shunt
As after all you’re just a toxic soul
And I won’t engage with such a troll
So find a new source of your manufactured drama
Before you are hit by a tonne of karma
Believe what you will it’ll never change
Just don’t be surprised if you’re cast away
You wanna tear someone down?
Well you can wear that cursed crown
All intent on yet more slander
A product born of your faceless handler
Trying to bully instead of build
I’m sure your parents would be thrilled
As you bitch about others real achievements
You just want to start disagreements
But before long you will be muted
Probably feels alot like being neutered
You wanna tear someone down?
Well you can wear that cursed crown
Update
Hey everyone! This is just a quick update post to let you know that from tomorrow (Monday 21st September) there will be five posts a week for the rest of the year.
Standing Tall
I’m back and I’m not going down
Try your best but I won’t drown
Fight through the mud and the pain
Keep pushing until you run in shame
Still with pulse and plenty of might
Have you ever seen something burn so bright?
Well watch me now as I stay afloat
You’re not welcome in my boat
Cause you doubted me and now you see
You should never bet against me
Had two choices and you lost
Should’ve considered the true cost
As I stand among the trees
While you dwell down among fallen leaves
I know you harbour ill intent
But I don’t care what story you invent
I’m too busy with what matters
You can wallow in the shattered
Such a waste of precious time
Still you just want to whine
Too enamoured with my life
Its filling you full of strife
But I have done all I can
And that’s why here I stand
Against the storms that bludgeon through
Weathering all the damage they do
Its why I’m here and you are not
You’re the debris that time forgot
Root Magic
Story day has come round again. This week I’ve got a fantasy story (about 11500 words long) that involves magic and those that are against magic. Check it out and see what you think.
Henrik Veldervern is hurrying as fast as his old legs will take him down a well lit underground passage under the walled coastal city of Wren. The long hood of his plain brown robe has fallen off his bald head and now sits slumped awkwardly upon his narrow shoulders. Henrik can feel his heart thumping in his chest as he shuffles forward trying to keep ahead of his pursuers.
Henrik is a Majika, a wielder of magic, and is attempting to flee the walls of Wren so he can continue on his quest to locate the source of all magical power known as the root. However, Prejudges are hot on his heels. They have youth and numbers on their sides, as well as weapons.
Henrik can hear the clatter of their armour as the less than half his age anti-magic extremists race down the length of the arrow straight tunnel after him.
While the Majika may have a head start on them it isn’t going to be enough. That doesn’t stop Henrik from briefly taking a glance over his shoulder only to immediate regret it and then attempt to redouble his efforts and increase his pace. His attempts fail as he almost manages to go stumbling forward and land flat on his face. But he avoids such a mistake with a quick spell of balance that immediately returns him to his upright. If he had more stamina he might have been able to cast a haste spell to aid his progress but magic is disappearing from the world. As a result it is becoming harder and harder for the elderly Majika to replenish his energy to levels that will allow him to cast more than a few moderate level spells a day. Not that such things matter right now as they don’t.
Still, Henrik can’t help but recall the days before the Prejudges rose from being an obscure peripheral cult with only a half dozen members to the massive almost religion that they are today. The screams that came in the wake of their rise to power still haunt Henrik, as do the faces of all those that the Prejudges held public executions for. They used the fear and hate of the weak to aid them in their ascension. They blamed Majika’s for the tragedies that had befallen them, whether that was a failed crop or the sudden death of a relative. In most instances Majika weren’t present, but that didn’t stop the mob mentality that the Prejudges helped to purvey. Even kings, queens, emperors, empresses, lord and ladies took heed of their words without pause for thought or contemplation of the obvious manipulation that was being doled out by the hands of the Prejudges.
“Stop Maj-eye-ka!” One of the Prejudges roars suddenly pulling Henrik from his raft of thought.
As a younger more headstrong man he would have corrected anyone who mispronounced the name of the people of which he counts himself among. But those days are long gone for many reasons. One of which is because to mention Majika marks you as a target for consideration by the Prejudges for monitoring. Henrik doesn’t know how many have wrongly lost their lives or freedoms as a result of the paranoia that the extremist orders fear mongering has brought. But it pales into insignificance compared to just the sheer number of innocent young people who have lost everything they knew because of the actions of the Prejudges.
Still, Henrik pays no attention to the order as he continues to flee as fast as his rake thin crooked legs will allow him. He can’t call the action a run or even a jog. In truth his movements, due to age and his advancing frailty, are little more than a swift shuffle. That is why the Prejudges, seven of them to be precise, are gaining on him at a rate of knouts.
That doesn’t mean Henrik is just going to lay down and accept his fate however. He knows what would await him if he did and he has no intention of doing that when he has to find the root, and before the Prejudges do. If he doesn’t the Majika will be lost forever and Henrik is not prepared to die yet.
If only those that he had paid for passage through this tunnel, used for the movement of contraband goods in and out of Wren, hadn’t seen a chance to profit from him twofold. But they had and now he is having to try and flee for his life and for the sake of all those like him.
The worst part is that he is only a little over half way down the length of the two mile stretch of the tunnel and by his quick calculations will be apprehended about two hundred metres ahead of where he is now. That settles what Henrik must do next. He doesn’t like the prospect but knows there is little other choice. That is why he quickly grinds to a halt and then stretches out his right hand. His palm flat and pointed toward the wall on his right which is a good half metre away. His eyes at first spark with light a couple times as he attempts, with difficulty, to gather the magical energy he needs to cast his spell. But before long the sparking turns to a small yet consistent glow. Not as strong or as vibrant as it should be however.
Henrik would prefer more time to gather his magical energies but time is not something that he has on his side as one of the Prejudges notches an arrow and prepares to fire. Henrik hasn’t noticed the actions of the Prejudge, but even if he had he would he helpless to do much about it in his current state. The days of casting multiple spells in tandem are gone.
The Majika sweeps his hand from its outstretched position to his right, slowly, across him. But as he reaches perhaps three quarters of the way across his torso the arrow is let loose. It cuts through the empty air and then slams into Henrik’s left shoulder. The elderly man manages to suppress his cry of agony into little more than a grunt. He has to if he has any hopes of cutting the Prejudges off from him. Though, his hand falters, as does the glow in his eyes, due to the fact that he has to fight the urge he has to cradle and survey the damage inflicted upon him. The only positive he can take is that the arrowhead was not dosed in poison. If it had been his casting would have already failed, he knows.
Moments later, and just as the Prejudges are within striking range, Henrik finishes his spell. A mass of thick dirt and stones harden to create a barrier between the Majika and the Prejudges. The wall of earth filling every nook and cranny of the rectangular shaped passage a metre thick.
Henrik, suddenly feeling dizzy, manages to stagger backward until his crooked back is braced against the rocky wall of the tunnel. Both sides are lined with evenly spaced lit torches, the oil from which drips. The drips make a hissing sound as contact is made with the cobble stones covered with a thin layer of dirt that has fallen from the ceiling of the passage as a result of the road that runs right above this section of the tunnel.
Henrik wonders if the tunnel has ever collapsed but swiftly decides to force such thoughts aside to instead inspect his shoulder. The arrowhead is out of sight but the bolt hasn’t passed right through. That concerns Henrik as it means that the shot was not clean.
If he had the strength he would use a spell to extract and seal the wound, but he can’t. So he elects to simply grab hold of the neck of the arrow as tight as his arthritic fingers will allow. A wave of pain shooting through his joints as he tries to ensure his grasp on the wooden neck is as solid as he can make it. But he doesn’t attempt to wrench the arrow free. Doing so could cause more damage and blood loss and he already has a widening dark crimson patch around the wound. He gets a slight whiff of iron from the wound in the moments before he sharply snaps his wrist toward his left flank. The arrow neck snaps about as cleanly as he could have expected but his head goes into a spin in response. Henrik leans his head back to brace it against the damp wall of the tunnel hoping that he doesn’t pass out. He can hear the Prejudges as they curse and hack with their swords and axes at the dirt and rock wall that is between them and Henrik. The wall will not last forever and was never intended to. Though, Henrik had never factored in being clipped by an arrow. He knows the wound he has suffered is entirely his own fault, but as he lets his right arm drop and release his grip on the broken arrow he tries to will movement back into his aching bones.
At first there is no response to his demands as he instead hears the clatter of the broken arrow on the cobbles beneath his sandaled feet. His eyes threatening to roll back into his head until a loud clang pulls him back into the present. His mind begins to race as blood is pumped more rapidly now around his body. His senses become hyper alert as a result and Henrik reasons that the clang was one of the Prejudges blades slamming into the thicker and larger rocks that form the inner section of the temporary wall between them.
I have to go, now! Henrik demands of his weary body and to his surprise and relief his body conforms.
He forces himself away from the wall that had been serving as his crutch for the last few minutes. His feet shuffling forward with as much pace as they can muster, which isn’t much admittedly, but Henrik is grateful for it nonetheless.
Before long he reaches the far end of the tunnel. It’s a miracle he thinks to himself as he hauls his body up the vertical wooden ladder. It creaks and groans from years of heavy use and lack of weather treatment that has caused rot to set in as a result.
It goes through Henrik’s head more than once that there is a real chance that the rungs may simply fail if they’re too rotten. If they do then he will he sent tumbling back down the four metres he has struggled to climb, likely breaking bones and guaranteeing his capture.
But upon reaching the summit of the ladder, he feels a wave of relief break against him as he lies on his back for what feels like hours. The Majika is sure that it is only a few dozen seconds, but the short rest does nothing to replenish his energy levels. That is why it takes Henrik a couple minutes to struggle back to his feet. The passage of time in achieving his return to being upright worries him and he even glances back at the hole carved into the soft grass covered dirt only to find it vacant. Still, he can’t afford to dawdle any longer, he knows, as he shuffles, much slower now, away from the square cut in the ground, through a gaggle of small trees and low bushes before stepping out onto a narrow lane. It can’t be called a road as it is too narrow, but much like many of the roads it is comprised of two dirt tracks between which are long fronds of grass. Many of the fronds are bent or broken from the passage of carts.
Henrik pays no mind to the fronds as he shuffles towards a nearby stationary cart. It is exactly where he requested the smuggler, a young woman with a hood, waits for him. The Majika would have preferred to keep what little coin he has but he’d been right to suspect that the runners, who he paid handsomely for the use of their tunnel, would sell him out.
“You’re late.” The hooded woman says without fully looking at Henrik. Twin horses attached to the front of the wide wooden cart, which is in much better shape than the ladder that Henrik has just climbed.
But the elderly wounded man doesn’t care about her distaste for his delay and instead quickly moves round to the back of the cart before he then throws himself up over the low edge used for loading and unloading. As soon as he is aboard the cart begins to gently roll forward, one of the wheels creaking as it makes a revolution. But Henrik pushes the sound from his mind as he rolls onto his back and stares up at the sky. It’s not a sight he views for long as exhaustion claims him and pulls his already heavy eyes shut in the short period before he passes out.
Always Celebrating
Roll up at eight
Just an hour late
The volume is loud
And there’s a good crowd
Grabbing a brew
From people I don’t know
Gone in a flash
This is the right path
Chat for a bit
Then jump in the pit
Slay all I can
Then bar before ten
Seven shots
Feeling kinda hot
The room is blurry
Still got plenty of fury
Back to the floor
To dance some more
Then lights come up
Its four o’clock
Still pretty early
Continue the party
Rage til morn
Before I stagger home
Sunrise in the eyes
Sleep til night
Rise with new might
Time for a new fight
Another great party
Always feeling hearty
Mere Man
You call me a saviour,
But stop telling lies
I’m simply a human,
Falling from the skies
Rose from the ashes,
Ready to thrive
Pity I was trapped,
And left to die
Labelled me the future,
As you drove in the knife
Gave me a crown,
Just to watch me drown
Claimed to be friend,
While conspiring
Took joy in the hate,
You’re addicted to it
Smiling as I faltered,
Never compassionate
Stabbing at my worst,
Wanting me lifeless
So childish,
You’re just pathetic
Stop with the jealousy,
You can’t hurt me
Say what you will,
I won’t hear you
Saviour or monster,
You’re wrong in the head